tak manis langsung!

Ayah brought home 3 packets of laksa late that evening.i know its for tok ayah and though i like foods and eating foods very much, but given the situation where you have prepared lunches and the facts that staying home at hols usually and successfully 'elaborating' your fatss like its nobody's business, i kinda get annoyed. 

"laaa.awat beli laksa?nasik bnyk nuh.sapa nak mkn banyak-banyak neh?"

but apan promptly put up his hands.
"eh takpe takpe.apan nak!apan nak makan laksa!"

so i watched him eating.and it looks delicious.

"sedap?"
"dak"
"huh?tak sedap?"

he stopped.and frowned.
"haah.masin gila.sat na"

he tasted it more.and made face.
"betullah.tak manis langsung!kaklong x pyhla makan."

cis.

sad face losing in 'lari bawak pingpong dalam sudu' from previous family day.haha.

bagai umang-umang

so i was helping apan with his homework last night.and since me myself failed to differentiate a peribahasa and simpulan bahasa, (which causing apan to act belagak-ly) and yet his 'Panduan Peribahasa Melayu KBSR' appears to only go so far, we decided to go for ummi.but it turns out we can't really put hopes up of peribahasa matters to a maths's teacher.

"uuuuu.jgn tny ummi lah.mualimah intan brapa kali dah kata ummi bg ajaran sesat kat depa ha."
"ala.bagai umang-umang tu ape mi?"
"oh.org tu bercahaya-cahaya kot?mcm umang-umang tuh"

apan thought for a while.
"oh.apan ingatkan tu kunang-kunang."

see what i mean?

"kaklong.tolong apan googlekan peribahasa melayu?"

i wonder how my primary school life might have been much easier.

bagai umang umang=seseorang yang suka berpakaian bagus (dress up) tetapi bukan daripada miliknya sendiri.

its been a while - part 2 (or maybe 3?)

salam and hi.its been a while.again.and a long while.

its been a while since i cudnt hold my head up high
and its been a while since i cud stand on my own two feet again
its been a while since i cudnt look at myself straight
(not to quote staind.but its been a while.warning:the lyrics cud be wrong.heh.)

remember that time when you had friendster?or my space?or anything before facebook?yeah atiq, you once had a blog.hahaha.

i remember when i was that little girl fond of being a doctor after befriending one from the ward.or a pilot after that takuya kimura's "good luck".or a postman from that jiwang stories from majalah ujang.and just like any other little girl, i grew up.

"i guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons.and maybe we'll never know most of them.but even if we dont have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there.we can still do things.and we can try to feel okay about them"
~the perks of being a wallflower.

what if you wish to tell someone things you'd consider doing istiqamah-ly for the rest of your life for like 33 years more ahead but you knew they'd never believe you?
i'd say ill just try.

and maybe sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

its been a long time.but im here.im keeping my iman pumping.insha-Allah.