its been a while - part 2 (or maybe 3?)

salam and hi.its been a while.again.and a long while.

its been a while since i cudnt hold my head up high
and its been a while since i cud stand on my own two feet again
its been a while since i cudnt look at myself straight
(not to quote staind.but its been a while.warning:the lyrics cud be wrong.heh.)

remember that time when you had friendster?or my space?or anything before facebook?yeah atiq, you once had a blog.hahaha.

i remember when i was that little girl fond of being a doctor after befriending one from the ward.or a pilot after that takuya kimura's "good luck".or a postman from that jiwang stories from majalah ujang.and just like any other little girl, i grew up.

"i guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons.and maybe we'll never know most of them.but even if we dont have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there.we can still do things.and we can try to feel okay about them"
~the perks of being a wallflower.

what if you wish to tell someone things you'd consider doing istiqamah-ly for the rest of your life for like 33 years more ahead but you knew they'd never believe you?
i'd say ill just try.

and maybe sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

its been a long time.but im here.im keeping my iman pumping.insha-Allah.