yeah, it's been a while.

yeah, the truth is i always skipped a while.one post on new semester and another on the end of semester.oh and not to mention another at any time-i-like-it-to post.heh.nice ticq~


some people updated their life.some people cursing.some people story.some people advice.some people blabber.yet im not some people.hahaha.and maybe yes, i post it at any time i feel to.im human.im sorry.but then, however few the posts it seems, yet more than my facebook, google, yahoomail, twitter (yes i do have one.haha), i love this space more.its not about the pictures, my words (like it really matters.huuuu), or anything and since its not a social networking site, i guess anyone who still hold onto it must be here for a reason.so i was asking myself; to what do i owe this post today?


two words.
No.Idea.


haha.thats the beauty of it.you see, i never have an idea to write anything, but i type anyway.you could create something beautiful just out of nothing.the usual types, people might refer to objects, or people, but doesnt it seem materialistic?okeh, by all means; it is true that nature tends to be beautiful, people can be beautiful, arts can also be beautiful, yet the first thing that came to my mind was a pen and a paper.

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menulis

hari-hari ak bukak laptop.hari-hari pun iium-community sgt excellent.tp hari-hari ak makin lemah ntuk menulis.xtaw pasaipa?bnyk sgt draft yg separuh2 tp x ter-post.


aduuuh.semoga himmah wa hamasah itu tidaklah bermusim.

klas CCKN 3131 (niche khat 3) already ended a while back tp ad satu ayat ustaz tu sgt mnyentuh.

----kamu bertanggungjwb atas ap yang kamu tulis----

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wHat's wOrth it?

--->Pengumuman!~HOREY6 =D suda selamat sampay ke kg halamanku
dgn ucapan slamat mghadapi xm n klas bwat sesape y blom pulang hak3[evil laugh]<---

d antara sms balasan y diterima----:

>ok.find.thanx<
>cheyt!x bley blah!<
>takpe tiq harini hari ekau..<
>ade aku heran ke?<
>x kenal x kenal x kenal<

ha7 my apologies tu all de sahabat handai tolan n kawan
sumtimes i have tu show my-belagak-ness tu b laughed of
bukan slalu nk pree2 balek kg smpey 5 hari

okeh iklan done!
here's story for dis week [or month..?ha3]

+++++

it's hard not to godeh-godeh de mountains of umi's teacher's day presents haha especially at dis crucially times teacher's celebration month.here's one malaysiangreetings displaying :-

"jasamu ku tak akan lupa untuk selama-lamanya

kerana memberiku makanan sewaktu ku tidak bawa duit sekolah"

daripada : mohd sekian sekian....

hurm x tggu lama ntuk terkekek-kekek gelakkan ucapan ne haha4 ummi mmg slalu je dpt kad n surat drpd anak murid x kira samada y da tuka skola o da abes skola o y masih belaja dlm klasny kt skola. it reminds me once being a replacement teachers at her school~sometimes godeh2 bilik umi ade je nk jumpe surat mntak maap sbb x msuk klas or x seap keje umah, surat ucapan timekaseh, surat betanye kaba, gule2 hadiah, ketas biase2 tulih saye sayang mualimah even just dropping by to say 'hai' and etc.

"kenape kaklong gelak?"

"haha mestila sbab kelakar ucapan hari guru tu hehe"

after 4 minutes or two, it gets tu my sense, myb it really don't sound funny seeing me gelak sorang2 n with great difficulties n managing to refrain,.

"eh?x lawak ke?siyes?"

"baca kad tu bole bwat umi nangis taw.."umi menjawab

selepas mengulangi insiden membaca kad tersebut sekali lagi n berusaha memastikan tiada lansong2 ayat y menyentuh jiwa raga mahupun sensitiviti sedih seseorang, once again displaying a tanda soalan pny muka

"haritu mak dy call telupa bg duit belanja makan kt budak tu tp mmg da lewat sgt2 da.umi mmg x perasan langsung budak tu y mana alih2 bila jumpa bru tingat rupanya baru mnggu lepas g majlis kebumi arwah ayah dy...."

orang melayu suka berkata padan muka but dis time i'm saying dat tu myself

"agaknye haritu mesti dy lapar sgt2 ape umi beli sume dy mkan habis.umi x mengajar klas dy pun tu sebab heran dpt kad guru dr dy, bile baca je jd sebak..."

well what can i say?i'm laughing de sincerity of dat kids, shame on me!!maybe i'm lacking dis kind of appreciation but i wonder how deep i appreciate those who always give anything even dat tiny little thing was de only thing...

bak kata Tuan Sabariah~jgn sesekali memperlekehkn benda remeh y ada pd seseorang bcos dat cud b de only thing they have yet de most precious thing from His side.today, i've learned dat sometimes things hurt, n it might b okay to cry n sometimes things is funny but learn dat it might b hurt to laugh..

do wE..?

