beEn tagGed..

"timE kasEyh" d ucaPkn kPd makcEk husna y sUdi men tag
barU bEnapas skEt rUang y x bapE nk beHapdet neH..

1)Do you think you're hot?
hot..?

x kowt, kiPas bRpUsing dgn kElajuan maX~so x kOwt..[sejuk..]

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!

3)Why do you like that picture?
haha..y?nMpk rajin kOwt[tah lew bUku tuh tulih pe, hUraian hukUm~fully araBic]

4)When was the last time you ate your pizza?

last...urm, 4 bulan stEngah y lalu

5)The last song you listened to?

shattered (turn yor car arOund)~o.A.r

6)What are you doing right now besides this?

mKan bihUn paMa..~sEdapP!

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?

'Atiqah bt Wan Muhayudin~dis naMe still..!

[urGh..myb a litel 'Wan' at de bEginNing~blEy ayah?]

People i tag

1) akMal

2) nabeEla sHakina

3) najLa fatEn

4) fatiMah

5) iHsan

8)Who is number 1?

maKnusia y sEring berbWat paSal bsM d rumah

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?

erR..makLang?paKlang?kakteE?

rElatiOnship gak kn..?tu la, lenkali bg sPesipik sket sOklan

10)Say something about number 5?

hahaha..tNy dy?neh pEneman p tOilet dulU neh..kn Esan kn?haha

11)How about number 4?

amiRah oOo aMirah..!pa haBaq niLaiku yg pErmai..?

12)Who is number 2?

mai kaZen~[kiTa kWn dr dLm pErut lg kn..?kn..?]

kePd y tElah d tag, sila-siLa la jWb yEr..

sEkian..C=

loOkiNg baCk...(^_^)

Nothing much interesting to write siNce its holiday…unless de count include tolong ayah merOngkah kelapa muda blakang umah [actually tulong makan jer] , making joke to let ummi gegar gegar [haha..yg ne ayah tere], menGarut ngn apan time ajar ngaji or aBc, crik pasal ngn ngah [yg neh best haha], tulong menyibUk time usrah ummi, tuMpanG afif men bEn10 [walOpn x phm sGt], mnghafal rnCngn tv y lg pnjg dr senarai account wOrksheEt form 5 dlu, suke2 try reSepi rEkaan smpey ummi tny~awat eh mNyak maSak cepat abeh? [erK, lalala..xtawu3], bErebut intenEt ngn akMal, senaNg je sok tu ckp la~ala kaKlong da kEjut akmal x bGun pOwn[haha], hah xcEpt sume tuh…tadEr da koWt y mEnarik pon..!

