a--TYPING--nExt--doOr

yeah, it's been a while.

2011-11-11T03:44:00.002+08:00

yeah, the truth is i always skipped a while.one post on new semester and another on the end of semester.oh and not to mention another at any time-i-like-it-to post.heh.nice ticq~

some people updated their life.some people cursing.some people story.some people advice.some people blabber.yet im not some people.hahaha.and maybe yes, i post it at any time i feel to.im human.im sorry.but then, however few the posts it seems, yet more than my facebook, google, yahoomail, twitter (yes i do have one.haha), i love this space more.its not about the pictures, my words (like it really matters.huuuu), or anything and since its not a social networking site, i guess anyone who still hold onto it must be here for a reason.so i was asking myself; to what do i owe this post today?

two words.
No.Idea.

haha.thats the beauty of it.you see, i never have an idea to write anything, but i type anyway.you could create something beautiful just out of nothing.the usual types, people might refer to objects, or people, but doesnt it seem materialistic?okeh, by all means; it is true that nature tends to be beautiful, people can be beautiful, arts can also be beautiful, yet the first thing that came to my mind was a pen and a paper.

yes.i find beauty in human mind.
the beauty of thinking.
the beauty of words carved.
the beauty of khat.the beauty of poetry and songs.
and yes, obviously it came from YOU.
how beautiful your creation.oh Allah how beautiful you must be.

and it goes beyond that.
people can be very smart.can create something beyond beautiful.but how we act upon it and made decisions about it can make it beautiful also.guess thats my lessons today.there is something beautiful in what we act, do and think, but it only comes if we act, do and think in certain way.

i might not know what beauty really is.but i am learning.and i hope this is part of coming to learn what it is.

ouh.and i support positive thinking!
let's just hope our path cross again soon enough, that i will have something interesting and worthy by His side to post, and let other's rewards from it as well, insha-Allah.

peace out peeps!!

p/s:happy eid-mubarak!may all sacrifices we made on this very road will be blessed always.mardhatillah~

quoting quotes

2011-09-14T23:15:00.034+08:00

a new week from a new semester just passed at the garden of knowledge and virtue and im starting to realize much more values than ever.oh and im thinking of quoting every quotes that ive heard and like alongside the road im walking here at IIUM.theheeee.mcm best kan?

okeh.

gladly quoted from my PSA lecturer this week was

"view RM less, view value more"

we were talking about public sector (i think so) and it was quite nice when he stressed more on welfare of society rather than rich-ing the people.oh and he added some "people" shud take note (in sarcasm.haha).

and only later then, that i realize he was only put it that way so we all buy the textbook he recommended, rather than photocopy-ing.sheeeesh.and to add, more than one subject prefer the new edition book this semester, meaning you cant use your senior's.

ouh tiq.bende2 lagha len melambak hang dok beli.buku text 6 bijik xkan x bole kan?kan?

mazola and tart nenas for dummies

2011-08-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

location : kampung kelibang, langkawi

date : 27th of Ramadhan

seronok betinggung watching angah and isyatin at kitchen menguli tepung, kacang, etc when angah says,

"haa tiqah mai la try bwat."

and when the creative and kritis kazens make a team-brain-building,

we have some chickens

some mickeys

~~playboy curve~~ some rabbits

some ikan bilises

skycrappers.haha.

and because some designs or shapes not yet created, so we make our owns....

ultraman.yeah!!

later, the experiments of tart nenas,

these were angah's:

and these were ours :

we made mushrooms, but i thot it turns out lesung batu.haha

we made pineapple, but i guess it turns out to be durian

the attempts of angry bird, but i think it goes angri-er.haha

when the amateur going creative and kritis, they'll make another version of "for dummies"

untill then, then.......V[^^,]

a golden bird that needs to dance

2011-08-15T12:31:00.000+08:00

this post is a hundred percent full of selfishness view of mine -- you are allowed to disagree, comment, add and/or say anything -- indeed the purely reasons is, in hopes if someone ever read it (i said 'if' though) and/or acts upon it, i shall get some barakah (ameeen).yes i am fasting so i can't lie.heeeee

okeh.so proceed.

i was at teraweeh prayer in the mosque with ummi -- yes.as the next semester will start around 2 weeks after aidilfitri, so i got to fulfill the whole ramadhan this year at home.yaaay! -- where i learned the most distract-full generation of human population which are : KIDS.

okeh.dont get me wrong.i dont hate kids.i am the eldest of 6 siblings.half of my life (at least at my age now) i live with kids, up till now.i know kids.i once was a kid.i am okay with kids.but not okay with kids that yelling, shouting and/or playing throwing shoes at women praying area and/or acting polis-tangkap-pencuri along every space they can find among the saff.kids dont come by themselves to the mosque.i mean, heck, where are the mothers?annoyed and frustrated, i blurted out to ummi;

"kalau mak2 ne rasa depa x dpt control anak2 depa, awatla bwk jugak mai masjid eh?"

ummi senyum aja.given a little moments, one makcik in front of us bangun dan bergerak ke belakang saff, and i heard she told the other makcik beside her;

"saya ada anak kecik kt blakang.satgi kacau pulak."

oooooooouh.and at that moment also, ummi and i had a psychic-mute-conversation confirming that she heard my complaints.haha.but i dont see her removing place made any difference.her child keeps circling her while we prayed, bouncing in front of her, and yes beside us also.still kacau jugak.

(ouh please excuse my language.it keeps changing and i just cudnt keep tracks of it.haha)

i might be neither observer or participant.idk but am still trying to figure it out.i might be madly observant and worse-est participant.or other way around.i cud be the-most-menonong-person in entire world and didnt have a clue about anything but sometimes i say things that people never know also.i know im being dramatic, but whatever.i guess my point is, when you have mother like my ummi, anda akan menjadi peka melihat baju kurung biru berbunga merah dipadankan dgn tudung coklat, atau melihat mereka memakai kain batik dgn corak utama bunga dan daun yg dipakai terbalik, you'll get eye-sore seeing people with their unpinned shawl as if it'll smacking and sweeping your face every time you passed, and i dont care about your wardrobe be it so 90's or yesterdays, but your tudung should be clean and ironed.ill just go crazy when i see an unironed tudung, or worse bahagian lipatan dalam tudung tiga segi yg terkeluar-keluar dan senget-benget.please excuse my rudeness but if you are the daughter of my mother, you'll be magically noticing this kind of things.

sebelum kita makin lari dari tajuk asal, my observant things here focus on the mother and child.the child copy the mother.yes we do.so please tell the child what is the right to do and the wrong thing not to do.or at least show them.yes right now i am just one of a child.i know i will never ever understood the situation of a mother.but i understand my part of a child.i remember it clearly bilamasa ayah ketuk kaki kami adik-beradik.i was 7 back then but i realized bahawa ianya adalah salah untuk bermain polis sentri di hadapan org yg sedang solat.aku dimarah ummi suatu masa membuatkn ak sedar untuk tidak menyampuk perbualan org2 dewasa walaupun untuk menunjukkan lukisan yg anda bwat di tadika sekalipun mendapat 5 bintang dr cikgu seni anda.kami diajar meminta izin bukak tv walaupun pagi sabtu adalah pagi menonton kartun.kanak-kanak yg ditunjuk bahawa perbuatan itu salah akan tahu.mereka tidak akan berguling-guling d lantai supermarket krna x dpt mainan yg diminta jika mereka diajar tidak semua benda boleh kita dpt.

apan : kaklong roti blueberry tu mahal x?

aku : x lah.singgit dua kupang aje.nak ke?

apan : naaaak!boleh tak?

ouh cerita td belum habis.the makcik turn to her other daughter and says;

"hang x pyh solat lah.tgk adik neh.jgn dok bg dia kacau orang."

agaknya si kakak sedikit bengang disuruh berhenti solat untuk menjaga adiknya.so at the middle of some teraweeh rakaat, i heard her slapping her little sister.(hahaha.sori.i guess i lost my khusyuk-ness that night to be an observer)and then that little child cried loudly.it took some times.yes before she sit silently behind her sister for the rest of teraweeh rakaat's left.before she realize her sister was mad that she does not behave.

it is very unbearable for me to accepts that;

"alaaaah.budak2 ne memang mcm ne.x boleh nak bwat apa dah aih."

"anak saya ne memang bebai sikit.lagi x bg apa yg dia nak dok merajuk situ lah."

lembut anda bukanlah sampai tidak menegur.sayang anda bukan sekadar membiarkan.you are indeed every pillow that offers comfort.

KIDS.

they are magnificent.

deep down, they really are the golden birds.

that need to dance.

we could join with our hands, wings, hoofs, or fins.

present an applause for their brilliant hearts.

on your feet.or on your chair.

and if ever they split way on the dance floor.

a simple NO could do.

so beyond all that is rational, in this dear world.

make them understand,

that everything in existence,

does point to God.

Happy Ramadhan to all. =]

the special guest

2011-08-01T09:42:00.001+08:00

in the name of Allah, the most Graceful, the most Merciful

special guest is approaching

through

the stairway of existence

have

you now come

have we all now come to

the Beloved's

door

for through the stairway of existence

Ramadhan is here

p/s:it was actually in the draft-haha-and goes waaaaay back.but ill just use the date from the draft, okeh?and in the name of God, may our path cross again.

lullaby

2011-07-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

In your name, Oh Lord, I lay to sleep

to rise in the morning, by your leave.

If you take my soul from me as I rest,

please forgive me.

And if I wake in the morning again,

to a new and bright day, then I pray

You will always guide me,

upon the straight way.

Lullaby~DWA

She did a lot of bad things......

2011-06-12T14:10:00.002+08:00

.....indeed.
she's a sinner.she's a wrong-doer, sometimes a pretender.
yet He covers her gigantic-loopholes in the midst of compelling flowers, masking her as a perfectly human-being, continuously blinding people around.

this post should technically be last thursday, since it was my birthday, but then since when do i immune from late update?hahaha.i considered it to be a post worthy, so go on.

for the past couple of weeks, things have not been, lets just say, great.Allah has been testing, and i have been trying, but unfortunately, it was absolutely foul mood i've been wearing on my face, all months around.there's just sooo much to cope, things to handle, not to add up what i've been putting up since i HAVE to take short semester to cover up my workload [plus the reasons itself], all the ruins of my break's plans, and much much more.some may think i was over-reacting, over drawn, or simply wonder why i was being very impatient lately.

then just couple of nights before 9 june [yes.my birthday] there are couple of friends buzz-ing on YM.sometimes i wonder how they knew i was invisible n at first, i was thinking to ignore them, but then, yeah, what the heaven kan, so we had some short and various talks.so she asked me, for all the decisions i have made for the life of 22 years, have one that i ever regretted?

i just hate that question.hahaha.sorry dear friend.as there's say-hate the game not the player, so i hate the question not the questioner.a wise person would never say they regret any of their decisions, becos somehow-worse or good it may lead-it made them who they are today, kan?but again, am i to resemble a "wise" person?hahahaha lawak la pulak.so i told her i've a lots of regrets.and sometimes i did regretting what i regretted.so we talked about regrets that night.and she finish up by saying, ..."know what tiq, kdg2 a person is wise enough when he know the limits of his wisdom,".

my other friend, i just dont know what should we talked about, so i just asked him, have he any regrets?the answer is yes, many of them.so i asked, kalo da bnyk sgt menyesal dgn keputusan yang kita bwat, how come you still calm and happy?the answer was once again i hate, "yes, i regrets much, but says who i should be worry about it, i cherish every of it lah,"

haha.that's why sometimes i hate to be around with positive people when i am in negative mood.i am very stressed out that something wrong is going on with my relationship with Allah.and i guess its getting worse.i am never exactly good in relationship with human, even more so with God.i want to make Him happy.i want to do many good things, but sometimes i just dont know how.

my other friend just asked, do you think your family love you?
yes i know they love me.seeing despite how idiot i am, they still care of me, kind to me, even of all my dis-respectfulness, causing them all troubles in the world, against them in certain things somehow, they still accept me the way i am.yes, despite all the bad things she did.
do you think your friends love you?
well i hope they do.seeing how forgetful i am, how bad i react to them, how the noise i create them, despite all the bad things she did, guess they still talk to me.hahaha
then imagine how much God loves you.the people in your life are not even a fraction of His love.

yes i mess up all the time, but as long as i try to get better, i know He loves me, despite all the bad things that i did.guess the simple answer just i have to trust Him in order to understand how much He loves me.

p/s: فَبِأَيِّ آلاءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبَانِ
p/s/s: i've got at least 6 chocolate cakes, on, before, and after my birthday.yes my friends love me.
~[teaching grief to smile, becos im thankful for the blessings]~

the 10 lessons from final exam

2011-04-27T13:12:00.001+08:00

this is just ~~a crappy list~~ a humourly-interesting-in-opinion-list not out of normal stuff i usually wrote pun kan?just because ive recently been in the greatest harsh passage of final exam [it never been easy.trust me] and with all the times i have now [thats right.5 months ahead of holiday.yes people.5 MONTHS!] i have began philosophizing my head of lessons from final exam.uhuh.so here goes.

1--final xm shows the real people's insidious.it brings out both of the best in people and the worst in people.kan?kan?ever heard of win-win-final-exam-situation?i read it somewhere that there are people who studied and reverse damn hard yet tell people anxiously "aduuuh.weh camana neh?ak x abes study lg.bnyk lg neh.adoi.x phm neh.adui.adeh.bla bla bla" and then when the result is out and they got bad results, it goes "see?kan ak da ckp.ak mmg study x abes doh.uuuuui" or when the results is good "eh?macamna boleh lulus neh?cemerlang pulak tuh.padahal ak x study pun.uish ajaib.ajaib." nampak?win-win situation.duh!

2--reveal real friends and not real friends.well screw somebody who prefer last minutes study [me.pick me.me.ouh me again] but we can actually tell member yang ikhlas tlg photocopykan extra notes/slides, or who wud want to reveal any extra knowledge they have, or any additional i-am-madam-faveret-so-she-told-me-everything information, or member who persistently want to learn one chapter she/he just realized they dont know its existence before from you who got another exams tomorrow, and even member that being extra generous to provide great amounts of notes that make you think that the thick-974 pages-textbook is more than enough to study since you'll never going to finish it anyway, or etcetera etcetera.

3--the questions that usually come out in the exams are mostly the one that i chose not to spot, or the one that i "baca main-main/gitu-gitu-aje", or somehow messiest-lly and intangible-lly written in tiny, backwards, upside-down, or been made up to any silly pictures or scribbles in my notes.

4--madam/sir/lecturers often have problem that they assume we took their class individually, or in other words, their class only.so they tend to cramp all 10 chapters from the whole subject in a one-3-hours-paper.mungkin patut bwat camtu kot?amek satu subject saja for one semester, then ill graduate exactly at......lets see, 2020?

5--time management

6--er.time management?[i cud put this again once more since this is the crucial part that ive been vigorously struggling damn solid and firm enough, yet still listing it as my lessons.on serious note, i KNOW itll always gonna be my lessons.uuuuuh.how bad is that?]or.or maybe the lecturer's time management skills.haaa.the worst assignment, [violent, inflexible, and complicated assignment that usually includes the survey part, the research part, the interview part, the graph or charts part, the reject part, and worse; the do-it-again part] this type of assignment is always due right before the final, or always get into points in cgpa.

