the CLATTER n the CLAMMER of the CLUTTER in lifes..

silence shatter + idle chatter ~what's that truly matter..? brave to face + time to take + rhythm of heartbeat ~tugether recognizing our purpose..

Saturday, January 2, 2010

..gOne..

rEgardS ~atiQyUdin~

a year has gone.new one replace.
someone just gone.might never be replace.

pergi.seorang.sahabat.
al-Fatihah buat Nurul Hidayati Hassan.
left for a better world
friday 1st January 2010 6.50pm

been sick her whole life, tp salu bwat2 x saket.
teap kali ak tny:ida sihat?
dy jwb:sehat2.kuat lg neh.
salu tgur2 kt cafe.
salu gak saing g tutor kt farah.
salu gak shout2 kt kotak ijau neh.
bnyk invitation n gift kt fesbuk.
kdg2 ak nyesal.saket2 pn dy ingat ak.
saket2 dy lg rajin dr ak.

1 january 2010.kurang lg seorang kwn.bijaknya dy ak x terlawan.tabahnya dy x penah betepi.makin ramai y sebaya da pergi.sampai masa ak, ak x tahu.

least i cud do
ida may b blessed
rest in your perfect peace

kullu nafsin za i'qatul maut
dr DIA kita datang pd DIA kita kembali

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

rEceNt~

rEgardS ~atiQyUdin~

as i come dis 4 weeks of dis new sem, all im up wit~rupe2nye tader la best mane pn da msuk department ne ha.lg nk nanges ad laaa.ahaha.sapetah dulu ckp bile da msuk dept sgt rileks.tipu.tipuuu.apehal pn besyukur dpt dept y d apply, though syakwasangka still there.uhuhu muga trus thabat n survive.ameeen+++

spesel 4 all classmet dgn ucapan~sayangi lecturer n subjek anda v(^^,)V

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

YeSteRday n hEre

rEgardS ~atiQyUdin~


Akmal:kenduri korban tuk cik jih td apan mkn nasik kuah sup ngan lauk kentang je

Aku:laaa awat?

Akmal:haha tah dy kata kesian tgk lembu kena semelih

Aku:haha


Aku:kenape apan xmaw mkn daging kt kenduri td?abg keman kate apan kesian tgk lembu?

Apan:eh x lah manede

Aku:pastu?

Apan:apan x lalu je

Aku:x lalu?bukan sbb kesian?betol?

Apan:betol

Aku:awat apan x lalu?

Apan:kt tepi tempat kami nk makan tu ad daging bnyk2 lepas tu apan x bole la nk lalu kt situ.ha jd apan pn x lalu la

Aku:oww kt situ ad bnyk daging y x mask lg ke?

Apan:eh x lah kt situ y da mask da sume

Aku:laaa habeh tu awat y x lalunya?

Apan:eish kaklong ne xkn x phm2 lg?apan kn x bole lalu kt situ.pastu apan pn x lalu la nk mkn daging2 tu

Aku:laa tp awat kaklong x phm jgk

Akmal:[gelak n trus ketawa pula]


Ummi:kaklong kate apan x mkn daging sbb kesian tgk lembu?betol?

Apan:eh x x apan cume x lalu je

Ummi:yeke?apan dgr sini lembu y kene semelih tu da ad kt syurga.jd apan x boleh la kesian kt dy.lembu tu mkanan kita.spatutnya kite kene mkn dgn syukur sbb ad org da bg dy jd korban.paham okeh?

Apan:ow yeke okeh2 phm dah

Ummi:dulu umi masak apan mkn sedap je skarang x lalu sbb kesian.x bole taw.x baek.lps ne mkn ye?

Apan:oh okeh2


Apan:kaklong tlg buh kuah.tp nk lauk ikan goreng tu

Aku:daging?

Apan:[sengih je]

Aku:apan x suke kaklong msk eh?

Apan:eh suke2

Aku:apan x suke mkn daging eh?

Apan:eh suke2 jgk

Aku:habeh tu?

Apan:apan cume x lalu mkn daging lembu je

Afif:ek eleh abeh tu selama ni kite ni mkn daging rusa la ye?

Apan:eh?y dulu2 umi masak tu daging lembu jgk ke?


[gelak…]


its late [haha] but Eid~Mubarak ntuk sumeee


p/s=still loving daging.even after The Midnight Meat Train~[sape tgk muvi ne ankat tgn.!!]