Mlm mnGgu berSms ngn bOss, smBil mEngumpil stOri2 lama oLd skoOl~ahakS

+~ingat x aPsal ckgu rahizah suRo sumE org tido mse bnCg isu smSa dlu?hang le pny psal p tido time bdEbat boss! ~[rumah kamu banjir?hahaha]
+~maLa jgn lupa time kite kene ketOk ketampi ngn ckgu isNi dpn kLas, bapE kali weyh?3o ke 5o eh?~sume sbb preoccupied sgt ngn kain rEntang maUlidur rasul dulu[sEbok cr cAt kt biLik seni, telUpa mSa adDmath..]
+~4Z pst djaMin xKn lupa bilaMana sume kene saLin pOem 5o kali kt kaki5 cLasS~haha dah la kEdudUkn cLasS y sgt glamer trSebut..agakNy tiChe saLmah btoy2 tingin bdak class kita invent dlm 3o p0em ntUk prsidanGan literature antRabngsa kt tV1 tuh
+~paliNg tRagik mase kekEcohan kt biLik gurU bila suRat “truth n dare” nasiHah ter’di’saLahfaham’kn oleh ckgU yus~ala kEtas kOnyok burUk2 nk kaSi ciCak blakaNg klasS maen ja pon~x mSuk kLas 2 mngGu sEyh
+~tiMe kene semBur ngn ust hadZir paSal ceQmah lupa puLang kunci bilik kOku lPs gna pC ntUk lapOran PUM, pErgh!sebUlan takOt nk tegUr dy, smpeylah dy bwk bdaK klas kita mkn2 kt umah dy [ala, y badun kata ~neh grup ustaZah mna mai mSuk taman beRdakwah?~haha]
+~pEntOmen haRi mErdeka~dpt pUjian n saMbutan haNgat Meletup y menGgelegak dr biaSa oLeh tOkoh jempUtan~qihah oOo qihah aku jdK anak hang kan time tuh? jaNnah jd maK aku kan?kan?[janNah sKang vice president FcC taw kt cEnfOs!]~bEst time tuh, iman jd kEtua otAi jEpun, byE ngn Ct bertaRian taMil, pinat kene miNum air saBun, aSkar2 jepUn n mElayu, sapE tah jdk tUnku abd raHman?
+~maSe gilEr3 kene bOikot ngn cKgu hasnEah sbb TER”skip” period sejaRah alang2 sebOk ngn presentation PUM!~lalalala
+~yg neh lg paling meSti xkn sGt2 lupa time ustZah nadiAh nk sMbung cLasS qaWaid pEtng tuh..x jd, seBab?clasS bwat surprise party ntUk burfdAy ustzh wahLa! Aku nMpk ustZh lap mata wEh btOy x tipUny!tere btOy ayu kunUn2 bWat banCian saiz kasUt2 ckGu2 KIGS sbb nk cr kaSut ntUk ustZh~hekhek
+~time kOnspiRasi ngn pakcikGad g bLi burger kt aBg meE~hahaha iNgt x time balEk tu sMgt bg tAzkiRah kt cOuple y kt tMn raShidah tuh, iNgt lg aiN mara pSal ingt dOsa~y peNting sKali baLa ntUk doSa2 tu bKn kene kt kOrang aje tp seMua taw x?!~fuh bErapi!tp lepas liNtas jalan tuP2 dy jatuh loNgkng smpey bErdarah terOk~hahaha[ain, aku rase ko y keNe baLa tu laa..]

may alL be bLesSed...whErevEr yu gUys arE...

...keMbali naNti...

jika hati terusik dilukai

sembuhkn ia dgn ayat2-Nya yg suci

jika hati panas dikeji

padamkn ia dgn wudhu' yg suci

jika hati gembira dipuji

lndungilah ia dgn zat Ilahi

just thought to put yor tExt here, just so the appreciations seEms a little bit more bolded

~well, yu know who yu're,

thanX like a trilliOns times [senyUm suci]

currEntly working on de databaSe of BAKIS~bdn kbajikan islam hosp sltnh bahiyah~as usual, secretary x bertauliah back tU work haha

[pergh, mcm xkn seap je keje tuh!lalala..]

surely will b..C=

uNrEst of sPirit=..?

"apan, bkn hidung larh..seblom bsuh rambut kene bsuh tgn smpay siku"
"tp hidung ne rse gatal la.."
"okeh la xpe tp kene buat 3 kali"
"oww, kenape?"
"sbb nk bg btoy2 kene air, brula bersih okeh?"
"ha, kalo mcm tu apan bwat 5 kali bole?"
haaiy...

++++++

"kaklong, 'G' besar ne ssh nk tulih la.."
"ikutla titik-titik yg da bwat tuh"
"ala, bole x kite rehat kejap?penatla.."
"okeh la"
"kalo rehat kene la bunyi loceng, mcm kt skolah abg tu.."
"okeh3..kRriiiiiiiNnnGgg..!ha, bole rehat da.."
"hehe kaklong, nk guna laptop, bleh?"
"eh, td kate nk rehat?"
"yer la waktu rehat la kene maen game.."
haAAaisSssyh...
"okehla, jum kite maEn sSame, nk maen super cow eh?"

++++++

"kaklong, nak kerepek kentang tu, tlg bubuh?"
"nah, tanak bg kaklong rase cket ke..?"
"x pyhla..pedas neh, nnt kaklong x tahan mcmne?"
ambOoooiy...

++++++

"kaklong lame lg x cuti?"
"hurm, lg 20 hari+lg 10 hari+lg 10 hari..hehe, kenape?"
"ow mkneny lame lg la..?"
"yer, kenape tny..?"
"saje je, tp nnt ble kaklong pegi skola kaklong balek, sape nk aja apan lg?"
"sbb tu la, apan kene pandai cpt2 okeh?"
"eh mane boleh pndai cpt2, apan kn kanak-kanak lg!"
adoiy..!