7--to-be-determined............[haha.sorry.iium-style.to-be-determined.ugh]

8--and during final, you can eat absolute garbage and still lose weight.and can eat absolutely nothing but still gain weight.haha

9--ooouh.and this.sometimes, right in the middle of the exam, i wud pause and wonder; "cud ive been better in psychology?or bisnez?or even architecture?" ahahaha.silly!or to wonder of any new and interesting way of writing the answer sheet, such as; i refuse to answer this question on the ground that it conflicts with my view and opinion regarding my future bla bla bla.haiy

10--ermm what else what else.just hearing my caffeinated roars!ahaha.or youll have crazy and depressing selection songs as your lists in mp3 while studying.uhuhuu.to shine the books and notes as shining swords and armours, and confidence as soulmate, and shooting as well as rambling to be as you know, skills.

there you have it.perfect 10!this is mengarut-ing mostly, but everything is about the essences.

but vital and most importantly lessons---->is to be exercising hablun-min-Allah greatly only at a times like this.ouh.oh.oh.are we really that easy?for a less or a better words--this is SUCKss!bila susah ingat bila senang lupa.ouch!well we know damn great that human forget.yes human sucks.but human can do better.human can be better.kan?

ever heard the greatest lies to all of us students?okeh here it is=that grades will affect the rest of your life and how you will live in the ‘real’ world.oouh.THEY.DO.NOT.muslim kan kita?ever heard the 4 things that have been determined?your life your death your rezeqi and your partner.so get this; no matter you flunk out scool or fail one or three subjects, how you end up not being an accountant or lawyer, He'll make sure you do with whatever that been predetermined.if you worried-sick that you get a D and have to repeat the paper, or an F so you'll die, well He predetermined your death to, remember?so you'll die at His time, F or D.

college and university is just trash when theyre not letting people in, or kick people out, for just some letter on a sheet of paper, we are more than that, kan?ive got B, C, and D on SPM's sheet but i got into IIUM.dont be misunderstood, but the point here, grades do not reflex people's intelligence, [even in some cases they do] it is just an evaluations.to evaluate something that cud not be evaluate by something else.test or exams is only testing you how good you were at taking test.or maybe how good you were memorizing what you read the night before.kan?

wake up people.we are muslim.there's much more to us.ijazah vs tarbiah or not, this is more than that.we are more than that.final exam is just some thing.the "real" exam ahead is everything.

the letter

2011-04-04T02:02:00.004+08:00

from the desk of ___ foyer __ CAC (fill in the blank), current-nobody-but-future-somebody for life.

dear all.may this note reach you in good iman, emotion and health.

please please please stop chit-chatting, ber-sembang-ing, laughing, giggling, slapping happily, or pretending like you are not any examination assistants when technically instead that you are, and still doing it even when somebody gave you the most horrible angriest stupidest daring ever.
please please please i dont wanna mess any of my paper.i dont wanna cursing to be having sitting at the back.and i really want to avoid having bad impression to any other university students who applied to be my university assistant examinations.
im so soo sorry but this is really depressing and stressed us out.yes.us.so please please and please.

footnote=if this continue, i am to suggest that qualifications for examination assistants to be strictly reviewed again.thanx.may Allah bless.

yeah.this was my "flying letter" (what do we call surat layang in english?kite letter?ah nevemind) that i gave the examination assistants (by gave i mean not hand-it-over-give, i just left it on my desk, since they wajib to pick up all the leftover's papers or simply the mess we created after the exam kan?) written straight afte they pick up my Company Law's paper on desk __ at the very back of that foyer __.

and it was very frightening to go back the next day for my next paper DMC at that same foyer __, with the very same group examination assistants again, unfortunately at the very back, again (no lucky desk number for me this sem, i guess) haha padanlah muka ak dah nak sgt kompelin kan?

but.but that day was okay.they extremely quiet and professional to those peeps at the back.well idk if they recognised that the yesterday maroon girl is again sitting at the very back, the one who wrote the "flying letter", yet again wearing the same maroon (haha.so what?recycle is menjimatkan okeh) so i guess they got that "flying letter".and it works.hahaha

so here goes.i am no saint.not a patience student also.could be tactless, merciless, emotionless, hati beku or whatever.i am just a simple nobody who got really sick to be forgetting what i try not to forget even if i try hard enough, and easily mad-to-be when my sitting in the examination hall just to experienced a spoilers, lost cause and clues, forfeited and perplexed answers, cut and missed-the-way words, and anything between hopeless and off-course.so soo really sorry brothers and sisters.and i hope God forgive me.

good day for you all.sekian.thank you!

menulis

2011-03-28T08:33:00.003+08:00

hari-hari ak bukak laptop.hari-hari pun iium-community sgt excellent.tp hari-hari ak makin lemah ntuk menulis.xtaw pasaipa?bnyk sgt draft yg separuh2 tp x ter-post.

aduuuh.semoga himmah wa hamasah itu tidaklah bermusim.

klas CCKN 3131 (niche khat 3) already ended a while back tp ad satu ayat ustaz tu sgt mnyentuh.

----kamu bertanggungjwb atas ap yang kamu tulis----

okeh ayat ni is actually leteran seorang cikgu yang mengajar khat bila studio dipenuhi kertas2 bertulis mcm2 jenis ayat dgn mcm2 jenis khat tp dibiarkan bertaburan dan ditinggalkan mcm tu saja.dgn sgt cool n tenang ustaz ckp

"mmg kamu yang tulis semua tu, tp kamu buang dan lempar ayat2 sapa?"

ouch!walopun bukan kami yang bwat sepah tp tetap terasa.sbb mmg penah bwat kan?maen conteng2 latihan--ayat quran ayat hadith segala--pastu rasa2 mcm khat tu senget ke telebih ink ke atau batang resam tercarik ke mknanya--alaaa rosak dah khat aku--pastu terus amek ketas lain ntuk tulis semula dan mungkin jugak rosak lg dan lg.

“Nuun. Demi Pena dan (demi) apa yang mereka tuliskan” [68: 1]

bagaimana pena kita bergerak?ap yang kita tuliskan?kita kan umat yang terbaik (3:110)
so do we act like one?

kalau dulu-dulu lah--masih brckp tentang khat--ijazah khat dgn syeikh2 terkemuka dunia dahulukalanya, ijazah tu dibuat sendiri dgn hasil kerja khat yang terbaik dr setiap murid tu sendiri.kalau kita dgr nama-nama hebat mcm sami afandi, hasyim baghdadi, othman taha, hamid al-amidi, Abdul Aziz Rifa’i, Umer Wasfi, Najm-ud-Din Afandi, (pergh!sory guys!bckap pasal ni made me really excited.haha), bila depa tuntut ilmu khat drpd mana2 cekgu, ijazah tu ditulis sendiri dgn hasil kerja yang paling baik.contohnya dekat syeikh ni dy blajaq khat thuluth, da abes nnt dy akan bwat satu karya khat thuluth yang paling hebat hasil dr apa yang dy blajaq pastu letak la nama syeikh cikgunya sbg bukti.fuh!best kan?lagi cantek ijazah kita mknanya lg la tggi tahap ilmu khat kita.mcm degree kita skrg la lg 4flat ijazah kita lg "cantik" la degree kita kan?

simbolik khat dgn menulis tu kat sini--kita mmg suka buat satu2 benda tu bila kita suka kan?tp cuba tny pulak tanggungan kita terhadap ap y kita tulis tu.tulis ayat2 Allah tp x pegang tanggungjwb tu.ataupun bila diminta tulis satu artikel tp sendiri x laksanakan.bila kita menulis sekadar untuk populariti atau sekadar untuk "menulis", bukanlah lg satu perjuangan kan?takut kan?da bapa bnyak kali da ak menulis tp ap yang ak tulis?mahal kan status fesbuk yang dpt mnyentuh hati tuh?

semoga apa yang pernah ak tulis tu dpt menyentuh hati AKU terlebih dulu sblum sentuh hati-hati lainnya.

4.30 am

2011-02-14T02:17:00.002+08:00

this is nothing.really.still i think it deserve 1 post here more than ever.

it was that night [early morning] at 4.30 am, that i stayed up reading Auditing and Assurance Services in Malaysia for the test next morning, that i stop when i thought of this line, that i wrote it down.

....what the world really need is more love and less paper----hahaha just kidding.

it was the month where people talk about love the most and while we spreading thoughts of eliminating the so-called-Valentines-Day and then that night it hit me----

....it was never too late to tell people you love how much you care bout them. and yeah--never stupid to tell them everyday also.

so tell Him you love Him everyday, say Sallallahu alaihi wasallam everyday, tell them you love them everyday, tell yourself you love who you are everyday~

The words, "Praise be to Allah," are the easiest to recite, yet heaviest in balance and dearest to the Merciful.

The Prophet Muhammad, reported Abu Hurairah.

and to those who shed every pigment of love from them and others, hear it all people....

Do not let their speech grieve you. For all glory is Allah's. He hears all and knows all.

Yunus [10:65]

of which-name-is-"T"

2011-01-31T16:20:00.007+08:00

i dont like riding a bus.

no.i actually dont like riding a-long-travelling-bus-from KL to kedah-which-name-is-"T".

no.i actually dont like riding a-long-travelling-bus-from KL to kedah-which-name-is-"T"-on a middle of semester short holiday bilamana jadual x sama dgn org lain menyebabkan date exam mid y besepah dan tiket y lewat kerana raya sesuatu kaum n everytime i took that bus-which-name is-"T" itll end up rosak/lewat/sesuatu y x kena brdekatan my seat.

p/s:HATE is a strong word.

it all started back there from matrix.it was the 1st n last that i took the night-bus-which-name-is-"T" dr n9 ke kedah which end up
lewat sejam beserta kerusi y sgt sempit [luckily it was next to a girl] beserta penghadang kerusi y longgar n lg menyedihkan penghadang itu patah pd tgh mlm mnyebabkan bus berhenti d tepi jalan n the conductor checking every seat to found out it was my seat n some of them fussing about a girl who sleep sooo ganas smpai patah penghadang kerusi sblum smbung tido balek n i end up didnt sleep for the rest of the night handling myself from jatuh begolek-golek tgh bas krn tamatnya riwayat penghadang besi at my seat.yes i mean for the rest 6 hours of the night.oh n did i mention that the aircond is working perfectly except for two seats at the front row.u dont wanna guess whose seats anyway kan?

oh wait.it wasnt the 1st n last.bcos the last time that i wud take a-long-travelling-bus-from KL to kedah-which-name-is-"T" wud be this very last time.haha.n to think that i even answer their survey nicely.duh.

[ulang balek perenggan 3]

krn exam y lewat eh silap krn tiket bus selain "T" suda abes ak tpksa ambek the-2pm-bus-which-name-is-"T"-from KL to kedah tetapi agak lega krn surprisingly sama bas dgn fafa y juga terpaksa ambek tiket bus "T" krn tiket bus y laen suda abes, bgeraklah kami seawal 10 pagi menuju terminal putra ntuk ke Kl sentral y sesak, mkn cepat2, took a cab with the road that jammed cats n dogs only to arrive at duta tepat 1.44pm, solat cepat2 n berdiri dpn platform 4 at exactly 1.57pm to found out that even 10am-bus-which-name-is-"T"-from KL to kedah pun belum sampai.

so we make friends with all the girls from 10am-and-2pm-bus-which-name-is-"T" [actually merungut n bercerita psl sejarah baek dan buruk bus-which-name-is-"T"], make friends with makcik tukang jaga toilet sbb semua org masuk toilet at least 3 times n seap bertuka-tuka minyak cap kapak n cap burung, bwat pakcik2 y pakai baju seragam bus-which-name-is-"T" kt kaunter mikrofon naik angin sbb tny "bila bas kedah nak sampai?" lebih dr 10 kali, habiskan a-376-page-novel, 2 botol air masak, 3 bijik pau Ain berbagai perisa, 1 bekas clorets, berjalan ke setiap platform 1 smpai 10 ntuk buktikan kejujuran pakcik2 kt kaunter bus-which-name-is-"T", meringankan tugas makcik cleaner dgn kutip sampah kt setiap platform smpai bersih oh well sebenarny sbb kami ramai2 bwat halaqah besar y bising smpai makcik cleaner x brani dekat haha lets scratch this, meriuhkan pakcik kedai runcit dgn bca dan komen semua mags y x dibungkus dgn plastik kt rak kedai, dan mcm2 lg aktiviti y menyihatkan maka ketika sdg berkira-kira ntuk membeli pau bwat kali ke-2 bus-which-name-is-"T"-from KL to kedah pun smpay pd jam 4.45pm.

n menariknya semua pnumpang ke kedah x kira jam 10am 12pm 2pm [even 5.3pm pun naek] boleh naek n pilih tmpat sesuka hati.n lebih menarik semua penghadang telah dicabut seolah-olah-tawu-bhwa-pempuan-ganas-y-tido-smbil-cabut-penghadang-kerusi-tu-ad mnjadikan kerusi tidak lg sempit, aircond y berfungsi dgn baek, n seronoknya duduk sebelah fafa n not someone from an unknown person n gender, tgk movie dan besembang seolah-olah bas sendiri dgn riuhnya dan tiba dgn selamatnya di kedah pd jam 11.25pm.

even its still the-bus-which-name-is-"T", ak x pyh pun naek y asalnya double-decker y extra serabut, sbb depa bg bus y [agak] bole tahan la jugak, dpt kerusi y lebih besar n x sempit, beautifully functioning air-cond, pnghadang pn takde x pyh susah2 nak tlg cabutkan, sit next to my friend, n walopun ak serabut2 n fussing about getting home early that day, sbenarnya takdak org pn kt rumah, semua org keluaq p kenduri kt kola nerang.haha.maka ak sbenarnya x pyh penat2 pun kecoh2 nak sampai awal.haih~

so once again, HE did know best.

i want this but HE put it to that.
so once again, i learnt my lesson.

still.it wud be the last time that ill take a-long-travelling-bus-from KL to kedah-which-name-is-"T".[muahahahaa]

SH---part 1

2011-01-10T01:52:00.003+08:00

i made myself who i am
i let it appeared the way i am

so the way i am
happen to be that way
when they thought this and its not
when they think not but i did this
guess its nobody's fault

[because clearly its mine.well i know.i sux]
hahaha this is ~~cheesy~~ ~~irritating~~ mngarut so never mind lalalala
bukan semua benda y betol tu sedap didengar kan?tp kebenaran harus ditelan [ouch] give it big or rest.okeh.marah itu dr syaitan.stop!

dan nmpaknya ak masih lg takut dgn jatuh dunia dr jatuh akhirat.dan kdg2 malu dgn manusia lg tggi dr malu dgn Dia.adeeeeesh!weh!ape nak jadi?

mngkin ak x cuak dgn mnjadi ak.yet ive still got cuak when i did wrong.guess its a relief.
so im self-healing~

"orang tu"

2011-01-06T02:04:00.005+08:00

maka genaplah 4 bulan 22 hari blog ini telah me-nyampah-kan bnyk pihak.kulihat ramai y singgah menyapu, memberus, membising n meninggalkan litel voice kt kotak hijau sebelah walopun hari-hari ak seakan lupa -sebuah-taipan-di-pintu-sebelah- ini wujud.mmg hari-hari kujentik kibot ini.hari-hari kujeling moniter ini.tp hari-hari pintu sebelah ini tidak tertaip.apelah dayaku....

few days of 2011 bnyk melontarkan adegan/anekdot/situasi/kejadian/peristiwa y baru, x terduga, melampau-lampau, meng-sedihkan, mengharu-birukan, menggembirakan, meng-kacau-bilaukan, melompat-lompat, menjerit-lantunkan, melonjakkan, merobohkan, mengherankan, mengkejutkan, meng-macam-macam lg n y biase-biase pun ad.

[perenggan ni xdak motif pun.saja suka2.hahaha.kena tipu-baca]

dan pasaipa tajuk post kali ni bertajuk seperti tajuk post tersebut?pasai pekataan tu lah y mnjd ranking pling selalu lalu kt otak pd awal sem neh.sapa "orang tu"?kenai dak?alaaah "orang tu" laa."orang" y kita nak jadi tp x jadi-jadi tu.ataupun "orang" y kita kena jadi tp kita xmau jadi lagi.ataupun "orang" y kita wajib jadi tp kita susah nak jadi tuh.ataupun senang cita singkatannya "orang tu".

"orang tu" vs "orang ni"

orang ni=aku

orang tu=orang tu la

ak bukan "orang tu".sbb ak "orang ni".
ak nak jugak la jd "orang tu" tp ak cuma "orang ni"
kalo nak jd "orang tu" kena tinggal "orang ni"
x bole bwat ni.kena bwat tu.
kena ubah "orang ni".kena ikut mcm depa2 y mcm "orang tu"
tp kdg2 ak takmo lg jd "orang tu" sbb ak sayang "orang ni"
tp ak rasa ak kena jugak jd "orang tu" sbb ak x selamanya boleh jd "orang ni"

ak nak jd "orang tu" tp "orang ni" ak susah nak buang.

tp sudahnya "orang tu" lah y DIA sayang."orang tu" lah y DIA angkat."orang tu" lah y DIA pilih."orang tu" lah y DIA nak."orang tu" jugak lah y DIA ganjar.

