toWards maNagE-ing

do not mind me, when I take dis tone..
do you know what it’s like, to be betrayed..?

a) feeling boiled over as if yu want to tear or rip those people apart [myb kinda affected by vampire sequel which I watched lately..ugh]

b) simply want to put them into my mother’s specialty lesung batu, tenyeh2 them whole- heartedly, seasoning or myb some belacan into, tenyeh2 again, a mouthful salt of fail-management-anger, punch it together then serve all de kucings at econ’s department café..[believe me, they’ll eat anything]

c) try hard to keep your chin up, mimic a laugh when yu stands in crowd, xcept there’s a stinging at de back of your eyes, can’t help it tu cry a sea, covering mountains, all behind people, undoubtedly alone.

d) Or myb just lalalalala~nothing happened..i live yu live we know people we got betrayed we live again haha

Ring any bell? does any of those sounds like yu..?
Ow yeah myb I’m just making a fuss but seriously, doesn’t these people realize how deep yu place de trust in?

But myb dis could all go for a reasons
Myb ‘they’ just happen to b de puller string, n end up s a TEST!
Somehow they always did eh..?
So when life’s a mess, just focus to realize it cud b a test!

I hate it, to keep regretting why it didn’t occur to me earlier..
It wouldn’t b dis vain…

We were just souls with one target
This was a course that we both charted
But how did we end broken heart

Can faith pull us through
Don’t know what I should do

Now comes the time, time to mend fences
To remove the mask and stop pretending
Because now the whisper’s winning
And how could this be our ending

Please please please hold the line now,
Just long enough so we can find out
Find out how we work things out

~Hold the Line~

wHat's wOrth it?

--->Pengumuman!~HOREY6 =D suda selamat sampay ke kg halamanku
dgn ucapan slamat mghadapi xm n klas bwat sesape y blom pulang hak3[evil laugh]<---

d antara sms balasan y diterima----:

>ok.find.thanx<
>cheyt!x bley blah!<
>takpe tiq harini hari ekau..<
>ade aku heran ke?<
>x kenal x kenal x kenal<

ha7 my apologies tu all de sahabat handai tolan n kawan
sumtimes i have tu show my-belagak-ness tu b laughed of
bukan slalu nk pree2 balek kg smpey 5 hari

okeh iklan done!
here's story for dis week [or month..?ha3]

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it's hard not to godeh-godeh de mountains of umi's teacher's day presents haha especially at dis crucially times teacher's celebration month.here's one malaysiangreetings displaying :-

"jasamu ku tak akan lupa untuk selama-lamanya

kerana memberiku makanan sewaktu ku tidak bawa duit sekolah"

daripada : mohd sekian sekian....

hurm x tggu lama ntuk terkekek-kekek gelakkan ucapan ne haha4 ummi mmg slalu je dpt kad n surat drpd anak murid x kira samada y da tuka skola o da abes skola o y masih belaja dlm klasny kt skola. it reminds me once being a replacement teachers at her school~sometimes godeh2 bilik umi ade je nk jumpe surat mntak maap sbb x msuk klas or x seap keje umah, surat ucapan timekaseh, surat betanye kaba, gule2 hadiah, ketas biase2 tulih saye sayang mualimah even just dropping by to say 'hai' and etc.

"kenape kaklong gelak?"

"haha mestila sbab kelakar ucapan hari guru tu hehe"

after 4 minutes or two, it gets tu my sense, myb it really don't sound funny seeing me gelak sorang2 n with great difficulties n managing to refrain,.

"eh?x lawak ke?siyes?"

"baca kad tu bole bwat umi nangis taw.."umi menjawab

selepas mengulangi insiden membaca kad tersebut sekali lagi n berusaha memastikan tiada lansong2 ayat y menyentuh jiwa raga mahupun sensitiviti sedih seseorang, once again displaying a tanda soalan pny muka

"haritu mak dy call telupa bg duit belanja makan kt budak tu tp mmg da lewat sgt2 da.umi mmg x perasan langsung budak tu y mana alih2 bila jumpa bru tingat rupanya baru mnggu lepas g majlis kebumi arwah ayah dy...."

orang melayu suka berkata padan muka but dis time i'm saying dat tu myself

"agaknye haritu mesti dy lapar sgt2 ape umi beli sume dy mkan habis.umi x mengajar klas dy pun tu sebab heran dpt kad guru dr dy, bile baca je jd sebak..."

well what can i say?i'm laughing de sincerity of dat kids, shame on me!!maybe i'm lacking dis kind of appreciation but i wonder how deep i appreciate those who always give anything even dat tiny little thing was de only thing...

bak kata Tuan Sabariah~jgn sesekali memperlekehkn benda remeh y ada pd seseorang bcos dat cud b de only thing they have yet de most precious thing from His side.today, i've learned dat sometimes things hurt, n it might b okay to cry n sometimes things is funny but learn dat it might b hurt to laugh..