++++++

de unreSt of sPirit=mark of liFe
I am simply heRe, learniNg bOut de bEst of nOw n hEre..

dRawing my wOrld...

still sitting in frOnt of dis so-called-blog-wuteve-things 4 de best part of 35 minuTes, b4 finally reAlize dat it is pOintlesS to keEp reStaring into sPaces....again..

waaAm..urm, tah la..lately asek kene tnGkap dgn pErasaan jer..perasAan y mcm2.bkn mknany kHayal x suda2 tp pikiran mlayang meMike bnda y x suda2..agakny bnyk wktu trlUang cuti ne, otak pn preE2 jer amek can mElangUt pnjg smpey wujudny kunun-kunun-masa-memike-memaCam-benda-pny-masa..tp sbEnany bla memikekn kEnapa pike benda tu adlh lbh susah dr pike nk pike y mna..

yerp, choices sumtimes is soOoo goOd tu b trUe, tp de chOsen which is bcOme trUe lg susAh nak d'ande sten'kn

sebok2 belek list subject kt gombak tuh, tepike lg, ish awatla ter'pick' subject ne?sedangkn time meletak code2 tuh bkn maen tunggang tebalek aci x aci letak jer..senang cite patah balek pas result spm dlu, asal g letak eCons?nape x ben ke hs ke?nk lg ganas aed ke engin ke?ha, kn da memike tuh...?

pastu melayang lg ke chapter ade sorang tu timbulkan telinga kera lompat2 atas kepala -weh, dulu hang spm dpt baper?..aiseyh, ter berenti la kira-kira carry marks y x brape nk lawa rupany smbil bnyk mulut2 laen menympuk - "eh, aku 9", "aku 6 jer", ak 8, 5, 7 n laen2..heh, sem lps 5 subjct baper A? -[ala, xyah ckp 4 subjct pon c/m x cukup kenyang]..heran jgk, spm lg bnyk tp skarang mcm susah yer.ha, pike lg, kn?kn?

bab hubungan plak, bla da trbang merata neh lg bnyk citer..asek ade je y x kena, tolonglah..mnghadapi kerenah maknusia ne kdg2 sgt memenatkn..kite kn sme2 maknusia, sme2 mkn nasik, sme2 kenyang, sme2 bckap, sme2 tanak ckp, dah tu?idup ne kan ke simple?x pyh susah2 nk simpul jd serabut serabai bagai..umi kate besala kaklong dlm brhubungan ne kite akan jumpe bnyk kelainan, bnyk citarasa, bnyk pergolakan, ye ye tawu tuh tp xyah la smpey mnyusahkn ye x?kn masing2 ad akal pikiran hape lg pike pike pike..!mdm pn ajaq hape adab al ikhtilaf kn..mcmna adab bila brhadapn dgn kelainan, masuk silibus lg tuh x hadam2 lg?smpey bile kite da maap hampun nanges salam x kebah2, takat lebur mna x hancur..?boley timbul faridah, hamidah, khasidah, jaAaalaAan daaah..!mane larat nk tahan2, suka-suki maen tudo-tudo x aci aa..smpey kdg2 ad wktu pike lg baek idup sorang2, tp ad jgk wktu memike ntuk idup ngn sume org..ha, bila da memike mcm tuh sape y nk diperslahkn..?pike pike lg

wah, skali keepin' merapu fuh..!

bile memike bab2 cmne, penat. kembali pd profesion housedaughter y tlah lama x dipopularkn dr ceburan maksima..cuti ne jg tokyah n mcm besa n x besa sume berubah dr y besa, sume org akn solat awal wktu+jemaah, mkn pun tetap waktu, bngun tido pn tetap waktu walopn time tido waktu x tepat, pendek kata sume criteria housedaughter y santai trpaksa dketepikan mengikut org y sgt bnyk asam garamny..wuUwu, omelette aku pn dikomplEn x ckup garam[yer la, tokyah kn mngandungi bnyk kndungn asam garam..eheheh].xpe3, harapny nnt cucunda-cucundaku sekalian[future okeh..!]sudi mnjaga tokneknya ini satu ketika n waktuny nanti-nanti sbgaimana ikhlas suci murni n tawadukny cucu ini mnjg tokyahny satu hari n ketikany dolu-dolu..