"orang ni" x ke mana.

.....but perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you.and He knows, while you know not.....

2:216

~hai "orang ni"!!bersyukurlah engkau diuji dgn ujian.bukan diuji dgn tdak menguji!~

jom jd "orang tu"?

are of glass

2010-08-15T00:38:00.003+08:00

"kaklong-ap y kita bole nmpk dr gelas neh?"
"eh?"[sambil angkat kening dan bwat muka pelik]
"neh.gelas neh."

[sekali lg mengulang situasi di atas]
"apa?"
"hish!gelas neh.ap y kaklong bole ckp psai gelas neh?"
"ooo.theorology ke analogy ke methodology ke psychology?"
"ape ape lah"
"well.gelas kaca.so letak baek2.jgn bg pecah.boleh?"
"duh.is dat all yu've got?"
"ceh!belagak!hahaha okeh2.lets see.erm.gelas=ntuk diisi.so jgn telangkupkan bg takdak guna.okeh x?"
"simbolik?"
"senang.kalo nak mnum air tp gelas tebalik camana nak isi betoi dak?nak doa tp tgn xmo tadah?nak ilmu tp hati xmo bukak?boleh?"
"okeh.accepted.lagi?"

"hurm.penah dgr neh?=harapan tu ibarat gelas kaca."
"sebab?"
"sebab kalo letaknya rendah jatuhnya retak.tp kalo letaknya tggi jatuhnya berderai."
"uuuuuu.mcm dramatis tp boleh diterima.okeh lagi?"
"laaaa.ad lagi ke?"

"how bout a simple one?y half-full half-empty tu?"
"ouh.chewwaah.ckp simple gaya da lepas jek.hahaha"
"dak la.positivism.eh chop2 ap motif neh ckp psai gelas2?"
"haaaa..."
"apa?mengapa?bgaimana?"
"kdg2 kita telupa benda y paling utama"
"seperti?"
"mcm mula2 td.gelas ntuk isi air.so.bwat ap nk pikiaq pnjg2.mestilah nk minum.hahaha"
"ouh.cis!dan cis lagi!"
"ha.tlg tuang ayaq sat?hahaha"
"cis lg sekali"

mngkin kdg2 things isnt how it seems.tp kdg2 things, it is what it is.so be it~

glass full of empty?
or glass full of space?

isi gelas smpena Ramadhan jom?kalo da penuh kongsi jom?
saye rindu rumah.wuuuu

marHaBan yaa~

2010-08-13T04:37:00.002+08:00

"...o He whose Name is a Remedy,

whose remembrance is a Cure,

and whose obedience is Wealth...!

...Have mercy upon him,

whose capital is hope

and whose weapon is tears...!"

siapa tahu ini mungkin yang terakhir?

sama-sama jadikannya yang terbaik!!

yosh~

pelik

2010-07-04T10:15:00.002+08:00

jam ak tu pelik

ak set 4.30am

tp dgq bunyik 6.30am

pelik

jam dinding tu lg la pelik

td bru 9.30am

aleh2 tgk balek da 1.30pm

pelik kan?

planner ak pn cam ~~hampeh~~ pelik

dulu nmpak betulis

kemarin selak2 kosong la plak

pelik dak?

calendar tu haa

lg la pelik

awat plak dy jdik julai?

haish pelik sungguh la

Maaz bin Jabal (Radhiallahu anha) reported : The Holy Prophet (sallallaho alaihe wasallam) said;

“Those who are admitted into paradise will not regret over anything of this world,

except the time spent without Zikr in their life...”

[ Tabrani ]

tp ak taw

bukan jam bukan planner bukan calendar tu y pelik

AKU la y pelik

ak y bwat menda pelik-pelik

pastu sebok-sebok lak nak pelik

pelik pelik

haiy~

“May Allah steal from you all that steals you away from Him..”--Rabiah Al-Adawiyah

bila KAMI bergabung~yeah!

2010-06-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

post ne dok ad dlm draft lama sgt2 dah.bru pasan bila tangguh lelama trus tataw nak taip ap lg.but a pointer still rise dimana kami telah ~~dipaksa~~ ~~disuroh~~ er diminta masuk cooking-partner-competition pada smbutan 20 tahun al-azhar tdk lama dulu.heeee.so here's some snap-a-story-pics to show.

ke-sungguhan mencari ikan yang ter-gemuk-sekali.haha

yang best bila partner ngan ayah ne=bab2 besiang n goreng ikan ak selamat.yay!

tu diaa ha!penuh perasaan/perasan!hahaha

juri-juri yang ~~memakan~~ mengadili

which one is ours?hehe sapa2 nak teka?

pes time msuk petandingan masak.woooo.memula umi ~~paksa~~ mintak tu da kelip2 idung da.yela.kot2 time tu la periuk nak pecah tebalik ke ikan nak tepelanting ke kuah nak lompat2 ke kan ke haru?bwat scene kt umah kire happening la jgak kan?bwat scene kt skola?haaa pening habaq hang.hahaha walocemanapun atas smngat dan keberanian yang jitu kukuh dan waja maka kami telah BERGABUNG!yosh!

dan dapat number 3

TERE kan kami?!

haha~

of plo+s~

2010-05-10T00:50:00.003+08:00

"harini apan takmo air tu taw"

tugas resmi setiap pagi kalo x rajin n msih mngantuk ntuk mnggoreng d pg hari=bancuh air bekal ntuk kanak2.sggh bahagia mnjd kanak2 zmn ini.boleh bwk air oren markisa mangga ribena coklat teh n mcm2 lg p skolah.cuma perlu order kt akak y baek hati=aku.haha.

"apan tak minum air tu"
sambil menuding ke botol kordial rosselle atas almari dapur.

"oh.kenapa?"
"erm.apan mmg x suka air tu.bwat air laen kt apan taw"
"ouh.okeh"

besok paginye

"kaklong.nak air ribena mcm smalam lg boleh?sedap la!"
"mana ad ribena kt rumah"
"eh.yg kemarin tu?"
"tu air rosselle y apan x suka tu.nak ke?"
"oh.apan da suka da air tu.hehe"

bkn susah pn nk kelentong.haha.
yu juz hev tu b xtremely smart.like me.
[winks]

"kaklong msk ap kt apan?"
"tu.y abg afif mkn tu."
"tp tu spaghetti."
"dah tu?"
"apan kan x mkn spaghetti."

"ingt x video ahmad yasin tu?"
"ingat ingat"
"video psl ap tu?"
"psl palestin.apan x suke israel.depa jahat kan kaklong"
"apan tawu x kwn2 apan kt palestin tu takde sarapan?"
"ouh?"
"ha.rumah pn hari2 kene bom.tawu kan?"
"ye"
"depa da takde sekolah taw?"
"erm"
"ramai lg y da tade ayahumi.femili.mkanan.rumah...
"yelah.yelah.apan makan.tp bubuh sikit je taw."

once again.im genius.owh.
[double winks]

nota kaki=sedih x dpt join LL4G.huuu~

points~

2010-05-09T13:11:00.002+08:00

For instance, if a man ceases to take any concern in worldly matters, conceives a distaste for common pleasures, and appears sunk in depression, the doctor will say,
“This is a case of melancholy, and requires such and such prescription."
The physicist will say,
“This is a dryness of the brain caused by hot weather and cannot be relieved till the air becomes moist.”
The astrologer will attribute it to some particular conjunction or opposition of planets.
“Thus far their wisdom reaches,” says the Koran.
It does not occur to them that what has really happened is this:
that the Almighty has a concern for the welfare of that man, and has therefore commanded His servants, the planets or the elements, to produce such a condition in him that he may turn away from the world to his Maker.The knowledge of this fact is a lustrous pearl from the ocean of inspirational knowledge, to which all other forms of knowledge are as islands in the sea.
Those whose eyes never see beyond the world of phenomena are like those who mistake servants of the lowest rank for the king.
The true greatness of man lies in his capacity for eternal progress.

~The Alchemy of Happiness, Imam Al-Ghazali~

aRe we supeRherOes?

2010-05-05T09:50:00.002+08:00

says shes a superheroes
says she have superpowers

says she cant get hurt
says she dont feel pain

says everybody wants a life without pain.and wats that got yu?

sometimes we all need to b remind.
that pain is there for a reason.
yes that pain is bad.and no pain is better.

but d reality is different.
d reality is that pain is there to tell us something.
sometimes we need to learn d hard ways.
sometimes we need to learn from wrong to know wats right

and sometimes.it is okay to not b okay sometimes.

it may sound absurds.
but dont b naive.
cos even heroes have d right to bleed.
[winks]

Kombo Program Palestin~buktikan anda PEDULI

2010-05-04T08:43:00.000+08:00

Tahukah anda, apa itu Lifeline 4 Gaza &

apa yang akan berlaku pada 15 Mei 2010?

'Lifeline 4 Gaza' atau 'Talian Hayat untuk Gaza' adalah kolaborasi antara NGO-NGO di Malaysia dalam suatu kempen antarabangsa untuk menghantar misi bantuan kemanusiaan ke Gaza menerusi jalan laut. Seperti yang umum ketahui, Gaza telah berada di bawah kepungan rejim Zionis sejak tahun 2007 lagi. Bermula dari detik hitam itu, hubungan Gaza dengan dunia luar telah terputus secara langsung. Keperluan-keperluan asasi penduduk Gaza juga telah disekat tanpa peri kemanusiaan. Justeru, Lifeline 4 Gaza adalah suatu inisiatif oleh NGO-NGO dari 17 buah negara untuk menghantar bantuan-bantuan kritikal yang diperlukan oleh penduduk Gaza. Sebanyak 20 buah kapal yang sarat dengan muatan bekalan asasi disasarkan menyertai misi ini. Kapal-kapal dijangka berlayar meninggalkan Turki pada 15 Mei 2010 dan bergerak secara konvoi sehingga ke perairan Gaza. Bagi memenuhi misi ini, aktiviti pengumpulan dana untuk membeli bekalan-bekalan keperluan yang akan dihantar ke Gaza sedang giat dijalankan. Program-program kesedaran juga sedang hangat berlangsung di seluruh tanah air.Antara program-program yang dianjurkan bersama dan dipromosikan oleh Aqsa Syarif untuk mencapai misi yang disebut di atas adalah:

Perhimpunan Perdana Palestin
Maklumat seperti yang tertera:

Charity Bazaar
Maklumat seperti dalam poster:

..Tunggu apa lagi? Ayuh kita meriahkan program-program di atas. Jangan lepaskan peluang! Sama-sama buktikan solidariti kita terhadap saudara-saudara yang jauh di mata tetapi dekat di hati.

-Sekali kapal berlayar, peluang takkan kembali-

bila umMi menjeling

2010-04-25T01:42:00.000+08:00

mahyudin yusof=kaklong.lapaq ayaq.
atiq yudin=alaaa
mahyudin yusof=p la buat sat.tolong?
atiq yudin=yelah yelah.panas kan?teh O ke susu?
mahyudin yusof=cantik!teh O sudahla.tq.

fifteen minutes later

atiq yudin=teh siap incik
mahyudin yusof=mana?
atiq yudin=atas meja
mahyudin yusof=x angkut mai sini ka?
atiq yudin=haha.surohla afif
mahyudin yusof=tolong suroh sat.dekat ja tu.tq.

"afif!p ambek ayaq ayah sat atas meja"
"ok.-------------------nah"

bila ummi menjeling
"ha baguihla tu.dulu pakai kabel nk tukaq wi-fi.konon nak widening communication.dah tukaq wi-fi unlimited pastu jdk mute-ing conversation plak!"------>okeh.i made dis part a litel bit.latar bhs ummi dah tentulah melayu asli beserta penambahan puitis slanga kedah yg terpuji.tp jgn riso.mksudny lebih kurang aja.cuma terlupa terjemahan bhs melayunya saja.haha.

bila ummi menjeling.
ayah cuma angkat kenings.
ak pula tersenyum maniss.
lantas kami kembali melayari fesbuk masing2.
berlokasi meja ruang tamu.
beserta ummi d tgh2 yg sdg menonton tv.

side--wards

2010-04-24T02:06:00.000+08:00

"hang tggu ap lg?kejaq laa"
"eh?laaa x habaq pun.."

okeh.as currently n continuosly living my-fully-loaded-blissful-life as successfully housedaughterly, other than mgadap lappy smpey kebas bulu mata, o bukak kipas super laju ntuk tlg selakkan bhn2 bacaan sampey lenguh telinga, o pusingan formasi bunga lalang dr ruang tamu ke stor pujaan, o bukak peti ais smbey mengimpikan rumah idaman di kutub selatan n bemcm2 lg tabiat suci seorang anak dara millenium era, ak jga sering disajikan drama percuma dr kwsn kejiranan baru ini.krn kekurangan masa y diisi dgn berbagai ektiviti berfaedah ku sepnjg hari maka kekurangan masa ku ntuk menegur sapa jiran-jiran baruku ini maka kekurangan pengetahuan la perihal kehidupan jiran-jiran baruku ini.namun begitu sering kali terjadi perbualan/kutukan/komen/pertanyaan tanpa jwpn/lawak bodoh/lawak separa kelakar/lawak kurang bangang y scra x sengaja n scra langsung ak dengari dr blakang dapur y mnjd tmpt berdrama manusia2 y tdk kuketahui peringkat umur mereka dgn jelasnya spt y tlh dijelaskn di atas krn kekurangan masaku.contoh?

"eeey bau mcm hangit kan dy ne masak?"
"makcik ne msk ntuk tengahari ka mlm ah?"
"weh org kt dapuq ne psang lagu korea la pulak weh"
"ceh gaya nak hujan dy baru nk basuh baju"

mmg.ad rasa nyampah dgq.ad rasa nk jerit=sukati ak la!.ad rasa nk tegelak.ad rasa syok pulak.haha.y bestny umah blakang ne bnyk binatang peliharaan.ad akuarium[so mestila ad ikan kan?].ad kucing[sbb dgr bnyi mngiau].ad jgk sangkar laen[tp taktaw isi ap].tp paling best ad arnab.yeah!!sgt comel gebu kiut menarik n best![tetibe google sat psl rabbit.heee]

berbalik pd pokok pngkal asas simpul pebincangan=hari2 arnab tu dilepaskan.kdg2 smpey msuk hlmn p dok nyorok tepi pokok buluh ayah.kdg2 smpey lps ke smpang jln.kdg2 tmbul idea bernas lampu nakal atas kepala nk bg umpan arnab tu msuk dlm umah pastu peluk smpey penyet.haha.sgt comei lah.i am google-ing gamba2 rabbit but not sooo rajin la nk kaji langkah2 penjagaan sahsiah pemakanan mahupun kesihatan menatang trsebut.maka kdgkala ak rajin jg memikekan awat depa rajen dok p lps anak arnab tersebut bg dy jln2 n lps tu sebok2 nk tgkp balek.tp yelah.rajin memike hny tggl rajin memike lah.lima pat minit suda.kan?sampaila tengahari tu...

