coNsidEratiOn of a jOurney

“tawu x umi kt langkawi skarang ne?”
“haah taw kursus kn?”
“smalam ad org pecah masuk umah”
“hah?biyo betik?”
“yer, depa ikat ayah, amek henpon, kereta, ngn dwit yuran kaklong”
“hoh..!ya Allah tataw pon”
“nak taw pa2 call nset akmal ayah ngn adeq2 kt skolah”

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“akmal pa cita neh?”
“mcm yg kaklong taw la, tp takpa alhmdulillah tadak jdk pa2”
“isyhk nyesal suroh ayah bayokn yuran tuh, kalo x msti x jdk mcm ne..”
“kaklong, jgn ckp gtu, dah Tuhan letak dwit tu bukan ntuk yuran kaklong..”
Hurm..
“dahla kata ada xm?p jwb elok2 jgn pikeq sgt tadak apa2 suma slamat”

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“how much is dis?”
Dah kembali aku kt booth ne ngn kepala yg berserabut + melayan foreigner yg extra peramah..
“there’s stated price on each of those”
Heh, sorila pelanggan yg dihormati memang ak tader mood sesngat nk bcakap ngn mane2 manusia skarang tp nmpaknye dy x pham kot tulisan kt dahi aku n muka yg kelat-pahit-sambil-bwat-bwat-x-dgar-celoteh-n-tak-nampak-dia-berdiri-dpan-tuh..
But still..
“hey, it’s actually nice for yor kids isn’t it?wah n there’s cute ribbon n nice quote oso”
Sukati ko ler minah nk ckp pe pon nk beli bayo tanak bole pegi kot..
Sampaila..
“sis are yu ok?”
Heh?
“xcuse me?”
“it seems sumthing botherin yu, yu sure yu ok?”
Loh tergamam plak da awat?obvious ke serabut kt muka ni?tp dia perasan la..
“urm sorry..yu want dis?need plastic?”
Otomatik terefleks plak melayan pelanggan yg satu neh takpela salah sndri jgak emo sgat sape suroh?kn sendri da malu..
N then slesai semua..
“yu know what, life is rough..”
“ha?”
“yes, life is rough..but still, deal wit it okeh?simple test by Him might promise yu sumthing much better..”dia ckp sambil senyum
Tatawu nk rase ape, sume becampur baur-malu, segan, nk marah, nk tegelak pon ada..

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Yep, life is rough indeed..but, thnx God there’s people like yu..
“erm, sis..”
“yes?”sempat dia pusing kepala
“thank yu.”
Senyum..

It’s a test dat I’ve to realize

He only test those that He love