fuh, bapak penat mErapu..btoy jgk kata org -feEling sumtimes, is stupid as it is..-

wa ma tasquthu min warroqotin illa ya' lamuha -ape2 pn y jdk hari ne, sok, lusa, kemarin, semalm=Dia tahu!

wish every1 was loved tonite, n sumhow stop dis eNdless fiGht, jus a chance dat myb we'll find BETTER DAYS..

wHen we..

eConomy, sTatistics, bAsic thEme of Qoran, cOmputEr 2

kEynEsian, elasticity, gdp, area undEr de curve, permutatiOn, cOmbination, adab al-ikhtilaf, perished nation, man n vicegerency, knowledge, acCess, snaily smart boOkstOre..

waAh, xm da aBes..!

alhamdulillah..C=

eEh, gaye mcm da aBes bLaja?tngGal buku xpe, jgn tggl iLmu yeh..(seNyum sUci..)

alhamdulillah, lega sumeNy...

skarang blEy atur aktviti 4 de whOle mOnth of holiday..!

sambEl seBok mnGemas brg, otak pon seBok mrangka ap list aktviti spnjang cUti...rsE mcm sgt bnyak bnda nk bwat, bnyk y draNcang, bnyk pRogrm nk maSuk, n de nExt wHuteve fourth things..

"eh, tiQ da nak balik ke..?"

"ha`ah, mlam nnt ayah dtg.."

"yer, meh la salam seap2 kang x smpat ad dscussiOns ne.."

"yup3, jumpE kt gOmbak eh.."

"hehe iNsya-Allah kalo lpAs.."

"xpe tiq, ape2 pn y JADI, itu y tErBAIK..."

trdiam skjp mNdngar kata2 ruMate..yEp, ini peringatan..!

"uRm, yep rncanGn Allah, sape tawu yer..?"

sEnyum..

_dE_Eid_mUbaraK_

bila suda tba wktu trpErap d dApur..
bila suda ada sHift mMbsuh pngGan, mOp lntai, tUka lnGsir, mNyapu..
bila nsEt mMaparkn_no spaCe fo nEw meSsge_
bila umi sEbuk mMbetUlkn lnGn bju n sLuar mElayu..
bila apan kata_esok x pyah sahur ye umi..?_
tu mknany..?

de shiNe of RamadHan had end towards de xpRessiOn of Syawal in blisSful glimMeriNg gLamourOusly wit takBir+tahmid+tahliL..

prnah x rasa kita lbih mngagungkn Syawal dr Ramadhan..?
brape org wiSh slamat brPose dr slamat bEraye..?
sume y sEbuk2 bWat umah trBuka raye, umah dy trBuka x wKtu brBuka pose..?(oiyt2, husNuzhOn3..)
y pnting bla da aBeh pOse ne kite tRmasuk oRg y ruGi or mNyEsal..?
rugi sBb aMalan y sdikit atO mNyesal sBb aMalan y sdikit..?
hpE2 pn mEh kite smbUt raya dulu k..(=

2oO8_EidUlfitRi d kg kElibaNg, LanGkawi..

de siBliNgs..heHe, sUnyuM sumE..msUk bLog kakloNg neh..

adEgan ziaRah mNziaRah pn dkOnvOikn sSudah brmaAfan bRmakan n bRduEt raya..

heh, dpt bnyk woO duit raya, malu2 jgk tp ayah maya kate kalo x keje lg toksah malu..hape lg..?

lpas satu satu umah pegi walOpn lps tu akan tny_ne sape mi..?_ne pakcek mna ne mi..?_

smpeyla ke umah jiran bLakang umah tOk dlu, umah kitorang jgk dulu(dulu dok langkawi), x pst nma sbEnar tp org pngGil ceKjah..ha, y bEstnye umah dy atas laUt woO syOk tuh..

nTah dEmam raye kot gRup laki2 sume sEbuk tRun mMukat(oiyt, bru raya ke 2 owke..!)

on(d atas kn..?) cekjah's hOuse..

bErakHir suda pnGembaraAn raya..mGa2 trCapai raYa y sBenar d cC-Nya..C=

sLamaT hAri Raya sUme..!

dE rEMaiNing...

tRsiNgkapkah 10 mLm tErakHir kita..?

bRsinarkah sujUd iBadah mLaman kita..?

sgGuh2 bRlumbakah kita ntUk rEdha-Nya..?

hidUpkah baHang kEampuNan itU..?

wUd wE b bLesS 4 dE nExt 10..?

cUd wE pOsSibly dEstiNe 4 dE othEr RamadHan..?