"hang tggu apa lg?kejaq laa"
"eh?laaa x habaq pun.."
"p la tgkp dia satgi lepaih tgh jalan..."
"tp mama kata jgn dok bg dia takut satgi dia lari.."
"la ne dia dok lari dah lah"
"owh"

"buat apa kita lepaih dia?satgi hok jenuh nk tgkp balek tu kita jgk.."
"tu la hang xtaw..."
"pasaipa weh?"
"ne nama dia training lah.nk ajaq menatang tu kenai tmpt dia ka dak"
"ceh!sampai la neh pun dok x kenai situ gak"

gelak

"dak la.saja lepaih dia pun baguih jgk.bg cari mkn sndri.bg kluaq2 umah sat.hang maw ka dok teperok dlm tu ja?"
"ow ne mcm latihan la heh?baru aku taw..."
"dak jgk.ada lg sebab dia."
"apa lg weh?"
"haha.saja.syok apa men kejaq2 dia.haha.kan?"
"wooo hang saja buli aku la?ceh x guna!"

haha
tu binatang.subjek kali ini adalah arnab y comel ya tuan2 n puan2.ap kata kita tukaq jd hati sbg eksperimen hari ini.nak?meh kita try test cuba uji rashid tengok.

okeh.pembolehubah dimalarkan adalah subjek tersebut sendri=hati.step 1st kita didik dia=perap ngn acuan ngan ramuan.pastu kita test.lepaskannya bebas d dunia y penuh cabaran[chewwwah].menguji ketangkasan n kecekalannya mncarik jln pulang.or sekurang-kurangnya tahu n tdk lupa asal-usulnya bwat pedoman spnjg hayunan lgkh kaki.hem.walocemanasekalipun setiap pelepasan perlu ad pembolehubah bergerkbalas=backup plan.plan B o plan C o plan D o plan E kuasa 2 n seterusnya.memantau n mengejar kmbali setiap pelepasan.

dgn itu ak merayu=teman2.kejarlah ak andai ak ter-lari jauh.lihatlah ak kiranya ak ter-lepas pndang.bangunkan ak tika ak ter-sadung jatuh.bantuin ya dong~

hipotesis=every road hold a long way.but.falling is part of the fun.
dis is not lyk lari-lari daki gunung ntuk jatuh guling2 as de fun part, eh tp best gak idea tuh eh?ah sonoknyee kejar arnab~terlihat spongebob mngejar obor-obor

sidewards=arnab jiran

konklusyen=its gonna need more than a fist.to enlighten an ignorant.bersedia meng-KEJAR-dan-di-KEJAR!

alaaaa...

2010-04-15T07:49:00.000+08:00

Jom kames ne tido umah makcik?

“ala ala alaa” mula mnjrit jerit dlm hati meskipun muka memapar sengih innocent tahap cipan kerawit sambil cuba mmbayang rupa cipan y tersengih [cane ye rupenye?]

1^st alaa---stat pike apesal ak dtg musolla harini lalu bertemu makcik2 y ringan suara n murah hati lalu diajaklah mengisi hujung mnggu bsma y sah-sah kontra ngan perancangan aktiviti mngguan ak y unik lg trsendiri

2^nd alaa---baru x smpey smnggu lg cuti ala malasla nk isi aktiviti bepekdah lg

3^rd alaa---ap2 pn aktiviti trsebut jgnla bg ap2 homwerk suda takmo takmo

Atiqah bg 1 pengisian ye?

Dush!ak dah kata dah!

awatla tebalik plak penaakulan kata-kata sanubari ku ini?adeh

4^th alaa---saje je.nak jgk ckp.alaaa

5^th alaa---nape ye?

Konklusyen= “alaa” trsebut mmangla hnya berisi tahap kemalsan y gagal dibendung oleh hati y serabut.adeh.kesian k.tim.mungkin.mungkin betolla kot.kami suma anak2 buah k.tim mmg manja n megada-ngada.bukan suma org bole thn ngn org manja2 neh.contoh=ak.tp dlm kes neh err..kalakian makanya ternyatalah alasan trsebut terpaksa ditentang 100+17% habis-habisan atas ke-tidak-relevan-an alasan "alaa" itu sendiri.

Glad me makin dis list~

a peEk

2010-04-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

just a brief visit
duh
habuk.debu.sawang.sarang.sarap.
menirai n begantungan
adeh
bkn takmo hapdet
tp tobat habaq hang sem lps buleh dikatakn Semester Penuh of The Year

adala jgk sat-sat jenguk
paling lama pn pgang penyapu 10 mnit ja
dgn perasaan y x mnentu
jiwa kacau
tlinga kebas
dahi luas
so amek kptusan dc trus

mmg
mmg salu gak jentik2 tashped
ad jgk sentuh2 kibot
tipula kalo x jelin2 moniter
haish

bila da stat cuti tuh
b4 meracau tade keje nk bwat
better tgkla page usang y hampir dilupakan ne

dun wori evribadi
ill finish wat i start

good to b back~

..gOne..

2010-01-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

a year has gone.new one replace.
someone just gone.might never be replace.

pergi.seorang.sahabat.
al-Fatihah buat Nurul Hidayati Hassan.
left for a better world
friday 1st January 2010 6.50pm

been sick her whole life, tp salu bwat2 x saket.
teap kali ak tny:ida sihat?
dy jwb:sehat2.kuat lg neh.
salu tgur2 kt cafe.
salu gak saing g tutor kt farah.
salu gak shout2 kt kotak ijau neh.
bnyk invitation n gift kt fesbuk.
kdg2 ak nyesal.saket2 pn dy ingat ak.
saket2 dy lg rajin dr ak.

1 january 2010.kurang lg seorang kwn.bijaknya dy ak x terlawan.tabahnya dy x penah betepi.makin ramai y sebaya da pergi.sampai masa ak, ak x tahu.

least i cud do
ida may b blessed
rest in your perfect peace

kullu nafsin za i'qatul maut

dr DIA kita datang pd DIA kita kembali

rEceNt~

2009-12-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

as i come dis 4 weeks of dis new sem, all im up wit~rupe2nye tader la best mane pn da msuk department ne ha.lg nk nanges ad laaa.ahaha.sapetah dulu ckp bile da msuk dept sgt rileks.tipu.tipuuu.apehal pn besyukur dpt dept y d apply, though syakwasangka still there.uhuhu muga trus thabat n survive.ameeen+++

spesel 4 all classmet dgn ucapan~sayangi lecturer n subjek anda v(^^,)V

YeSteRday n hEre

2009-12-02T13:31:00.000+08:00

Akmal:kenduri korban tuk cik jih td apan mkn nasik kuah sup ngan lauk kentang je

Aku:laaa awat?

Akmal:haha tah dy kata kesian tgk lembu kena semelih

Aku:haha

Aku:kenape apan xmaw mkn daging kt kenduri td?abg keman kate apan kesian tgk lembu?

Apan:eh x lah manede

Aku:pastu?

Apan:apan x lalu je

Aku:x lalu?bukan sbb kesian?betol?

Apan:betol

Aku:awat apan x lalu?

Apan:kt tepi tempat kami nk makan tu ad daging bnyk2 lepas tu apan x bole la nk lalu kt situ.ha jd apan pn x lalu la

Aku:oww kt situ ad bnyk daging y x mask lg ke?

Apan:eh x lah kt situ y da mask da sume

Aku:laaa habeh tu awat y x lalunya?

Apan:eish kaklong ne xkn x phm2 lg?apan kn x bole lalu kt situ.pastu apan pn x lalu la nk mkn daging2 tu

Aku:laa tp awat kaklong x phm jgk

Akmal:[gelak n trus ketawa pula]

Ummi:kaklong kate apan x mkn daging sbb kesian tgk lembu?betol?

Apan:eh x x apan cume x lalu je

Ummi:yeke?apan dgr sini lembu y kene semelih tu da ad kt syurga.jd apan x boleh la kesian kt dy.lembu tu mkanan kita.spatutnya kite kene mkn dgn syukur sbb ad org da bg dy jd korban.paham okeh?

Apan:ow yeke okeh2 phm dah

Ummi:dulu umi masak apan mkn sedap je skarang x lalu sbb kesian.x bole taw.x baek.lps ne mkn ye?

Apan:oh okeh2

Apan:kaklong tlg buh kuah.tp nk lauk ikan goreng tu

Aku:daging?

Apan:[sengih je]

Aku:apan x suke kaklong msk eh?

Apan:eh suke2

Aku:apan x suke mkn daging eh?

Apan:eh suke2 jgk

Aku:habeh tu?

Apan:apan cume x lalu mkn daging lembu je

Afif:ek eleh abeh tu selama ni kite ni mkn daging rusa la ye?

Apan:eh?y dulu2 umi masak tu daging lembu jgk ke?

[gelak…]

its late [haha] but Eid~Mubarak ntuk sumeee

p/s=still loving daging.even after The Midnight Meat Train~[sape tgk muvi ne ankat tgn.!!]

frEe n nOt fOund

2009-11-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

dia:"our tommorows are not a repetition of the present just as the present itself was not a replay of yesterday"
aku:is dis de cue where i sppose tu say~uuu wut a beautiful encouragement.!
dia:yeah!dats de spirit!
aku:how bout tumorrow not a repetition cos it tends to b more depressin day than de present?[sok paper fie then marketing then fiqh!]
dia:dats de point!no repetition!ahahaha

...............................................................

aku:life is like a piano, the white keys represent happiness n black show sadness, but as you go through life's journey, remember that the black keys make music too..
kamu:pliss dont stop the music
...............................................................................

mereka:Ya Allah sekiranya kegagalanku membawa fitnah pd Islam&perjuangan maka Kau cemerlangkanlah aku dlm setiap perkara, dan sekiranya kejayaanku mbuatku jauh dr Islam&perjuangan maka Kau lebih berhak menentukn segalanya untukku
...............................................................................

just as it was it end.then this sem end.titik.barely enjoying much da nak final.penat2 perah otak mghadam facts n formulas then end oso.thats de law i guess~life's law.it end easily.unexpectedly.unbearably.sementara.senang tu kejap je.wats more of susah?pun sat ja.sbb tu we need tawazun.bila senang x bngga sgt bila susah x sedih sgt.ahahaha.things easier said than practice.once again kita perlu examples.bak kata Prof Aslam~wat makes human's human?becos we forget~

history of fuqara` taught us~setiap hasil dunia itu dinilai pd tujuan.means wat intention things hold to achieve.thats y every single success we seize by the intend of benefit diri n umat Islam, ad keberkatan kt situ.however bila kejayaan itu not intending relation ngn akhirat n niat ikhlas,then itu sementara.in other words~kejayaan y menipu.
someone once told me~bila gagal/kalah kene telusuri sebab2.dats how we put it positive when de failure doesnt lead us to mundurny cenderung kita pd ukhrawi.sbb kegagalan itu bukan hakiki.sementara.absolute failure is when it fail de ukhrawi.

so do not let us b hold by de present, give it hardship or easeness.since if we accord to consequencess, only then will we b free of de present n lead to future.

segala y di dunia ini tdak pernah kurang dr ap y diangankn manusia, maka beruntunglah mereka y sentiasa meletakkn sgala y diperolehny demi akhirat y luas n kekal.

Eid-MubaRak~

2009-10-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

never thought it's late

Happy Eid-Mubarak to all the winners
which proudly upholding the messages that living
together we strive till the end

may past Ramadhan launch a new beginning
towards greater goods

lesS is mOre..

2009-08-23T12:10:00.000+08:00

genap 6 mnggu 4 hari dan 10 jam blOg ne telah menyampahkan bnyk pihak malah ak sendri turut terganggu ketenteraman dgn "bila nk hapdet blog?" hehehe jgan marah2 bulan pose neh
so skang da x agak bz sume da setel [erk?sbenany curi peluang time discussion ungs pny esaimen neh.haha.sori grupmate] misti kene hapdet. hidup sgt tekontang terumbing tergolek n terlompat sjak akhir2 ne which leads to esaimen n study y sgt2 noktah last ditambah dgn real bad cough plus sore throat y melarat larat smpey 2 mnggu n then presentation need to write down on paper sbb tabley becakap.heh.bru terase seksa nikmat beckp kene tarik.i can't live witout talkin'!.naseb bek idop lg.haha.okeh shut dis crap.there's much more important part on dis segment of post.

mari bicara kisah kdatangan tetamu y dinanti-nanti-honourable-precious-tiada gantinya.
tetamu y hadirnya setaon sekali
tetamu y permulaanny rahmat
pertengahanny keampunan
pengakhiranny pembebasan dr api neraka
tetamu y datangny disambut meriah
n perginy ditangisi para sahabat
tetamu y munculny membelenggu para penggoda durjana
dimana langit terlebar seluasny
mengangkat doa dan harapan
bg mereka y mencari
ampun redha dan permintaan

n let not be our thought be lost tracks of them
never for a minutes
whose might never fail to think of us
in order of the remembrance n pray n love
in every-minutes of day-life

sadness--------anger too n undoubtedly against me myself
who chose to b ruled by her ugliest darkest weaknesses
who let her goodness inside sleep soundlessly
inside a little circle around her *sheesh*
n de weaknesses that rule were born with those big holes on top of it
where anyone cud put any hideous stupidest lousiest junkest
n there's nothing i do to make it stop
n then this happens

eventhough ak tawu sabar n keberanian itu bukan pilihan
tp kdg2 ak memestikan ntuk mengelak
ak jgk tawu
my weakness doesn't merely harm my homeland
but it surely tarnished de image of de peaceful way of life
that Allah blessed us with

LESS is MORE~
Ramadhan y sekejap itu
as there's more than wut meet de eyes
let's make it more
wut we can get...

un-tajUk

2009-07-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i've learned 3 more words of "bahasa kedah" from tok ayah.hahaha.umi gelak x sangga2 seraya berkata~"heh nama ja org kedah tp x blajaq bhsa perabih!"tegas beliau sambil meneruskan gelaknya.ye begitulah.da mmg beranak kt kedah xkn nk ngaku anak jati manchester plak kn.tihtihtih.so, here goes:-

sengkak~
maksudny:cekang perut o dlm kata laen kenyang y melampau
contoh penggunaan:"tokyah dah kenyang?"tanyaku.jwb tokyah,"bukan takat kenyang aih, da sengkak dah pon.."

majai~
maksudny:suda menambah nasik hingga at least 3 pinggan makanya suda sgt kenyang tp masih meneruskn suapan scra main-main ntuk menghabiskn nasik ke-4 pinggan seterusnya.
contoh penggunaan:"hang nk nasik lg ka?"tanya maktok n jwb tokyah,"toksah boh dah kt dia, dok majai ja tuh!"

sergum~
maksudny:serabai o serabut
contoh penggunaan:"kaklong, p bg sikat sat kt dia, tgk rambut tu sergum semacam"[identiti jurucakap n character dialog ini adalah dirahsiakn]

renung-renungkan n selamat beramal.bahasa kedah bahasa kebanggaan.

p/s:buat beela n kakya~hangpa jgn dok p ceghita kt sapa2 noh..!!

taG lg..

2009-07-08T02:25:00.000+08:00

What you're supposed to do... and please do not spoil the fun.[what fun?]
Create a new note, copy and paste this message, delete my answers and type in yours.
Then tag 21 good friends and family INCLUDING the person who tagged you.[hokh?]
The theory is that you will learn one new thing about each of your friends.

THREE NAMES I GO BY
1. kaklong
2. atiq
3. ticq

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1. housedaughter y berkarisma
2. cikgu ganti sraz
3. peniaga handalan y berjaya
har har har

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
1. langkawi
2. sg petani
3. kola nerang
eh nak 3 ja eh?

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
1. as-salam usa
2. kids say the darndest things
3. grey's anatomy

THREE PLACES HAVE BEEN (with frens)
1. dorm
2. class

3. cafe
[aci kn?]

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. palestine
2. new zealand
3. sume tempat y x penah pegi
[kalo la bnyk dwit~*daydreamin sambey separa nganga*]

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
1. kopok lekO
2. bakso
3. nasik dan lauk

THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO
1. tutup laptop
2. bismillah
3. pastu tido
*double winks*

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
1. never
2. have

3. any

THREE FRIENDS WHO WILL probably REPLY
1. ain't
2. goin
3. to

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS
1. dawud wharnsby ali
2. sami yusuf
3. 3rd eye blind
*senyum suci*

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH
1. volleyball
2. badminton
3. pingpong
sports to watch.diulangi....watch!!