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Saturday, November 14, 2009

frEe n nOt fOund

rEgardS ~atiQyUdin~


dia:"our tommorows are not a repetition of the present just as the present itself was not a replay of yesterday"
aku:is dis de cue where i sppose tu say~uuu wut a beautiful encouragement.!
dia:yeah!dats de spirit!
aku:how bout tumorrow not a repetition cos it tends to b more depressin day than de present?[sok paper fie then marketing then fiqh!]
dia:dats de point!no repetition!ahahaha

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aku:life is like a piano, the white keys represent happiness n black show sadness, but as you go through life's journey, remember that the black keys make music too..
kamu:pliss dont stop the music
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mereka:Ya Allah sekiranya kegagalanku membawa fitnah pd Islam&perjuangan maka Kau cemerlangkanlah aku dlm setiap perkara, dan sekiranya kejayaanku mbuatku jauh dr Islam&perjuangan maka Kau lebih berhak menentukn segalanya untukku
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just as it was it end.then this sem end.titik.barely enjoying much da nak final.penat2 perah otak mghadam facts n formulas then end oso.thats de law i guess~life's law.it end easily.unexpectedly.unbearably.sementara.senang tu kejap je.wats more of susah?pun sat ja.sbb tu we need tawazun.bila senang x bngga sgt bila susah x sedih sgt.ahahaha.things easier said than practice.once again kita perlu examples.bak kata Prof Aslam~wat makes human's human?becos we forget~

history of fuqara` taught us~setiap hasil dunia itu dinilai pd tujuan.means wat intention things hold to achieve.thats y every single success we seize by the intend of benefit diri n umat Islam, ad keberkatan kt situ.however bila kejayaan itu not intending relation ngn akhirat n niat ikhlas,then itu sementara.in other words~kejayaan y menipu.
someone once told me~bila gagal/kalah kene telusuri sebab2.dats how we put it positive when de failure doesnt lead us to mundurny cenderung kita pd ukhrawi.sbb kegagalan itu bukan hakiki.sementara.absolute failure is when it fail de ukhrawi.

so do not let us b hold by de present, give it hardship or easeness.since if we accord to consequencess, only then will we b free of de present n lead to future.

segala y di dunia ini tdak pernah kurang dr ap y diangankn manusia, maka beruntunglah mereka y sentiasa meletakkn sgala y diperolehny demi akhirat y luas n kekal.

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Monday, October 12, 2009

Eid-MubaRak~

rEgardS ~atiQyUdin~

never thought it's late

Happy Eid-Mubarak to all the winners
which proudly upholding the messages that living
together we strive till the end

may past Ramadhan launch a new beginning
towards greater goods

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Saturday, August 22, 2009

lesS is mOre..

rEgardS ~atiQyUdin~

genap 6 mnggu 4 hari dan 10 jam blOg ne telah menyampahkan bnyk pihak malah ak sendri turut terganggu ketenteraman dgn "bila nk hapdet blog?" hehehe jgan marah2 bulan pose neh
so skang da x agak bz sume da setel [erk?sbenany curi peluang time discussion ungs pny esaimen neh.haha.sori grupmate] misti kene hapdet. hidup sgt tekontang terumbing tergolek n terlompat sjak akhir2 ne which leads to esaimen n study y sgt2 noktah last ditambah dgn real bad cough plus sore throat y melarat larat smpey 2 mnggu n then presentation need to write down on paper sbb tabley becakap.heh.bru terase seksa nikmat beckp kene tarik.i can't live witout talkin'!.naseb bek idop lg.haha.okeh shut dis crap.there's much more important part on dis segment of post.

mari bicara kisah kdatangan tetamu y dinanti-nanti-honourable-precious-tiada gantinya.
tetamu y hadirnya setaon sekali
tetamu y permulaanny rahmat
pertengahanny keampunan
pengakhiranny pembebasan dr api neraka
tetamu y datangny disambut meriah
n perginy ditangisi para sahabat
tetamu y munculny membelenggu para penggoda durjana
dimana langit terlebar seluasny
mengangkat doa dan harapan
bg mereka y mencari
ampun redha dan permintaan


n let not be our thought be lost tracks of them
never for a minutes
whose might never fail to think of us
in order of the remembrance n pray n love
in every-minutes of day-life

sadness--------anger too n undoubtedly against me myself
who chose to b ruled by her ugliest darkest weaknesses
who let her goodness inside sleep soundlessly
inside a little circle around her *sheesh*
n de weaknesses that rule were born with those big holes on top of it
where anyone cud put any hideous stupidest lousiest junkest
n there's nothing i do to make it stop
n then this happens

eventhough ak tawu sabar n keberanian itu bukan pilihan
tp kdg2 ak memestikan ntuk mengelak
ak jgk tawu
my weakness doesn't merely harm my homeland
but it surely tarnished de image of de peaceful way of life
that Allah blessed us with

LESS is MORE~
Ramadhan y sekejap itu
as there's more than wut meet de eyes
let's make it more
wut we can get...

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