2 wOrds

whO knOws..?

rEach

n He'll rEach baCk..

siApa aku d bUlan raMadHan..?

kmStian brtErawih antra y tristimEwany RamadHan..
wktu skOla dlu, srOnokny brEbut-rEbut saf kt blakang imam..
ust psan spe y blumba pnuhkn saf dpan, ad gnjaran istana kt syUrga..
istana tu ad 7 floOr..
every floOr ad 70 roOm..
every roOm ad 70 katil..
pastu ad plak 700 bdadari mngiringi, sape tanak ye x..?

srOnok tgk soMe studEnts y sEbuk brEbut saf dpan..
spe bdak KIGS ankat tgn.....?
ingt ust kilat tErawih kite lg x..?
hahaha..

tup3 trdgar suara mMuji kEkaguman d sEblah..
"wah, hnsEmny die pkai kOpiah larh mlm ne."
"eh, aku pny pkai kaen pelikat klaer purple, kiUuutnyeE.."

adUsh, adEq2 ku..
inikah niat sbEnar prlUmbaAn saf td..?
apa sudah rOboh istaNa y djnjiKan td..?

balEk dOrm plak..
"tiQ, td ak nmpak dia, pkai bju mlayu wrna biru.."

waah, ini suda x bole dibiarkn...
ksUcian tawArikh ini prlU dprtaHankn..!
fikirkn duhai tEman..
ziKir2 stiAp tmbUhan spnjang lgkah ke msjid..
gnJaran2 kEikhlSan spNjang mNahan lapar dahaga..
aKhirny sUma tu mMpu dGoyahkn hanYa dGn niat y tErpEsOng..

dUn 4gEt dat wiThOut yOr niat, yU're WastiNg yor tiMe..
fiKirkan..
siApa kita d bUlan RamadHan...

FraCtiOn of a sEcOnd..

"hah, bngun pn hEngko..!kemain sEngal mEngGerak..!"

hohEhOhe...pg tu sEdaw 5.20..!adush, imSak pn 5.35..
hape lg?trgOcoh goCoh la bncUh milO, tElan snafas..

pghUni stUdyroOm ne plak bgtu bsEnang-lEnang+brdEdikasi mEmulakn sEsi 'mari-kEtawakn-tiQ' episod ke-37......!

wadUh3, tgGu2 la gue siUman cket, pg bEbenOr da mnYakat..
ha, tula..!sape y smngat sgt nk mEngkhEjutkn slUruh umat dorm smalam, lnkali jgn ckp takbur yerk...

ye..sahUr pn x mnyempat-nyEmpat, pe ne tiQ..?
dhuha hEngko brlObang lObang..
tilawah hEngkO trsanGkut sanGkut..
"prostrate-n-standing-in-middle-of-de-nite" hEngko pe citE..?
stakat posE zahir, batin hEngko atas pagar, rsE cam ckUp ke..?

xpe2, smpat lg ad 3 mggu lg..
bssh sSh dlu, bsnng sng kendian(uhUk5, yEr ke..?)

thEn, pg tuh jgk, trjmpak...

"...dan janganlah kamu termasuk orang-orang yang lengah..."

(al-A'raf:205)

Ya ALLAH..!help me make due....

hApi FastiNg..C=

wElcOme RamadaHan..!

unNoticely, 11 bulan kata diucap n dilontar x smua menyejukkan..

11 bulan banyk perilaku dtingkh n dicipta x smua menyenangkan..

SaAtny istirehat dlm "perjalanan dunia"..

SaAtny memberSihkn jiwa y berjelaga..

SaAtny menikMati indahny kmurahanNya..

SaAtny mEmahami makna penyuCian diri..

SaAtny berSama kita leburkan kekhilafan..