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. ayaq masak
2. coffee
3. asam boy+lime

mak aiyh..!!21 people..?
like i said, ain't goin to make them reply=not goin to tag enibadi.
so long [^^,]V

Bad dEbts=UtaNg jaHat

2009-07-07T09:10:00.000+08:00

bosan betol asal hapdet je sbb kene tag asal kene tag mesti kene hapdet.tape x pasni kalo kene tag pn takmo hapdet lg dah?hekhek2 walopun sbenany tdak kutahu kriteria2 y memperolehkan pendapatan anugerah2 ini sbb y pasti sape2 pn cume akan trus tag org lain n org y ditag jg akan trus mentag org laen hinggala tiba tag kpd org y xkn mentag org laen strusny menitikkn akhir tag tsbut [x laen x bukan aku lah org trsebut].

kakya anak kpd maklang n paklang kakak kpd kakti y bg.pkai name najlaa fatin.maktab perguruan pempuan melayu melaka[betoi dak?] duduk kt kajang dulu slalu la p dok menyenggeh kt sana weekends kn kakya kn?ngabehkn boraih ore dok kato

tim o timster o pandster o name manusiatifiknye fatimah y bg.tah hape hok hamazingnye hon haku hak haw lah walocemanapn tngkiyu n mekasih diucapkn ntuk award y amazing tuh.ana taw nt rindu ayaq teh ana kn?sem depan same2 la kita rockin' de usrah roll hak3 [seswai ke ayat ne?]

bila?dan dimana?haha beela ke nobby ke shark ke o hape2 ke name ataih ic nye nabeela shakina anak makteh n pakteh kakak kpd check ah razin n ajiq.teman seperut n sebuku lali [sbb tu ak dpt award friendship ne kot] amboih kazenss ak ne suma menjak2 ada blog ne pakat dok hayun tag kt ak ja noh eiyh menchik mencik tasuke tasuke la yu..!!

y 5 facts+5 hobbies tu da mcm bnyk kali sesangat da taip sampey x larat menjentik mouse da so x pyhla kot.know me just s yu see me.kdg komain bnyk idea nk menaip merapu meraban kdg ilang satu2 camtu jek kdg taip separuh jalan takdan nk brek dy benti mngejut sudahny jd la draft kdg kepala penuh dgn mcm2 bende but ironicly senirik tataw pebenda la y dok penuh tu lantas tanpa kezaliman y meraja dgn kemurah-hatian y sekata ak tdak akan mengepas tag ini kpd sesape maka betrima kasehla anda.sekian.

unr3st of sPirit=cHapt 3

2009-07-01T07:52:00.000+08:00

afwan : apan ade idea cara2 nk boikot brg israel
afif : yela mcamana tu..?
afwan : contohnye kan mainan bakugan ni, kalo kene boikot, kite beli pastu kite buang la
afif : laa habih duit kite beli tu rugi la
afwan : ow ye ke..?kalo camtu kite beli pastu kite pijak2 ngan rosakkan dulu, pastu baru kite buang
afif : [dgn muka penuh kebosanan] eiy, beli tu pun guna duit jgkla..!
afwan : alaa kite beli yg murah je dah la
afif : [dgn kebosanan yg bertambah] yg murah tu pun pakai duit jgkla..!

aku : apan, mainan bakugan tu kene boikot ke?
afwan : xlah tp yg dkat 7eleven tu x bole la
aku : aish.!awat pulak kt 7e pny x bole..?
afwan : kaklong ne, kn kite boikot 7eleven tu

ah, hokeh3 salah senirik tareti-reti nk tobat adeh kn da terkena..
short say, i am soO proud of being proud tu all my sis n brO, kamu sume lah sumber alam y slalu menegur seorang kaklong y bak senget2 terlantun ne ha..
bersama kita terus n gandakn renda perjuangan yg tiada simpul akhirnya ini..!!

lastly tengkyu n mekaseh kpd pencalonan lama apan n apif dlm mem-ber-hapdet-kn blog ini.sekian.

toWards maNagE-ing

2009-06-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

do not mind me, when I take dis tone..
do you know what it’s like, to be betrayed..?

a) feeling boiled over as if yu want to tear or rip those people apart [myb kinda affected by vampire sequel which I watched lately..ugh]

b) simply want to put them into my mother’s specialty lesung batu, tenyeh2 them whole- heartedly, seasoning or myb some belacan into, tenyeh2 again, a mouthful salt of fail-management-anger, punch it together then serve all de kucings at econ’s department café..[believe me, they’ll eat anything]

c) try hard to keep your chin up, mimic a laugh when yu stands in crowd, xcept there’s a stinging at de back of your eyes, can’t help it tu cry a sea, covering mountains, all behind people, undoubtedly alone.

d) Or myb just lalalalala~nothing happened..i live yu live we know people we got betrayed we live again haha

Ring any bell? does any of those sounds like yu..?
Ow yeah myb I’m just making a fuss but seriously, doesn’t these people realize how deep yu place de trust in?

But myb dis could all go for a reasons
Myb ‘they’ just happen to b de puller string, n end up s a TEST!
Somehow they always did eh..?
So when life’s a mess, just focus to realize it cud b a test!

I hate it, to keep regretting why it didn’t occur to me earlier..
It wouldn’t b dis vain…

We were just souls with one target
This was a course that we both charted
But how did we end broken heart

Can faith pull us through
Don’t know what I should do

Now comes the time, time to mend fences
To remove the mask and stop pretending
Because now the whisper’s winning
And how could this be our ending

Please please please hold the line now,
Just long enough so we can find out
Find out how we work things out

~Hold the Line~

wHat's wOrth it?

2009-06-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

--->Pengumuman!~HOREY6 =D suda selamat sampay ke kg halamanku
dgn ucapan slamat mghadapi xm n klas bwat sesape y blom pulang hak3[evil laugh]<---

d antara sms balasan y diterima----:

>ok.find.thanx<
>cheyt!x bley blah!<
>takpe tiq harini hari ekau..<
>ade aku heran ke?<
>x kenal x kenal x kenal<

ha7 my apologies tu all de sahabat handai tolan n kawan
sumtimes i have tu show my-belagak-ness tu b laughed of
bukan slalu nk pree2 balek kg smpey 5 hari

okeh iklan done!
here's story for dis week [or month..?ha3]

+++++

it's hard not to godeh-godeh de mountains of umi's teacher's day presents haha especially at dis crucially times teacher's celebration month.here's one malaysiangreetings displaying :-

"jasamu ku tak akan lupa untuk selama-lamanya

kerana memberiku makanan sewaktu ku tidak bawa duit sekolah"

daripada : mohd sekian sekian....

hurm x tggu lama ntuk terkekek-kekek gelakkan ucapan ne haha4 ummi mmg slalu je dpt kad n surat drpd anak murid x kira samada y da tuka skola o da abes skola o y masih belaja dlm klasny kt skola. it reminds me once being a replacement teachers at her school~sometimes godeh2 bilik umi ade je nk jumpe surat mntak maap sbb x msuk klas or x seap keje umah, surat ucapan timekaseh, surat betanye kaba, gule2 hadiah, ketas biase2 tulih saye sayang mualimah even just dropping by to say 'hai' and etc.

"kenape kaklong gelak?"

"haha mestila sbab kelakar ucapan hari guru tu hehe"

after 4 minutes or two, it gets tu my sense, myb it really don't sound funny seeing me gelak sorang2 n with great difficulties n managing to refrain,.

"eh?x lawak ke?siyes?"

"baca kad tu bole bwat umi nangis taw.."umi menjawab

selepas mengulangi insiden membaca kad tersebut sekali lagi n berusaha memastikan tiada lansong2 ayat y menyentuh jiwa raga mahupun sensitiviti sedih seseorang, once again displaying a tanda soalan pny muka

"haritu mak dy call telupa bg duit belanja makan kt budak tu tp mmg da lewat sgt2 da.umi mmg x perasan langsung budak tu y mana alih2 bila jumpa bru tingat rupanya baru mnggu lepas g majlis kebumi arwah ayah dy...."

orang melayu suka berkata padan muka but dis time i'm saying dat tu myself

"agaknye haritu mesti dy lapar sgt2 ape umi beli sume dy mkan habis.umi x mengajar klas dy pun tu sebab heran dpt kad guru dr dy, bile baca je jd sebak..."

well what can i say?i'm laughing de sincerity of dat kids, shame on me!!maybe i'm lacking dis kind of appreciation but i wonder how deep i appreciate those who always give anything even dat tiny little thing was de only thing...

bak kata Tuan Sabariah~jgn sesekali memperlekehkn benda remeh y ada pd seseorang bcos dat cud b de only thing they have yet de most precious thing from His side.today, i've learned dat sometimes things hurt, n it might b okay to cry n sometimes things is funny but learn dat it might b hurt to laugh..

uNrEst of sPirit...=3?

2009-05-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

I dreamt we sat in the kitchen

like we used to drinking tea

the apparition vanished, as in life’s reality

“We will meet again,” is what I’m sure I felt her say

on the day when veils and secrets of the heart will be torn away

for all the wisdom and tea you gave to me

let me offer something now so warm and comforting and sweet

can you hear me whisper to you as you sleep

“La Ilaha Ill Allah.”

did you always understand, as I let go of your hand

For all the wisdom and tea you gave to me

Let me turn to something now so warm and meaningful and sweet

Allah give us peace in our final sleep

“La Ilaha Ill Allah.”

Give us patience to understand

“Ya Ghafoor , Ya Rahman.”

What is finally in the heart

what is the final choice?

Allah knows, and all that we can claim,

are just memories and our voice.

~wisdom n tea~dawud ali~

currently hit de ears from my mp3

just going to scratch some itchs

huhuhu

nak balik...!!

hello parents

hello siblings

hello home

kaklong is missing ...=]

do wE..?

2009-05-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

Dis is not just out-of-interest-matter-question but
comes to think of it---do we really need dis..?
y tu ha tuh gambar kt sebla tuh----->>>

i happen tu realize dat most of my frens [meaning not all] using dis kind-of-stuff SUMTIMES tu achieve those following :--

a] menegur clasmet opposite sex y diminati
b] melihat gambar2 siape2 y mereka minati
c] meneka seseorang itu berawekz or tidak
d] berbicara y berbukan-bukan
e] mencari kenalan baru
f] mengkomen pic n latest fashion o style
g] dan bermcm-mcm lg y berkenaan jg x sewaktu dgnnya

p/s:perhatian..!dis is only a self-talk-inspire-from-surrounding.not tu include any outsider disturbance o support n approve from others.tq.

okeh.hold de phone...!
i'm not saying those stuff just a whole bunch of waste, tp tnyla sape2 je
jwpn y paling biase adalah-just for fun..ha ha ha
not tu forget de fact i'm one of de users oso heh!
but de main reason was tu contact all de old skoOl back there
dgrny ad y da fly merata mesir german n jepun!wauw..!
how times have change us skoOlies
bukanla sebenany hold big issues in dis matter, it just arise when there dis person..well no big deal.it's not like it sumthing dat i dwell wit.no important really.haha.true.no woes.

okeh.dis is exactly wut happen.there's dis person commented my pics in *&%_#_@..
bcos of de respon i gave, he deleted it but it was a comment on de tudung n clothes, says it sumwat rare o other words weird.dowh.erhk.hokh.
pelik btoy.pengkomplen tersebut dilihat seorang lelaki normal.memakai kopiah putih.
tp merujuk kpd pakaian wanita islam.y spatutny dy banggakn.ye x?

MESSAGE HISTORY:
orang tu =
tak kisah pun kalau org kata mcm tu..dh mmg betui pun..
kenapa nak menidakkan benda yang betul...
it's not about melatah...
tapi dalam islam tu sendiri ada ajar cara nak berdiskusi rite?
so,what's d point u want to say like that?
hm.....pernah ckp pasal nafsu marah?
aisey....n ever you heard about other nafsu yg ada kat pompuan?
is it you didn't want to accept that also?

hmm...it's ok..up to you k whatever you want to say...
it's ur rite..cuma dr segi cara awk msj to mmg dh lari...sorry to say lah..
becoz of dat things makes something about u appear..

apa mksd ideolgi msyrkt byk dipengaruhi lak?
is it because the comment i left?so that u conclude that sbb tak penah jumpa tudung labuh?
erk...takde hal..itu hak awak la kan...
sy juz tinggalkan komen dgn doa mudah2an perempuan zaman sekarang byk ikut kehendak agama n bukan nafsu...n i didn't mean that lelaki semua bagus...semua makhluk Allah..kalau atas sebab komen tu awk nk marah, itu hak awk dan saya mintak maaf yer...cuma aritu gatal tgn nk letak komen..n saya dah delete balik..
ok..peace

opss..terbanyak la plak...
sori again dgn komen tu n in fact,what i say is true for me...
n i didn't meant to hurt anyone...
keluarga saya pun pompuan tudung labuh gak n sy suka tgk org tudung labuh...
itu jer..kalo salah,maap skali lagi yer..

ish tah la x phm den..it's not about his grammar was so broken haha no intend to comment dat but tp mmg kebenaran sekarang menyakitkn n sume org lansong x sedih bila tgk umat islam skarang neh bnyk y ROSAK!seap boleh tambah bwat ap nk menidakkn perkara y betul?
adeh..!sakit taw x?panas je rase dlm2 neh.
lastly he conclude dat i was sumone y cepat melatah bila dikomen, x pndai berdiskusi cr Islam ajar, n tdk menerima urusan nafsu y ad dlm diri manusia...wut de...?
takpe lah sokeh itsokeh.marah itu ujian.hidup ini indah.

okeh back tu where we were back then
do we really need dis...? DIS..?

jgn kite slahkn mane2 software y membuatkn kite membuang mase
de more we blame de more it pull heh?it's not like it will vanish just like dat anyhow..
myb we shud try tu apply those things for good..? heh kamon give it a laugh people
mcmla sblum ne slalu apply bende baek je ye x?so bende y dianggap x baek nk diguna ke arah kebaikan..?adeh terase betoiy!

but.still.it's ringing in my head.do we really need dis...?

note=sumhow i'm thankful.wut he said thought me tu think.

me bElajar-iNg

2009-05-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

i know dat somewhere in de world

there exist other extrEme lecturers dat others beared

haha

it just dat

myb i dun't meet him yet

haha sOtsEm had begUn so i'm heading back towards my belajar-ing terms ughgh..!

pointer declined haha very unfortunate

luckily not too bad

azam baru~dapatkn semula dean's list tiq...!fighting..!

p/s:still.adoring dis sem lecturer.he write+talk very fast at de very same time.

ughgh..!

tagGed.aGain.

2009-04-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?

oksigen
2. Apakah benda akhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?

hitam putih cinta~dr 'aidh al-qarni

duit gaji mualimah sraz[duit sendri eh]
3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?

masjid.bersih.ad air-cond.

y dibina dgn wang y btoi2 bersih
4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?

keabadian.wutever it is.

5. Adakah anda sedang di lamun cinta?

Allah gave me love.never will it dies.

~sedang n selamanya
6. Di mana restoran akhir kamu makan malam?

RFC[radix fried chicken]~alternatif kita.boikot israelians.
7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?

thanks for the memories~cecelia ahern
8. Nama penuh anda?