Dis is not just out-of-interest-matter-question but
comes to think of it---do we really need dis..?
y tu ha tuh gambar kt sebla tuh----->>>

i happen tu realize dat most of my frens [meaning not all] using dis kind-of-stuff SUMTIMES tu achieve those following :--

a] menegur clasmet opposite sex y diminati
b] melihat gambar2 siape2 y mereka minati
c] meneka seseorang itu berawekz or tidak
d] berbicara y berbukan-bukan
e] mencari kenalan baru
f] mengkomen pic n latest fashion o style
g] dan bermcm-mcm lg y berkenaan jg x sewaktu dgnnya

p/s:perhatian..!dis is only a self-talk-inspire-from-surrounding.not tu include any outsider disturbance o support n approve from others.tq.

okeh.hold de phone...!
i'm not saying those stuff just a whole bunch of waste, tp tnyla sape2 je
jwpn y paling biase adalah-just for fun..ha ha ha
not tu forget de fact i'm one of de users oso heh!
but de main reason was tu contact all de old skoOl back there
dgrny ad y da fly merata mesir german n jepun!wauw..!
how times have change us skoOlies
bukanla sebenany hold big issues in dis matter, it just arise when there dis person..well no big deal.it's not like it sumthing dat i dwell wit.no important really.haha.true.no woes.


okeh.dis is exactly wut happen.there's dis person commented my pics in *&%_#_@..
bcos of de respon i gave, he deleted it but it was a comment on de tudung n clothes, says it sumwat rare o other words weird.dowh.erhk.hokh.
pelik btoy.pengkomplen tersebut dilihat seorang lelaki normal.memakai kopiah putih.
tp merujuk kpd pakaian wanita islam.y spatutny dy banggakn.ye x?

MESSAGE HISTORY:
orang tu =
tak kisah pun kalau org kata mcm tu..dh mmg betui pun..
kenapa nak menidakkan benda yang betul...
it's not about melatah...
tapi dalam islam tu sendiri ada ajar cara nak berdiskusi rite?
so,what's d point u want to say like that?
hm.....pernah ckp pasal nafsu marah?
aisey....n ever you heard about other nafsu yg ada kat pompuan?
is it you didn't want to accept that also?

hmm...it's ok..up to you k whatever you want to say...
it's ur rite..cuma dr segi cara awk msj to mmg dh lari...sorry to say lah..
becoz of dat things makes something about u appear..

apa mksd ideolgi msyrkt byk dipengaruhi lak?
is it because the comment i left?so that u conclude that sbb tak penah jumpa tudung labuh?
erk...takde hal..itu hak awak la kan...
sy juz tinggalkan komen dgn doa mudah2an perempuan zaman sekarang byk ikut kehendak agama n bukan nafsu...n i didn't mean that lelaki semua bagus...semua makhluk Allah..kalau atas sebab komen tu awk nk marah, itu hak awk dan saya mintak maaf yer...cuma aritu gatal tgn nk letak komen..n saya dah delete balik..
ok..peace

opss..terbanyak la plak...
sori again dgn komen tu n in fact,what i say is true for me...
n i didn't meant to hurt anyone...
keluarga saya pun pompuan tudung labuh gak n sy suka tgk org tudung labuh...
itu jer..kalo salah,maap skali lagi yer..

ish tah la x phm den..it's not about his grammar was so broken haha no intend to comment dat but tp mmg kebenaran sekarang menyakitkn n sume org lansong x sedih bila tgk umat islam skarang neh bnyk y ROSAK!seap boleh tambah bwat ap nk menidakkn perkara y betul?
adeh..!sakit taw x?panas je rase dlm2 neh.
lastly he conclude dat i was sumone y cepat melatah bila dikomen, x pndai berdiskusi cr Islam ajar, n tdk menerima urusan nafsu y ad dlm diri manusia...wut de...?
takpe lah sokeh itsokeh.marah itu ujian.hidup ini indah.