30 days..

to 4gEt dat yu r hUman..

to 4gEt de matErial..

to 4gEt de masS..

to 4gEt de body..

n taSte de rEalm of hEavEn..

a mOnth..

to 4gEt dat u r hUman..

n to rEmembEr,

dat u r a sOul..

may wE b blEsS to meEt de Lailatul Qadar...

may wE alL b His chOicE 4 oUr prAy bComiNg trUe..

n baCk to Fitrah..

oNce aGain..

a WaLk tU rEmEmbEr..

pengembaraAn brmula stElah slEsai kEring otak dipErah kt sEminar halL ntUk papEr btQ..

pEnat brhEmpas dgn brmCm-mcm bau dlm ktm, dStinasi kame UPM seRdang...

eh, bkn fama, mAha 2oo8..

so, brMulalah lgkah kaki y bila balek rse mcm nk cabut pastu nk p klas sok smbung balek...sndrik cari pasal pny pasal..

ne lMbang kbangGaan anAk jAti qOdah..

mAri kiTa bEli bUah naGa..!
tiQ :saPa nak amEk bsnEs kt gOmbak, anKat tgn..!

mEmEy :awAt aku raSa maKcEk tudUng ijAu tu gaya nk anKat jer td..?

miRa :pErasaAn kO jer tUh..

pakcEk sEpara bOtak :hah, brapEr bErat ikAn tUna ne..?

kaktEh :kalO tEka btOy, bOle bwak balEk x..?

kaWan pakCek tErsebUt :ais kEtul kt tEpi ikan tu bOleh la kot..

tiQ :tawU la aku paliNg pEndEk, asEk knE tOlak tgah jerk..

mEmEy :elEh, tOlak blakaNg kamEra kang..

atT :yg pEntiNg aku sUnyuM..

fiZa :eh, akU nMpak gEmuk..

maKa pEngEmbarAan y pnUh erti ne tElah pun diAkhiri dgn jayaNya..

sEkian, timEkasEyh..

sUmthing..sUmtyMe..

say's mdam..
givEn a situatiOn:-
pErson B stEal pErson's A prOpErty..
pErson A(as a victim) :wUt cud b cOnsidEred bEst deEd to do..?

paStu, ada org jwb-jUst 4givE la..
bUt, mdam kata-nOw that's ZALIM...!

dat minUtes, aku trsEdar..
btOl ckp Fatimah-ukhuWah bkn ntUk dikhiaNati, idUp zEro alaSan...!

sumtYme, we jUst dOn't rEalize..
dlm meniti lidi2 prnafaSan, ada hikmah yg tErbuang..

so, dgn perasAan-yg-mcm-mcm-berani-kecut, aku tawu,
mnjGa ukhuwah bknlah mMbnarkn tgkh yg sErong,
n ada tndkan y prlu dbEreskn..
tu infiNity n bEyOnd...!

p/s:Tim-do feEls my gratitUde..

.?,/.;:''}[..,<+.,,.

da 3 hari cuti..
da 3 hari kt umah..

tp pagi ne ntah knape
umi y prepare breakfast+lunch awal pagi..
ayah plak bsuh sume kain2 n sidaikn trus..

hint biase larh tu..
owke2, kaklong study hari ne..!

p/s:xm blOm abEs yer..Xl

sUmthiNg tu vAluE..

hari ne hari ape..?

rabu..

tp cUti..sebab..?

30 julai..hari ape yer..?

eh, 27 rejab..

owh, patutla..

cuti isra' mikraj..

tapi,

maseh ada y brtanya..

"weyh, isra' mikraj tu hape..?"

nilai2 pnghargaan bulan2 n hari2 kbsaran y maken hari maken pudar..

namun jika pngetahuan n kepedulian y lebih ketara kendurny, bgaimana pula ntuk mnghargai..?

lantas menginsafi..?

lalu mencontohi..?

littLe of my day-tU-daY liFe..

mOninG in niLai sQuaRe..

bdak2 mna ne, jOg pn nk amEk gmbO yer..?

mst sape2 y bca akn ckp cmnE kn..?kn..?kn..?C;

paNas & hUjan

Pejamcelik2, da pn smpey tgh sem…
Nyampah ke dok cne..?eh, x2 mne ad..
syOk ke dok cne..?hurm, xla sgt..

skarang ne cuaca x mnEntu, sat pnas sat ujan..
paper comp2 mggu lps pn ujan lebat,
dah la amek kt mOsque hall..

lecehny nk kne bwk payung..
bju pn bsah..
rata2 rungutan, smpey ad membe kte
“panas salah, ujan salah..”haiy..