Atiqah bt Wan Muhayudin
9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau emak?

both
10. Namakan seorang yang kamu ingin jumpa dalam hidup kamu?

dawud wharnsby ali
11. Sebutkan nama 8 sahabat yang rapat dengan kamu?

mey.bersih.qila.att.alia.syah.farah

asma.tim.mayah.syidah.ihsan.ipah

pinat.bost.zil.maler.sara.maya.balqis

weh bnyk sape y tader tu it's not dat i 4get heh

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri?

yes

i switch de machine by my own self
13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu ingin pergi?

new zealand

clean-est island on de planet

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu..

alia raihana bt azhari

dy suka pink tp tamo ngaku

she drinks horlicks

dy datang umah semalam

she so loud yet she argue i'm the loudest[ceh..!]

jgn tag ak lg dah weh haha
15. 8 perkara yang saya gilai..

my books

my sketchbooks

my laptop

my mp4

laci meja ku

tabung ku

cartoOns kegemaran ku

my precious snail[haha]

16. Pelukan atau ciuman?

both
17. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca?

rooftop rant~hlovate

bidadari dr timur~tuan sabariah

syabab musafir kasih

Allah sayang kamu

he loves lucy but lucy loves cake

the undomestic goddess~sophie kinsela

aku terima nikahnya~hasrizal

where rainbow ends~cecelia ahern

18. 8 lagu yang kamu boleh dengar berulang kali?

what did i do today~dawud ali

broken~lifehouse

rain song~native deen

keep it halal~outlandish

9 crimes~damien rice

heaven-where true love goes~yusuf islam

torn~natalie imbruglia

pieces~sum41

19. mari main TAG 8 orang lain.

tim

syaima

ihsan

kakya

husna

beela

megat

dik iqa

5 wOrds bOut sElf

2009-04-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

tu b honest~i am learning bout myself.still.
sumtimes i dun understand me
there were times i thought i did things beyond my brain
n there oso some actions dat denied hearts n instincts
~life is all de matter of learning, isn't it..?

snails=sape penah kene noted by my super-duper-cutie-bestie-snail..?ankat tgn...!
wauw, tgkiyu3 dats my specialty actually, which means fill other's notes wit my contengan initials..haha dis habit started soO long back then sampai sendri pn x ingat bila, myb around de end of primary skool tertengok 1 rncangan kanak2 bwat origami o seni ap tah then terbekenan ngn lukisan siput y sgt cumil tuh hah pastu sume bnde ad betanda menatang tu..
it is so chill small wet n vulnerable yet it has protection part-de cengkerang..!
sumtimes i wish i own dat but everything happens for reasons
dr sekecil siput sampai sebesar paus biru~praise b tu HIM

bOoks=saye suke bc buku hari-hari saye bca buku.haha.
i read all kinds of boOks-mags, novels, fiksyens, instrumentals, ilmiah, comics, sastera, newspaper, fairytales, sajaks, even ensiklopedia but sumtimes i'm sick of text boOks.haha.typical.
dulu mase kecik2 cita2 cume nak keje kt tempat y penuh ngn buku myb lib o bookstore o myb coffee housebooks n disebabkn cita-cita sering berubah seiring perubahan umur maka dats amb stayed there.i can go crazy if i walk in MPH o Popular o bookfair witout money..

muSics=i listen to all genre of musics.yes i do.but.after i learn de lyrics.
music provide impact.music provide calm.music gave senses.music does educate.
we can turn anything into music but music don't turn tu others.
it lives inside n is everywhere.open heart n yu feel it.
sumhow there's limit in everything hence there exist misuse.
music is a weapon.dats y i adore dawud ali very very very most.
sape lg artist y mula dgn penyanyi jalanan ntuk sebarkn Islam..?

s-t-m-l=short-term-memory-lost.haha.my bad my bad.my very bad disease.d ksempatan ini sy ingin memohon maaf kpd sape2 y menegur jika terlihat riak-ak-kenal-ke-ko-? d wajah.
soalnya ak benar2 ngak tipu kok.benar sih.
anda sentiasa benar tetapi bkn diriku y sering terlupa.
kdg2 slalu kene marah jg diancam oleh mereka2 supaya jgn sesekali dilupain namany.
waduh3 maaf ya does it make me a bad person?o fren?
sumtimes i bought thing n de next day i ask others where did it comes from.huhu.
i need treatment..!

moOd=i'm not a moody person.SIYES!bukan.dis is just my other bad.
sbb selalu bwat keje ikut mood tp bukan pd bende y mnjd kewajipan.
stakat ni alhamdulillah sikap ni boleh dikawal.bkn mknanya solat o mandi mengikut mood.
i had been brainwashed back in my skoOl, thought dat ustzh knew me well.haha.
cause she mention my mood-to-do-things so now everytime dis words "tader mood a.." timbul, i'll try tu imagine her lecture.haha.tengkiyu ustzh asma..!

dis are de only 5 things i cud figure out.
now to tagged other 5, i goes for:syaima husna nabila alia n seyha

saKit haTi

2009-04-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

angin sepoi2

langit pekat [sebab malam]

bulan terletak

kuliah memnggil

surau bersambut

hati

sakit

berpenyakit

sebab?

akhlak

rosak

ubah?

susah

sebab?

nafsu

marah

perlu

sebab?

tanpanya

jihad

tiada

gettin used over xm notes

haha

pendeknya

bukan ubah manusia tp akhlak~ssah nk diubah kerna nafsu dan amarah x kena pd tempatnya

~namun jgn dibuang totaliti kerna nafsu dan amarah itu perlu~tanpanya manusia tiada jihad~

ak takut

layaknya kira memberi peringatan

sekali berkata

puluhan sendiri diri mengingkar

lantas

perlu ap memberitahu?

kerana

"sebarkan dariku walau sepotong ayat"

banyak mereka yang telah pergi

kalau dikisahkan cerita mereka

menghidupkan hati

banyak mereka yang masih hidup

namun melihat mereka

hati mati

jelas

hati itu

raja diri

kononnya milik sendiri

tErlupa..

2009-04-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

Final xm is OVER..!!~alhamdulillah wut a relief..

tu think of it, bZnes math was a mEss uhuk3 [hastily modified dis xprEsSions X(..]

thought i've done wut i could..no regret there [iyeke..?]

plus, moving felt much more bearable than sittin still, isn't it..?

got a holiday to blast..!

KL 09 InternatiOnal BoOk Fair

just to spoil my own self for de previous struggle n dying-ness over de week, so we went to..

overjoyed, 4get tu freeze some moments hence, just de boOks i get..

gettin in for 2nd round..haha cos i'm waitin for Pustaka Salam to deliver their boOk

ummi kate~besaQ pahala ne tulong blikn buku kt umMi n de gang~so hands down

"dik derma ntuk anak yatim.."

"eh taper2 kak kitorang da bg td.."

.........

"eleh yeke..?"

it's really not bout de words she said..but de xpresSions~definitely a scOwled!!

"ye kak, kitorang da msuk da td, buku y akak pgang tu pun kitorang da tgk.."

"alah ntuk anak yatim ne sume org ckp gitu,"

she double de xprEsSions n there, my limit is ONE..!

"akak walopun akak bwat ne ntuk anak yatim, bukan mcm ne caranye..!"

i'm not saying wut i gave b4~dat 2 o 3 cents was highly berharga enough~still dat's not de way

tawu stakat y dibagi tu x ckup pun ntuk sorang budak tu mkn seminggu o bli satu buku teks rangkaian o ntuk tambang dr pwtc tu balek ke gombak i knew dat!

but de sincerity is there..!

ALLAH Tawu

leave it tu dat will ya?

restraining my irritation wit difficulty

"maap.."

"taper weh diorang penat kot tu.."

but then a few more steps

there lifted a realization

there stay a real shocker

astaghfirullah.astaghfirullah.astaghfirullah.

wondering

my intend

on de 1st place

did it remain

still...?

betol kata ummi

nak berniat tu senang

yang susahny istiqamah dlm berniat

mgkin kadang diri terlupa

alpanya diri bila terlupa

help us

make due

yor mercy

bless us

ameen

FiNaL!....XD

2009-03-31T21:34:00.000+08:00

it may b late

but it'll never too late..

"hai manusia, sesungguhnya kamu telah bekerja bersungguh-sungguh menuju Tuhanmu,

maka pasti kamu akan menemui-Nya.........."

[84:6]

haha

tiq!yuhuu...!

stay away from dat laptop..!

a bLooD 4 tudaY..

2009-03-29T21:22:00.000+08:00

a morning,

while waiting to get into UNGS class, while chatting happily, while opening a bottle of mineral water..
my hand get a scratch, plus it’s bleeding..!
aiyaa, wut on earth..?nk bukak botol pn smpay luka2..?manja btol tgn neh!

Petang tuh, in de bathroom, in a way to turn off de pipe, here comes another scratch..
Hape neh..?darah lg..

It started to piss me off..!
when I get back into de room, just to get my hand terkepit plak kt pintu..!
Weh..!mende neh..?

N there
here comes a feeling dat LIFE is teasing me badly by suka-suki sume bnde x mnjadik…!!
Hjfshhfgsafuiahfjsdgfhs..!

But then, dat hand..reach a book ~Hitam Putih Cinta
n it stop it way right at de story of Darah Perjuangan

++++++++++++++

satu hari, jari Rasulullah terluka.. lalu darahnya y suci mengalir..
baginda seraya bersabda ;

“engkau hanyalah satu jari yang berdarah,
Yang engkau derita di jalan Allah…..”

HR Al-Bukhari (2802) dan Muslim (1796) dari Jundub b. Abdillah.

It shut me up
Shame on me………………………………………..
Malunya ak punya mukjizat~seorang umi y tdk ak cedok teladanny

Today, Allah remind me
Kerdilny diri bila berdepan ujian
Jauhny hati bila terlupa kudrat n peranan

Dat’s my script for today ~which I thank yu
Hope I learn more everyday
As part of my play~in de script of my life..

hapdEt-ing...?

2009-03-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

“tiq, asal ko tamo hapdet blog..?penat ak klik tade pape pon..?”

I’m assuming it was only a rhetoric question, then I’m giving a rhetoric answer..
haha answer it n leave it hokeh.?

“saje.malas.titik.”

But no..!it’s not a rhetoric question since org bertanya plak

“asal malas pulak?”

Adeh..!malas pn perlukan sebab ke..?~haha

“rugi je ko ade blog tp malas nk hapdet..!”

Haha adeh deh..!dis question sound similar to~rugi la korang ade kerusi tp nak duduk bersila ye x..?or rugi la ade tgn tp nk makan pakai sudu eh..?

“alah saje je ak nk tggu pakcik MOOD dtg..”

“eleh bnykla ko, rugi je!pandai tulis tp x pandai publish haha”

Aiseymen..!maner la bus ne x smpai2 lg..?~haha tetibe pulak

“haha jgn bnyk ckap lah!org y pndai makan x smestiny pandai masak kn?kn?”
Haha hamek hengko..!ko x tawu masak kn..?kn…?

“oiy..!perli ak tuh..!hahaha hape2 la tiq, nnt ko hapdet je hape2 je lah..”

Sorry lah dear~I wrote a vast number of stories, but not all of them are to b publish, stories dat should become alive are not whole..
Even sumtimes it did make me flabbergasted, seeing dat~owh betol la ada jgak rupany org y dok baca blog ak neh~I thank yu for dat
Myb yu cud try WATCH stories dat alive all around yu not only through READ-ing it
Dat way~till yu try~guess yu’ll ignore my blog hundred percent..

So, I’m hapdet-ing..
Hape2 jer..

Happy..?

~TAGged

2009-03-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

tag~again
stret to de titik
by ihsan
miss yu dear~dat's de reason i bear dis tag okeh

those dat i wan to tag ::
akmal
kakya
nabeela
fatimah
alia
husna

wut do yu know bout 1?
hehe i do know a lot bout him
does it count how we circle de dining table maen kejar polis sentri pencurik?
or how he olwez sleep wit his big mouth open in fron of de tibi?
erm myb just how much i proud of him when we debatting whole lot issues of family dakwah-ing friendship-ing tahfiz-ing study-ing n waste-ing time-ing~oso when we made a fuss o big over many small things
lurve yu bro~

wut wud yu do if yu never meet 2?
kakya?
heh imposibel la
either her mother not my mother's sister o vice versa o me just happen to b anak of some other mother lah kot
i wud do nothing-lah since camane plak nk tawu kalo da mmg x jupe ye x?

wut wud yu do if 3&4 date yu?
not a probs at all
tim!bela!jum date..?

will 5&6 make a goOd couple?
tah
tny depa

do yu know everythings bout 3's family?
everythings means?
namenye nabeela, adeqsnye check ah, razin, raziq
makbapakny pakteh n makteh
sepupuny y laen same je kite kn?kn?
jiran2ny xtawu

tell me "some"thing bout 6
6 is de number afte 5~hahaha
husna~my ex-klasmet pink-lover wit cute-face n soOopan-attitude
melihatny brcakap n bergerak membuat aku malu sendirik haha5

wut language does 2 speak?
aiseh kakya
mere language kya karo?
hajime mashite?
samsamidak?
pokoknya kami sama2 rumpun melayu

who is 3 going out wit?
setawu aku infiniti jumlahny~betoi dak weh?

how old is 4?
20
eh tapekn announce kt sini?
ade rase cam jatuh saham kt mane2 ke?hehe

who is 6's fave singer?
halamak!sape eh?
bley x sertakn skali time awak jwb tag neh?
timekaseh

1?
ow ramai
native deen outlandish muaz algebra edcoustics shoutul harakah tashiru izzis nowseeheart so-on

is 4 single?
i don't hear she's married o samting~hehe convinced!insha-Allah

wut is 3 last name?
nabeela shakina bt abdul razak
take anything yu consider last heh

wut yu consider being in relationship wit 1?
urh troublesome cynical blur and FUN
we're having dis honourable-est-brother-sister-ly-bond-relationship haha~does enibadi undestand dis?

wut are yu talking bout?
pegh!baru je tny pham ke x ape y ditaip
nmpkny x phm la eh?
i was gettin used to dis-why on earth does tag existed when it asking yu non-bepekdah-question-like-those?

wut school did 2 goes to?
pe nama skolah kt kajang tuh?
kalo x silap skola agama kajang betoi dak kakya?

okeh seap!

note 4 tuday::just becos i've been tagged it does'nt mean i've to do de actual am i?

tagGed~

2009-02-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

TAG~neh le mendE yg paLing ghEnyah nk bWat
tp taper2 meh kite tRy tgk meNde y mngkin dri sndrik tataw..jom3

write 25 facts about yu. After that, tag 25 of your friends n the one who tagged you.Enjoy!~[heh?enjoy mende lar..]

1. maknusia yg namany Atiqah anak perempuan pakcek Wan Muhayudin n makcek Khadijah.
2. a mahasiswi Universiti Islam antarabangsa Malaysia y dichen-tai jurusan Ekonomi.
3. an ordinary servant which is most ordinary than any ordinary servants y kerdil lemah hina dina alpa lupa x btol tp sering mErindui kaseh sayang redha perhatian rahmat-NYA y x penah kurang n berbagi-bagi.
4. aku takut Allah, aku juga takut fail exam.
5. x lawa x jelita x brgaya x comel x bape nak cerdik x nakal x cemekap x loglaq x ketegaq b silly stupit mentah behingus y blunt, psycho, cynic, tactless, blur, serabut-saurus, super-short-term-memory-lost-girl, perosak bhsa, pembuang masa, y x SUKA kene TAG(ha4..), y de-very-de-bz person, de kdg-kdg-bwat-bz-jgk-person, y x penah mnyempat hapdet blog frensta tagged reply mail~sume di atas adlah merupakan statements y salah semata-mata~jgn terpedaya lg mempercaya.
6. super-heavily-damnly-addicted to green
7. “ngantuk siyoOOoot” + “oyekE” + “jum mkan?”~things I say most…hihihi
8. big fan admirer dawud wharnsby ali
9. blom penah tampo anak org
10. chicken pox~da kene twice hoho(ketawa bangga)
11. very into de smell of rain, walkin under it, but when my after-cleaning-n-hanging-baju-times was under it, it was like~argGggh…!-urm ape motif d sini..?sndri tatawuu..
12. pemalu~hahahahaha…(senyum sUci..)
13. suka contiang2~hak6 biaq da-oh heghot-petot kelolo belemoih tara mana pon, contiang is my precious-est hobby I treasure most.
14. allergic wit meghela-gedikgedik-miyang-gatai-meghenyih regardless pedulik whether jantan ka betina ka-kalo dpt maw kena tengalong~so don’t try near2 eh yu r not allowed…!
15. umah kt jitra kedah~maila maila
16. adeq2-athiyah-akmal-atifah-afif-afwan-
17. rinduUuu sgt2 kt bebUdak KIGS sna~guys haw have yu ol been..?
18. olwez hope will bgun tido atas katil kt umah besOkny
19. olwez hope dat will ever make much mUch much better decisions 4 tumoro..
20. lOyar capek~nickname back there at form 4~jibun neh suma hang pny pasai..!
21. fond of talking writing story-ing friend-making.
22. lalalala~
23. adoiy weh penat la..
24. nak kene tulih sampay 25 jgk eh?
25. eh da habes..?okeh mekaseh…~lalala

fiuh~abeh jgakla mengaRang bnda neh..
peOple i tag~25..?
aci x sorang bwat 3 kali kakya..?
ihsan, husna, asma, syaima', megat, akmal, alia, bila, cherk ah, ainina, pah, nadia[ish penatla, sape rase nk bwat, bwatla eh..?]

coNsidEratiOn of a jOurney

2009-02-13T15:28:00.000+08:00

“tawu x umi kt langkawi skarang ne?”
“haah taw kursus kn?”
“smalam ad org pecah masuk umah”
“hah?biyo betik?”
“yer, depa ikat ayah, amek henpon, kereta, ngn dwit yuran kaklong”
“hoh..!ya Allah tataw pon”
“nak taw pa2 call nset akmal ayah ngn adeq2 kt skolah”

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“akmal pa cita neh?”
“mcm yg kaklong taw la, tp takpa alhmdulillah tadak jdk pa2”
“isyhk nyesal suroh ayah bayokn yuran tuh, kalo x msti x jdk mcm ne..”
“kaklong, jgn ckp gtu, dah Tuhan letak dwit tu bukan ntuk yuran kaklong..”
Hurm..
“dahla kata ada xm?p jwb elok2 jgn pikeq sgt tadak apa2 suma slamat”

######

“how much is dis?”
Dah kembali aku kt booth ne ngn kepala yg berserabut + melayan foreigner yg extra peramah..
“there’s stated price on each of those”
Heh, sorila pelanggan yg dihormati memang ak tader mood sesngat nk bcakap ngn mane2 manusia skarang tp nmpaknye dy x pham kot tulisan kt dahi aku n muka yg kelat-pahit-sambil-bwat-bwat-x-dgar-celoteh-n-tak-nampak-dia-berdiri-dpan-tuh..
But still..
“hey, it’s actually nice for yor kids isn’t it?wah n there’s cute ribbon n nice quote oso”
Sukati ko ler minah nk ckp pe pon nk beli bayo tanak bole pegi kot..
Sampaila..
“sis are yu ok?”
Heh?
“xcuse me?”
“it seems sumthing botherin yu, yu sure yu ok?”
Loh tergamam plak da awat?obvious ke serabut kt muka ni?tp dia perasan la..
“urm sorry..yu want dis?need plastic?”
Otomatik terefleks plak melayan pelanggan yg satu neh takpela salah sndri jgak emo sgat sape suroh?kn sendri da malu..
N then slesai semua..
“yu know what, life is rough..”
“ha?”
“yes, life is rough..but still, deal wit it okeh?simple test by Him might promise yu sumthing much better..”dia ckp sambil senyum
Tatawu nk rase ape, sume becampur baur-malu, segan, nk marah, nk tegelak pon ada..