okeh back tu where we were back then
do we really need dis...? DIS..?

jgn kite slahkn mane2 software y membuatkn kite membuang mase
de more we blame de more it pull heh?it's not like it will vanish just like dat anyhow..
myb we shud try tu apply those things for good..? heh kamon give it a laugh people
mcmla sblum ne slalu apply bende baek je ye x?so bende y dianggap x baek nk diguna ke arah kebaikan..?adeh terase betoiy!

but.still.it's ringing in my head.do we really need dis...?

note=sumhow i'm thankful.wut he said thought me tu think.

saKit haTi

angin sepoi2

langit pekat [sebab malam]

bulan terletak

kuliah memnggil

surau bersambut

hati

sakit

berpenyakit

sebab?

akhlak

rosak

ubah?

susah

sebab?

nafsu

marah

tp

perlu

sebab?

tanpanya

jihad

tiada

gettin used over xm notes

haha

pendeknya

bukan ubah manusia tp akhlak~ssah nk diubah kerna nafsu dan amarah x kena pd tempatnya

~namun jgn dibuang totaliti kerna nafsu dan amarah itu perlu~tanpanya manusia tiada jihad~

ak takut

layaknya kira memberi peringatan

sekali berkata

puluhan sendiri diri mengingkar

lantas

perlu ap memberitahu?

kerana

"sebarkan dariku walau sepotong ayat"

banyak mereka yang telah pergi

kalau dikisahkan cerita mereka

menghidupkan hati

banyak mereka yang masih hidup

namun melihat mereka

hati mati

jelas

hati itu

raja diri

kononnya milik sendiri

...keMbali naNti...

jika hati terusik dilukai

sembuhkn ia dgn ayat2-Nya yg suci

jika hati panas dikeji

padamkn ia dgn wudhu' yg suci

jika hati gembira dipuji

lndungilah ia dgn zat Ilahi

just thought to put yor tExt here, just so the appreciations seEms a little bit more bolded

~well, yu know who yu're,

thanX like a trilliOns times [senyUm suci]

currEntly working on de databaSe of BAKIS~bdn kbajikan islam hosp sltnh bahiyah~as usual, secretary x bertauliah back tU work haha

[pergh, mcm xkn seap je keje tuh!lalala..]

surely will b..C=

dE rEMaiNing...

tRsiNgkapkah 10 mLm tErakHir kita..?

bRsinarkah sujUd iBadah mLaman kita..?

sgGuh2 bRlumbakah kita ntUk rEdha-Nya..?

hidUpkah baHang kEampuNan itU..?

wUd wE b bLesS 4 dE nExt 10..?

cUd wE pOsSibly dEstiNe 4 dE othEr RamadHan..?

2 wOrds

whO knOws..?

rEach

n He'll rEach baCk..

siApa aku d bUlan raMadHan..?

kmStian brtErawih antra y tristimEwany RamadHan..
wktu skOla dlu, srOnokny brEbut-rEbut saf kt blakang imam..
ust psan spe y blumba pnuhkn saf dpan, ad gnjaran istana kt syUrga..
istana tu ad 7 floOr..
every floOr ad 70 roOm..
every roOm ad 70 katil..
pastu ad plak 700 bdadari mngiringi, sape tanak ye x..?

srOnok tgk soMe studEnts y sEbuk brEbut saf dpan..
spe bdak KIGS ankat tgn.....?
ingt ust kilat tErawih kite lg x..?
hahaha..

tup3 trdgar suara mMuji kEkaguman d sEblah..
"wah, hnsEmny die pkai kOpiah larh mlm ne."
"eh, aku pny pkai kaen pelikat klaer purple, kiUuutnyeE.."

adUsh, adEq2 ku..
inikah niat sbEnar prlUmbaAn saf td..?
apa sudah rOboh istaNa y djnjiKan td..?

balEk dOrm plak..
"tiQ, td ak nmpak dia, pkai bju mlayu wrna biru.."