Pnah dlu tyme cuti,
Kuaq tmankn umi beli brg..
Pling leceh bla da p berdua ne, xde org laen y nk kne tutup pagar..
Msuk keta smbil rungut2, panas gile pagar tuh, tgahari buta cmtuh..!
Umi diam jer..

Selesai urusan, tyme balek tu mmg ujan lebat gile..
Msuk umah pn rungut2 lg,
Abes lencun bju ne, hujan lebat tyme tutup pagar plak..
Wktu tu, umi kate,
“kalo da Allah nk tunjuk tu, cepat je kaklong..”
Pe lg..?diam je lew..

Lafaz,..biar tnpa niat n sedar, bole jd doa y dmkbulkan..
Mksud Allah, siyapa tahu..?

lEadtrain..

Some piCturEs tEll stOriEs...

biLa aKu tErfikir...

satu weekend y mmg xdak keje, sorang kawan lend some vcd..
so, smntara xdak esainmen lg neh, x salah kn umi kn..?kn..?

antra comedy n sad story, which one wud you prefer..?

n dah tntu2 skali, sume y nk tgk tu tolak tepi cite sedih tu..
cover aje pn dah dpt tngkap tahap kesedihan y bkal dpertontonkn, +la baca snopsisny..

x pyhla kn nk semak2 otak tgk cite sedih2 ne..?
ala, tgk je la cite lwak ne, msti best..!
ha’a tiq, tgk yang ne dahla..

smua org ckp camtu..
situasi yang sgt2 natural ne..lntas membawa diri berfikir..

apa yang difikir..?
ini mentality kita..?
mcm ne je plihan kita..?

kita terdorong memilih crita yang mudah, ringan, n mnghiburkn..
menolak terus keadaan yang otak kate – rumit ne, buat ape nk sedih2..?
sedih2 ne mnyusahkan ye..?
hidup ini just ntuk ketawa..?
sangat tngginy harga air mata..?
apa hnya bhagia yang ada di dunia..?

lalu, bgaimana critany knak2 yang terlontar jeritan deritany d sana..?
remaja yang setaraf usiany melawan penindasan haq..?
nk tolak jgk crita ne..?

barangkali masih trlalu besar keangkuhan kita, masih trlalu tnggi nafsu…
ntuk tdak duduk brfikir tntang sgala karakter ksedihan kt muka bumi,
smpay adakalanya kita terlupa,
air mata itu ada..

hApdEt..hApdEt..

fiuUh..
almOst 2 weEks beEn baCk tu..NILAI..!(x blEy bLah..!)

be+ kBZan bErjuang dgn bKu n alat tUlis..
n I can't bEliEve I'm hEariNg mysElf saYinG dis..:_
.."bEinG baCk hEre, is a plEasUre..!"

ye la, dlu mcm nk nangEs gUling2 je kne pndah nilai ne..
cume mcm balek ke oStEl balek jer..
1 bilek dUploh org, 1 bilEk air, 1 bilik stUdy, 1 ape2 la..
huUhu..

tp lma2 bley adapt la..
bknny sSah sgt pn, tidO nyEnyak jgk, +2 c mEimEi(penghasUt terbeSaoO neh..) tuh..

hUrm, x blEy lma2 neh, laptop x dpt wirElesS, kEring la asEk nk msUk cC jerk..
rindUny kat aPan..kt umah, katil, n tv..
pnyakit melEkat kOtak itam kt umah-almaklUm cUti 3 bulan..

k la, lpas ne bole la sEbulan plak x hapdEt..

siMplE plEasUre to trEasUre..

tuday is dE day which I turn 19..!

when peOple comE out age at 18, me, a year ahead..

supPosed tu mean a big head..eh, a big girl now..

de thing is, dis grEat plEasure should beEn trEasurE alOng..

bUt whEn it had wEnt gOne..

de faCt is sOmehOw distUrbancE..

heh..?

anOther yEar pasSed..

again..

did de valuEs in mE imprOved..?smartEr..?bEttEr..?

mY Lord Allah,

make de End of my agE de bEst aGe,

makE my bEst deEd my laSt deEd,

n dE bEst day of miNe,

is de day whEn I meEt YOU..

ameEn..

rEuniOn acC fcUlty_kiGs..

antara y smpat dikamerakn..soryla weyh, x bley boh suma..bnyk sgt aksi2 y memEnuhi memory, not to mention which trpksa ditapis (hwahaha..)-prangai suma x brubah..ish3

2 drpd 5 sajian..uHuh, sOdap...


resit bukti rimBa raSa rEstaUrant..
hihihi..

sumany tgh bZ mEmbna jln, insya-Allah kt mna pn kita, truSkn brlari..
lUx in any of yOr fUture undErtaking..