######

Yep, life is rough indeed..but, thnx God there’s people like yu..
“erm, sis..”
“yes?”sempat dia pusing kepala
“thank yu.”
Senyum..

It’s a test dat I’ve to realize

He only test those that He love

miNutEs of trEasurEss..

2009-01-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

‘Assalamualaikum kaklong’
‘eh apan walekomsalam..awat tepon kaklong neh?rindu ke?hehe’
‘saje je..kaklong balek x cuti ni?’
‘cuti?ow raya cina ne ke?x kot sebab lpas tu ada periksa la’
‘ala kenape?skolah apan cuti lame taw’
‘Ye la skolah kaklong kan jauh..’
‘Apan tawula tp kaklong x balik naik bas ke mcm dulu2?’
‘Kaklong x ambik tiket pon..sronok x skarang da p skolah?’
‘Sronok..!apan belajar kaler-kaler kt sana..pastu umi beli kaler baru kt apan..cantek wo..’
‘Yeke eh bestnye bnyk ke kawan apan kt skolah?’
‘Banyak wo pastu apan bole jpe abg keman hari-hari’
‘Wah sronokny nnt kate kaklong krim salam kt abg keman ye’
‘Okeh tp kan apan nk mintak maap ne..’
‘Lah awat apan bwat ape?’
‘X tp haritu ayah beli aiskrim besar yang kaklong suke tu bnyak taw tp apan da habiskan…maap yer, nnt bile kaklong nak balek apan suro ayah beli lg yer?’
‘Owh ingatkn pasal ape okeh nnt suro ayah beli bnyk2 lg taw’
‘Oke kaklong umi kate da lame da ne..apan kene tido da skarang’
‘Ow okeh apan tamaw pesan ape2 ke kat kaklong?’
‘Ha ada2.. umi suro pesan jgn gaduh2’
‘Ow hehe lagi?’
‘Jgn tggal solat’
‘Okeh lagi?’
‘Blaja rajin2’
‘Lagi?’
‘Kene selalu bca doa’
‘Hehe.. lagi?’
‘Ayah kate jgn asyek main aje..’
‘Hehe.. okeh lagi?’
‘Umi kate selalu jogging bagi kurus’
‘Hahaha.. lagi?’
‘Ala dah la tu..’
‘Lagi la hahaha’
‘Apan da x larat neh..umi suro tido’
‘Hehehe… okehla gunite kirimslam sume yer’
‘Gunait.. a be yu(gudnyte I love you)’

Tidurlah sayang
Dodoikan bersama zikir mendamaikan
Bangunmu esok menjadi pejuang
Mujahidin sepanjang zaman-ArRaid

++misSin' hoMe++
++dis so-calLed-pReciOus-studEnts-lifE is suMwhat tEmptiNg++

a cOmpilatiOn of sPare..

2009-01-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

Back to back..!
Its been like forever dis page seems totally deserted along wit de thickest ugliest irritatest ketinggalan-zaman-est dust ever..
So here it is~wiper mop duster sapu tgn kain buruk n super duper clean n clear shiny liquid to blow all de habuk n kotoran degil-wonder it’ll last ever?(haha)
Can’t help it~4 being VERY like “biziest” human for now~then all de thoughts n feelings dats been bubbling up inside is pouring-to-be jeng je jeng…..

xxXXxxXXxx

1st event eVer-fiNally step a footstep on de tanah of taMan iLmu n bUdi~iIuM gOmbak. Acara paling best x laEn x bOkan ialah mensnap aKsi2 lEntok terMasyhur soHor time taarUf week..!haha bEst o paStu pLak aCara maRi mentErtawakn aKsi diri sendiri but de not bEst part ialah awal2 siang lg telah diWARNING ntUk tdak di-include-kn in dis page haha ye la kene saman kang sape susah?plus orentaSi mane y xkn di-describe-kn dgn any atau salah 1 from dis words~ PENAT BORING NGANTOK GILER…

4 all de committee members~tHnx 4 de “MEMORIES”-heh, dengung wajibul ghonNah tu, however cultural night was awesome(4 thuMbs up..!)

okeh dats a start~coNsiderd it dancing-in-de-air

xxXXxxXXxx

peMutihan doSa..!
in ICT lecture room, got mEssaGe of paiN~a dEarly fader n bRader hapPen to b in hOspital-a suffer of chikukunya(is de pronounce well.?) n appendix-so rEady to b hOme n …….heh, get spilled on some new eVent..!
TERpercaya(setepatny TERpedaya..) seorng sister y sgt baik hati made TERsilap naik bas ke titiwangsa n TERselamat TERsesat d sana..luckily TERjumpa sis senior y LG baik hati memberi uSul ke monorel tetapi TERsesat semula d kwsn TEPI jlan x BERnama n TERtanya sorang lg sis y baik hati jgk TERtunjuk jlan lain ke monorel n TERsesat lg sekali b4 sesat selamanya(ehehehe)

Tiq : bersih(nazifa) oOo bErsih, do yu come frOm londOn?how come yu Get me lOst in yOr hometown heh?
Bersih : ow no no no in fact, I brU balek from german okeh..!so very not likely clear abOut dis road..so load have changed in Malaysia, yu think..?

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha33x

But we’re dOing JUST fine in de end after crossing n asking for about 3 hours haha..

sebelum

selepas

oraNg sakit yg melawat oRg sakit

muCh-healthiEr-people pretEnds to b sick (haha)

there's a qudSi hadis once, Allah's say of course..

"Aku sakit. mengapakah tidak kamu melawatku?Sesungguhny jika kamu melawat saudaramu yg sakit, pasti kamu ketemu Aku di situ.."

Subhanallah, Allah ada bersama mereka yg sakit..!

beEn tagGed..

2008-11-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

"timE kasEyh" d ucaPkn kPd makcEk husna y sUdi men tag
barU bEnapas skEt rUang y x bapE nk beHapdet neH..

1)Do you think you're hot?
hot..?

x kowt, kiPas bRpUsing dgn kElajuan maX~so x kOwt..[sejuk..]

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!

3)Why do you like that picture?
haha..y?nMpk rajin kOwt[tah lew bUku tuh tulih pe, hUraian hukUm~fully araBic]

4)When was the last time you ate your pizza?

last...urm, 4 bulan stEngah y lalu

5)The last song you listened to?

shattered (turn yor car arOund)~o.A.r

6)What are you doing right now besides this?

mKan bihUn paMa..~sEdapP!

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?

'Atiqah bt Wan Muhayudin~dis naMe still..!

[urGh..myb a litel 'Wan' at de bEginNing~blEy ayah?]

People i tag

1) akMal

2) nabeEla sHakina

3) najLa fatEn

4) fatiMah

5) iHsan

8)Who is number 1?

maKnusia y sEring berbWat paSal bsM d rumah

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?

erR..makLang?paKlang?kakteE?

rElatiOnship gak kn..?tu la, lenkali bg sPesipik sket sOklan

10)Say something about number 5?

hahaha..tNy dy?neh pEneman p tOilet dulU neh..kn Esan kn?haha

11)How about number 4?

amiRah oOo aMirah..!pa haBaq niLaiku yg pErmai..?

12)Who is number 2?

mai kaZen~[kiTa kWn dr dLm pErut lg kn..?kn..?]

kePd y tElah d tag, sila-siLa la jWb yEr..

sEkian..C=

loOkiNg baCk...(^_^)

2008-11-21T01:46:00.000+08:00

Nothing much interesting to write siNce its holiday…unless de count include tolong ayah merOngkah kelapa muda blakang umah [actually tulong makan jer] , making joke to let ummi gegar gegar [haha..yg ne ayah tere], menGarut ngn apan time ajar ngaji or aBc, crik pasal ngn ngah [yg neh best haha], tulong menyibUk time usrah ummi, tuMpanG afif men bEn10 [walOpn x phm sGt], mnghafal rnCngn tv y lg pnjg dr senarai account wOrksheEt form 5 dlu, suke2 try reSepi rEkaan smpey ummi tny~awat eh mNyak maSak cepat abeh? [erK, lalala..xtawu3], bErebut intenEt ngn akMal, senaNg je sok tu ckp la~ala kaKlong da kEjut akmal x bGun pOwn[haha], hah xcEpt sume tuh…tadEr da koWt y mEnarik pon..!

Mlm mnGgu berSms ngn bOss, smBil mEngumpil stOri2 lama oLd skoOl~ahakS

+~ingat x aPsal ckgu rahizah suRo sumE org tido mse bnCg isu smSa dlu?hang le pny psal p tido time bdEbat boss! ~[rumah kamu banjir?hahaha]
+~maLa jgn lupa time kite kene ketOk ketampi ngn ckgu isNi dpn kLas, bapE kali weyh?3o ke 5o eh?~sume sbb preoccupied sgt ngn kain rEntang maUlidur rasul dulu[sEbok cr cAt kt biLik seni, telUpa mSa adDmath..]
+~4Z pst djaMin xKn lupa bilaMana sume kene saLin pOem 5o kali kt kaki5 cLasS~haha dah la kEdudUkn cLasS y sgt glamer trSebut..agakNy tiChe saLmah btoy2 tingin bdak class kita invent dlm 3o p0em ntUk prsidanGan literature antRabngsa kt tV1 tuh
+~paliNg tRagik mase kekEcohan kt biLik gurU bila suRat “truth n dare” nasiHah ter’di’saLahfaham’kn oleh ckgU yus~ala kEtas kOnyok burUk2 nk kaSi ciCak blakaNg klasS maen ja pon~x mSuk kLas 2 mngGu sEyh
+~tiMe kene semBur ngn ust hadZir paSal ceQmah lupa puLang kunci bilik kOku lPs gna pC ntUk lapOran PUM, pErgh!sebUlan takOt nk tegUr dy, smpeylah dy bwk bdaK klas kita mkn2 kt umah dy [ala, y badun kata ~neh grup ustaZah mna mai mSuk taman beRdakwah?~haha]
+~pEntOmen haRi mErdeka~dpt pUjian n saMbutan haNgat Meletup y menGgelegak dr biaSa oLeh tOkoh jempUtan~qihah oOo qihah aku jdK anak hang kan time tuh? jaNnah jd maK aku kan?kan?[janNah sKang vice president FcC taw kt cEnfOs!]~bEst time tuh, iman jd kEtua otAi jEpun, byE ngn Ct bertaRian taMil, pinat kene miNum air saBun, aSkar2 jepUn n mElayu, sapE tah jdk tUnku abd raHman?
+~maSe gilEr3 kene bOikot ngn cKgu hasnEah sbb TER”skip” period sejaRah alang2 sebOk ngn presentation PUM!~lalalala
+~yg neh lg paling meSti xkn sGt2 lupa time ustZah nadiAh nk sMbung cLasS qaWaid pEtng tuh..x jd, seBab?clasS bwat surprise party ntUk burfdAy ustzh wahLa! Aku nMpk ustZh lap mata wEh btOy x tipUny!tere btOy ayu kunUn2 bWat banCian saiz kasUt2 ckGu2 KIGS sbb nk cr kaSut ntUk ustZh~hekhek
+~time kOnspiRasi ngn pakcikGad g bLi burger kt aBg meE~hahaha iNgt x time balEk tu sMgt bg tAzkiRah kt cOuple y kt tMn raShidah tuh, iNgt lg aiN mara pSal ingt dOsa~y peNting sKali baLa ntUk doSa2 tu bKn kene kt kOrang aje tp seMua taw x?!~fuh bErapi!tp lepas liNtas jalan tuP2 dy jatuh loNgkng smpey bErdarah terOk~hahaha[ain, aku rase ko y keNe baLa tu laa..]

may alL be bLesSed...whErevEr yu gUys arE...

...keMbali naNti...

2008-11-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

jika hati terusik dilukai

sembuhkn ia dgn ayat2-Nya yg suci

jika hati panas dikeji

padamkn ia dgn wudhu' yg suci

jika hati gembira dipuji

lndungilah ia dgn zat Ilahi

just thought to put yor tExt here, just so the appreciations seEms a little bit more bolded

~well, yu know who yu're,

thanX like a trilliOns times [senyUm suci]

currEntly working on de databaSe of BAKIS~bdn kbajikan islam hosp sltnh bahiyah~as usual, secretary x bertauliah back tU work haha

[pergh, mcm xkn seap je keje tuh!lalala..]

surely will b..C=

uNrEst of sPirit=..?

2008-10-30T14:42:00.000+08:00

"apan, bkn hidung larh..seblom bsuh rambut kene bsuh tgn smpay siku"
"tp hidung ne rse gatal la.."
"okeh la xpe tp kene buat 3 kali"
"oww, kenape?"
"sbb nk bg btoy2 kene air, brula bersih okeh?"
"ha, kalo mcm tu apan bwat 5 kali bole?"
haaiy...

++++++

"kaklong, 'G' besar ne ssh nk tulih la.."
"ikutla titik-titik yg da bwat tuh"
"ala, bole x kite rehat kejap?penatla.."
"okeh la"
"kalo rehat kene la bunyi loceng, mcm kt skolah abg tu.."
"okeh3..kRriiiiiiiNnnGgg..!ha, bole rehat da.."
"hehe kaklong, nk guna laptop, bleh?"
"eh, td kate nk rehat?"
"yer la waktu rehat la kene maen game.."
haAAaisSssyh...
"okehla, jum kite maEn sSame, nk maen super cow eh?"

++++++

"kaklong, nak kerepek kentang tu, tlg bubuh?"
"nah, tanak bg kaklong rase cket ke..?"
"x pyhla..pedas neh, nnt kaklong x tahan mcmne?"
ambOoooiy...

++++++

"kaklong lame lg x cuti?"
"hurm, lg 20 hari+lg 10 hari+lg 10 hari..hehe, kenape?"
"ow mkneny lame lg la..?"
"yer, kenape tny..?"
"saje je, tp nnt ble kaklong pegi skola kaklong balek, sape nk aja apan lg?"
"sbb tu la, apan kene pandai cpt2 okeh?"
"eh mane boleh pndai cpt2, apan kn kanak-kanak lg!"
adoiy..!

++++++

de unreSt of sPirit=mark of liFe
I am simply heRe, learniNg bOut de bEst of nOw n hEre..

dRawing my wOrld...