waah, ini suda x bole dibiarkn...
ksUcian tawArikh ini prlU dprtaHankn..!
fikirkn duhai tEman..
ziKir2 stiAp tmbUhan spnjang lgkah ke msjid..
gnJaran2 kEikhlSan spNjang mNahan lapar dahaga..
aKhirny sUma tu mMpu dGoyahkn hanYa dGn niat y tErpEsOng..

dUn 4gEt dat wiThOut yOr niat, yU're WastiNg yor tiMe..
fiKirkan..
siApa kita d bUlan RamadHan...

sUmthing..sUmtyMe..

say's mdam..
givEn a situatiOn:-
pErson B stEal pErson's A prOpErty..
pErson A(as a victim) :wUt cud b cOnsidEred bEst deEd to do..?

paStu, ada org jwb-jUst 4givE la..
bUt, mdam kata-nOw that's ZALIM...!

dat minUtes, aku trsEdar..
btOl ckp Fatimah-ukhuWah bkn ntUk dikhiaNati, idUp zEro alaSan...!

sumtYme, we jUst dOn't rEalize..
dlm meniti lidi2 prnafaSan, ada hikmah yg tErbuang..

so, dgn perasAan-yg-mcm-mcm-berani-kecut, aku tawu,
mnjGa ukhuwah bknlah mMbnarkn tgkh yg sErong,
n ada tndkan y prlu dbEreskn..
tu infiNity n bEyOnd...!

p/s:Tim-do feEls my gratitUde..

sUmthiNg tu vAluE..

hari ne hari ape..?

rabu..

tp cUti..sebab..?

30 julai..hari ape yer..?

eh, 27 rejab..

owh, patutla..

cuti isra' mikraj..

tapi,

maseh ada y brtanya..

"weyh, isra' mikraj tu hape..?"

nilai2 pnghargaan bulan2 n hari2 kbsaran y maken hari maken pudar..

namun jika pngetahuan n kepedulian y lebih ketara kendurny, bgaimana pula ntuk mnghargai..?

lantas menginsafi..?

lalu mencontohi..?

biLa aKu tErfikir...

satu weekend y mmg xdak keje, sorang kawan lend some vcd..
so, smntara xdak esainmen lg neh, x salah kn umi kn..?kn..?

antra comedy n sad story, which one wud you prefer..?

n dah tntu2 skali, sume y nk tgk tu tolak tepi cite sedih tu..
cover aje pn dah dpt tngkap tahap kesedihan y bkal dpertontonkn, +la baca snopsisny..

x pyhla kn nk semak2 otak tgk cite sedih2 ne..?
ala, tgk je la cite lwak ne, msti best..!
ha’a tiq, tgk yang ne dahla..

smua org ckp camtu..
situasi yang sgt2 natural ne..lntas membawa diri berfikir..

apa yang difikir..?
ini mentality kita..?
mcm ne je plihan kita..?

kita terdorong memilih crita yang mudah, ringan, n mnghiburkn..
menolak terus keadaan yang otak kate – rumit ne, buat ape nk sedih2..?
sedih2 ne mnyusahkan ye..?
hidup ini just ntuk ketawa..?
sangat tngginy harga air mata..?
apa hnya bhagia yang ada di dunia..?

lalu, bgaimana critany knak2 yang terlontar jeritan deritany d sana..?
remaja yang setaraf usiany melawan penindasan haq..?
nk tolak jgk crita ne..?

barangkali masih trlalu besar keangkuhan kita, masih trlalu tnggi nafsu…
ntuk tdak duduk brfikir tntang sgala karakter ksedihan kt muka bumi,
smpay adakalanya kita terlupa,
air mata itu ada..

siMplE plEasUre to trEasUre..

tuday is dE day which I turn 19..!

when peOple comE out age at 18, me, a year ahead..

supPosed tu mean a big head..eh, a big girl now..

de thing is, dis grEat plEasure should beEn trEasurE alOng..

bUt whEn it had wEnt gOne..

de faCt is sOmehOw distUrbancE..

heh..?

anOther yEar pasSed..

again..

did de valuEs in mE imprOved..?smartEr..?bEttEr..?

mY Lord Allah,

make de End of my agE de bEst aGe,

makE my bEst deEd my laSt deEd,

n dE bEst day of miNe,

is de day whEn I meEt YOU..

ameEn..

dE wheEls of lifE

funNy how it occur when we never realize..?