2008-10-24T16:53:00.000+08:00

still sitting in frOnt of dis so-called-blog-wuteve-things 4 de best part of 35 minuTes, b4 finally reAlize dat it is pOintlesS to keEp reStaring into sPaces....again..

waaAm..urm, tah la..lately asek kene tnGkap dgn pErasaan jer..perasAan y mcm2.bkn mknany kHayal x suda2 tp pikiran mlayang meMike bnda y x suda2..agakny bnyk wktu trlUang cuti ne, otak pn preE2 jer amek can mElangUt pnjg smpey wujudny kunun-kunun-masa-memike-memaCam-benda-pny-masa..tp sbEnany bla memikekn kEnapa pike benda tu adlh lbh susah dr pike nk pike y mna..

yerp, choices sumtimes is soOoo goOd tu b trUe, tp de chOsen which is bcOme trUe lg susAh nak d'ande sten'kn

sebok2 belek list subject kt gombak tuh, tepike lg, ish awatla ter'pick' subject ne?sedangkn time meletak code2 tuh bkn maen tunggang tebalek aci x aci letak jer..senang cite patah balek pas result spm dlu, asal g letak eCons?nape x ben ke hs ke?nk lg ganas aed ke engin ke?ha, kn da memike tuh...?

pastu melayang lg ke chapter ade sorang tu timbulkan telinga kera lompat2 atas kepala -weh, dulu hang spm dpt baper?..aiseyh, ter berenti la kira-kira carry marks y x brape nk lawa rupany smbil bnyk mulut2 laen menympuk - "eh, aku 9", "aku 6 jer", ak 8, 5, 7 n laen2..heh, sem lps 5 subjct baper A? -[ala, xyah ckp 4 subjct pon c/m x cukup kenyang]..heran jgk, spm lg bnyk tp skarang mcm susah yer.ha, pike lg, kn?kn?

bab hubungan plak, bla da trbang merata neh lg bnyk citer..asek ade je y x kena, tolonglah..mnghadapi kerenah maknusia ne kdg2 sgt memenatkn..kite kn sme2 maknusia, sme2 mkn nasik, sme2 kenyang, sme2 bckap, sme2 tanak ckp, dah tu?idup ne kan ke simple?x pyh susah2 nk simpul jd serabut serabai bagai..umi kate besala kaklong dlm brhubungan ne kite akan jumpe bnyk kelainan, bnyk citarasa, bnyk pergolakan, ye ye tawu tuh tp xyah la smpey mnyusahkn ye x?kn masing2 ad akal pikiran hape lg pike pike pike..!mdm pn ajaq hape adab al ikhtilaf kn..mcmna adab bila brhadapn dgn kelainan, masuk silibus lg tuh x hadam2 lg?smpey bile kite da maap hampun nanges salam x kebah2, takat lebur mna x hancur..?boley timbul faridah, hamidah, khasidah, jaAaalaAan daaah..!mane larat nk tahan2, suka-suki maen tudo-tudo x aci aa..smpey kdg2 ad wktu pike lg baek idup sorang2, tp ad jgk wktu memike ntuk idup ngn sume org..ha, bila da memike mcm tuh sape y nk diperslahkn..?pike pike lg

wah, skali keepin' merapu fuh..!

bile memike bab2 cmne, penat. kembali pd profesion housedaughter y tlah lama x dipopularkn dr ceburan maksima..cuti ne jg tokyah n mcm besa n x besa sume berubah dr y besa, sume org akn solat awal wktu+jemaah, mkn pun tetap waktu, bngun tido pn tetap waktu walopn time tido waktu x tepat, pendek kata sume criteria housedaughter y santai trpaksa dketepikan mengikut org y sgt bnyk asam garamny..wuUwu, omelette aku pn dikomplEn x ckup garam[yer la, tokyah kn mngandungi bnyk kndungn asam garam..eheheh].xpe3, harapny nnt cucunda-cucundaku sekalian[future okeh..!]sudi mnjaga tokneknya ini satu ketika n waktuny nanti-nanti sbgaimana ikhlas suci murni n tawadukny cucu ini mnjg tokyahny satu hari n ketikany dolu-dolu..

fuh, bapak penat mErapu..btoy jgk kata org -feEling sumtimes, is stupid as it is..-

wa ma tasquthu min warroqotin illa ya' lamuha -ape2 pn y jdk hari ne, sok, lusa, kemarin, semalm=Dia tahu!

wish every1 was loved tonite, n sumhow stop dis eNdless fiGht, jus a chance dat myb we'll find BETTER DAYS..

wHen we..

2008-10-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

eConomy, sTatistics, bAsic thEme of Qoran, cOmputEr 2

kEynEsian, elasticity, gdp, area undEr de curve, permutatiOn, cOmbination, adab al-ikhtilaf, perished nation, man n vicegerency, knowledge, acCess, snaily smart boOkstOre..

waAh, xm da aBes..!

alhamdulillah..C=

eEh, gaye mcm da aBes bLaja?tngGal buku xpe, jgn tggl iLmu yeh..(seNyum sUci..)

alhamdulillah, lega sumeNy...

skarang blEy atur aktviti 4 de whOle mOnth of holiday..!

sambEl seBok mnGemas brg, otak pon seBok mrangka ap list aktviti spnjang cUti...rsE mcm sgt bnyak bnda nk bwat, bnyk y draNcang, bnyk pRogrm nk maSuk, n de nExt wHuteve fourth things..

"eh, tiQ da nak balik ke..?"

"ha`ah, mlam nnt ayah dtg.."

"yer, meh la salam seap2 kang x smpat ad dscussiOns ne.."

"yup3, jumpE kt gOmbak eh.."

"hehe iNsya-Allah kalo lpAs.."

"xpe tiq, ape2 pn y JADI, itu y tErBAIK..."

trdiam skjp mNdngar kata2 ruMate..yEp, ini peringatan..!

"uRm, yep rncanGn Allah, sape tawu yer..?"

sEnyum..

_dE_Eid_mUbaraK_

2008-10-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

bila suda tba wktu trpErap d dApur..
bila suda ada sHift mMbsuh pngGan, mOp lntai, tUka lnGsir, mNyapu..
bila nsEt mMaparkn_no spaCe fo nEw meSsge_
bila umi sEbuk mMbetUlkn lnGn bju n sLuar mElayu..
bila apan kata_esok x pyah sahur ye umi..?_
tu mknany..?

de shiNe of RamadHan had end towards de xpRessiOn of Syawal in blisSful glimMeriNg gLamourOusly wit takBir+tahmid+tahliL..

prnah x rasa kita lbih mngagungkn Syawal dr Ramadhan..?
brape org wiSh slamat brPose dr slamat bEraye..?
sume y sEbuk2 bWat umah trBuka raye, umah dy trBuka x wKtu brBuka pose..?(oiyt2, husNuzhOn3..)
y pnting bla da aBeh pOse ne kite tRmasuk oRg y ruGi or mNyEsal..?
rugi sBb aMalan y sdikit atO mNyesal sBb aMalan y sdikit..?
hpE2 pn mEh kite smbUt raya dulu k..(=

2oO8_EidUlfitRi d kg kElibaNg, LanGkawi..

de siBliNgs..heHe, sUnyuM sumE..msUk bLog kakloNg neh..

adEgan ziaRah mNziaRah pn dkOnvOikn sSudah brmaAfan bRmakan n bRduEt raya..

heh, dpt bnyk woO duit raya, malu2 jgk tp ayah maya kate kalo x keje lg toksah malu..hape lg..?

lpas satu satu umah pegi walOpn lps tu akan tny_ne sape mi..?_ne pakcek mna ne mi..?_

smpeyla ke umah jiran bLakang umah tOk dlu, umah kitorang jgk dulu(dulu dok langkawi), x pst nma sbEnar tp org pngGil ceKjah..ha, y bEstnye umah dy atas laUt woO syOk tuh..

nTah dEmam raye kot gRup laki2 sume sEbuk tRun mMukat(oiyt, bru raya ke 2 owke..!)

on(d atas kn..?) cekjah's hOuse..

bErakHir suda pnGembaraAn raya..mGa2 trCapai raYa y sBenar d cC-Nya..C=

sLamaT hAri Raya sUme..!

dE rEMaiNing...

2008-09-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

tRsiNgkapkah 10 mLm tErakHir kita..?

bRsinarkah sujUd iBadah mLaman kita..?

sgGuh2 bRlumbakah kita ntUk rEdha-Nya..?

hidUpkah baHang kEampuNan itU..?

wUd wE b bLesS 4 dE nExt 10..?

cUd wE pOsSibly dEstiNe 4 dE othEr RamadHan..?

2 wOrds

whO knOws..?

rEach

n He'll rEach baCk..

siApa aku d bUlan raMadHan..?

2008-09-20T02:12:00.000+08:00

kmStian brtErawih antra y tristimEwany RamadHan..
wktu skOla dlu, srOnokny brEbut-rEbut saf kt blakang imam..
ust psan spe y blumba pnuhkn saf dpan, ad gnjaran istana kt syUrga..
istana tu ad 7 floOr..
every floOr ad 70 roOm..
every roOm ad 70 katil..
pastu ad plak 700 bdadari mngiringi, sape tanak ye x..?

srOnok tgk soMe studEnts y sEbuk brEbut saf dpan..
spe bdak KIGS ankat tgn.....?
ingt ust kilat tErawih kite lg x..?
hahaha..

tup3 trdgar suara mMuji kEkaguman d sEblah..
"wah, hnsEmny die pkai kOpiah larh mlm ne."
"eh, aku pny pkai kaen pelikat klaer purple, kiUuutnyeE.."

adUsh, adEq2 ku..
inikah niat sbEnar prlUmbaAn saf td..?
apa sudah rOboh istaNa y djnjiKan td..?

balEk dOrm plak..
"tiQ, td ak nmpak dia, pkai bju mlayu wrna biru.."

waah, ini suda x bole dibiarkn...
ksUcian tawArikh ini prlU dprtaHankn..!
fikirkn duhai tEman..
ziKir2 stiAp tmbUhan spnjang lgkah ke msjid..
gnJaran2 kEikhlSan spNjang mNahan lapar dahaga..
aKhirny sUma tu mMpu dGoyahkn hanYa dGn niat y tErpEsOng..

dUn 4gEt dat wiThOut yOr niat, yU're WastiNg yor tiMe..
fiKirkan..
siApa kita d bUlan RamadHan...

FraCtiOn of a sEcOnd..

2008-09-08T14:38:00.000+08:00

"hah, bngun pn hEngko..!kemain sEngal mEngGerak..!"

hohEhOhe...pg tu sEdaw 5.20..!adush, imSak pn 5.35..
hape lg?trgOcoh goCoh la bncUh milO, tElan snafas..

pghUni stUdyroOm ne plak bgtu bsEnang-lEnang+brdEdikasi mEmulakn sEsi 'mari-kEtawakn-tiQ' episod ke-37......!

wadUh3, tgGu2 la gue siUman cket, pg bEbenOr da mnYakat..
ha, tula..!sape y smngat sgt nk mEngkhEjutkn slUruh umat dorm smalam, lnkali jgn ckp takbur yerk...

ye..sahUr pn x mnyempat-nyEmpat, pe ne tiQ..?
dhuha hEngko brlObang lObang..
tilawah hEngkO trsanGkut sanGkut..
"prostrate-n-standing-in-middle-of-de-nite" hEngko pe citE..?
stakat posE zahir, batin hEngko atas pagar, rsE cam ckUp ke..?

xpe2, smpat lg ad 3 mggu lg..
bssh sSh dlu, bsnng sng kendian(uhUk5, yEr ke..?)

thEn, pg tuh jgk, trjmpak...

"...dan janganlah kamu termasuk orang-orang yang lengah..."

(al-A'raf:205)

Ya ALLAH..!help me make due....

hApi FastiNg..C=

2008-09-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

wElcOme RamadaHan..!

unNoticely, 11 bulan kata diucap n dilontar x smua menyejukkan..

11 bulan banyk perilaku dtingkh n dicipta x smua menyenangkan..

SaAtny istirehat dlm "perjalanan dunia"..

SaAtny memberSihkn jiwa y berjelaga..

SaAtny menikMati indahny kmurahanNya..

SaAtny mEmahami makna penyuCian diri..

SaAtny berSama kita leburkan kekhilafan..

30 days..

to 4gEt dat yu r hUman..

to 4gEt de matErial..

to 4gEt de masS..

to 4gEt de body..

n taSte de rEalm of hEavEn..

a mOnth..

to 4gEt dat u r hUman..

n to rEmembEr,

dat u r a sOul..

may wE b blEsS to meEt de Lailatul Qadar...

may wE alL b His chOicE 4 oUr prAy bComiNg trUe..

n baCk to Fitrah..

oNce aGain..

a WaLk tU rEmEmbEr..

2008-08-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

pengembaraAn brmula stElah slEsai kEring otak dipErah kt sEminar halL ntUk papEr btQ..

pEnat brhEmpas dgn brmCm-mcm bau dlm ktm, dStinasi kame UPM seRdang...

eh, bkn fama, mAha 2oo8..

so, brMulalah lgkah kaki y bila balek rse mcm nk cabut pastu nk p klas sok smbung balek...sndrik cari pasal pny pasal..

ne lMbang kbangGaan anAk jAti qOdah..

mAri kiTa bEli bUah naGa..!
tiQ :saPa nak amEk bsnEs kt gOmbak, anKat tgn..!

mEmEy :awAt aku raSa maKcEk tudUng ijAu tu gaya nk anKat jer td..?

miRa :pErasaAn kO jer tUh..

pakcEk sEpara bOtak :hah, brapEr bErat ikAn tUna ne..?

kaktEh :kalO tEka btOy, bOle bwak balEk x..?

kaWan pakCek tErsebUt :ais kEtul kt tEpi ikan tu bOleh la kot..

tiQ :tawU la aku paliNg pEndEk, asEk knE tOlak tgah jerk..

mEmEy :elEh, tOlak blakaNg kamEra kang..

atT :yg pEntiNg aku sUnyuM..

fiZa :eh, akU nMpak gEmuk..

maKa pEngEmbarAan y pnUh erti ne tElah pun diAkhiri dgn jayaNya..

sEkian, timEkasEyh..

sUmthing..sUmtyMe..

2008-08-14T21:11:00.000+08:00

say's mdam..
givEn a situatiOn:-
pErson B stEal pErson's A prOpErty..
pErson A(as a victim) :wUt cud b cOnsidEred bEst deEd to do..?

paStu, ada org jwb-jUst 4givE la..
bUt, mdam kata-nOw that's ZALIM...!

dat minUtes, aku trsEdar..
btOl ckp Fatimah-ukhuWah bkn ntUk dikhiaNati, idUp zEro alaSan...!

sumtYme, we jUst dOn't rEalize..
dlm meniti lidi2 prnafaSan, ada hikmah yg tErbuang..

so, dgn perasAan-yg-mcm-mcm-berani-kecut, aku tawu,
mnjGa ukhuwah bknlah mMbnarkn tgkh yg sErong,
n ada tndkan y prlu dbEreskn..
tu infiNity n bEyOnd...!

p/s:Tim-do feEls my gratitUde..

.?,/.;:''}[..,<+.,,.

2008-08-05T09:30:00.000+08:00

da 3 hari cuti..
da 3 hari kt umah..

tp pagi ne ntah knape
umi y prepare breakfast+lunch awal pagi..
ayah plak bsuh sume kain2 n sidaikn trus..

hint biase larh tu..
owke2, kaklong study hari ne..!

p/s:xm blOm abEs yer..Xl

sUmthiNg tu vAluE..

2008-07-30T15:04:00.000+08:00

hari ne hari ape..?

rabu..

tp cUti..sebab..?

30 julai..hari ape yer..?

eh, 27 rejab..

owh, patutla..

cuti isra' mikraj..

tapi,

maseh ada y brtanya..

"weyh, isra' mikraj tu hape..?"

nilai2 pnghargaan bulan2 n hari2 kbsaran y maken hari maken pudar..

namun jika pngetahuan n kepedulian y lebih ketara kendurny, bgaimana pula ntuk mnghargai..?

lantas menginsafi..?

lalu mencontohi..?

littLe of my day-tU-daY liFe..

2008-07-27T15:29:00.000+08:00

mOninG in niLai sQuaRe..

bdak2 mna ne, jOg pn nk amEk gmbO yer..?

mst sape2 y bca akn ckp cmnE kn..?kn..?kn..?C;