I've beEn tagGed..

hupdEt..hUpdEt...
mNtk soRi bBnyk ftimah..x smpat nk jWb tag tu..
almaklumla, cUti2 sKola ne, kuaSa conquer cOmp kt umah ne jtUh mrudUm..hik3..

owkE-kek usRah(ne msti kes kmpunan kek tyme iftar re tu a..?=D)

• berapa lma anda sertai usrah..? -ai ting since skola mnengah la kowt, mla2 usrah bBdak ostEl, pastU smbung usrah jim till afte spm, skang matriX undE karisma la plak..tapi..uhUks..X(
• bgaimana anda bley srtai uSrah..? -tyme kiGs, mstila angGota badan2 dakwah ostEl y atUr, mtriX bg nma kt pic pj, (greatly glad my road beEn arranged smoOthly..) but then, sjak2 kt nilai ne bru trasa kpncanganNy..brula membuak-buak rsa nak mntOpkn pngisian jiwa neyh..
• y..?burke..?knapa anda mnyertai usrah..? -sincerely, mula2 mMg ayahumi y sWoh..tp lpas da join, bru realize de significant of this kind of matters..surely, when people get fond of things, they tend morE..n knapa..?sbB dy beSssSt..=)
• 3 perasaAn stelah mnyErtai usrah..? -1.hilang 'ujub, bru sdaQ dri ne bknnY tara mna pn, de moRe we got, de moRe we want..2.gratefUl, brsyUkur dtmpatkn d jln y bToy..so blesSed tu b wit thEm...3.srOnok laa, + kwn + ilmu + amal, insyaAllah + pahala..
• 5 prkara anda dpt stelah mnyertai usrah..? -1.dpt upgrade smngat sbg pElapiS dakWah..2.iman-raising..3.dpt delete sifat-"nanti2 la dulu..," sbaliknya setting niat n amali-"nak..nak,"..4.topap ilmu, n repair diri..5.being a happy teEn throuGh a nicE way instEad of..phm2 sndri laa..

but then, de moRe ikut usrah, are we trUly apPly de same morE..?

or de same usual empty soul..?betTer check bOut it..

pUnchinG dE aiR..?

eXpEctOrant diphEnhydRaminE..!
or bkn nme saintiFikny-cOugh syrUp..
or sEnanG citEr-uBat batUk lEw..

skali lg dlipUti caRbOn diOxidE batUk..!
hiEw, x pEnahny nk imUn..aSal org batUk, dy pn nk batUk jgk..

da mCm2 efFortS y dkEtenghkn(iyEr kE..?)..
umi dGn sgala kasEh keibuAn mEmbncUh air aSam(uSing dE trUly aSam jaWa) tEap2 mlam..
n dgn sgla sfat ketErharUan sEorng anak gUlping de creEpy sOurest thiCk darK broWn liQuid, pnUh kpyahan..
not cOuntin alL dE kEmbanG smanGkuk y brmanGkuk manGkuk+odOurlesS tastElesS gEtah angGur..
ayah wit dE naQibnEt adVicE-sapU viCks kt tpak kaki n thEn pkai stOkin b4 tidO(pn ikUt jgk taw..)
2 btOl ubat btUk lCin+sgala strEpsil. kWn nElayan, haCks, miNts, halLs...
n thEn lEya plak sWoh kUkus sunkiSt+madU..eRk, xdE pErubhan pn 1 mngGu stEngah ne..
potasSium cyanidE btoy..ehEhE..

weLl, bEyond alL thoSe sCary mattEr, jd oRg sakEt nE nOt bad la, 4 mE anYway..
ayah cmE sWoh mkn ubat jer-kEje umah sumE dkasi cUti..ehEm2..
umi n ngah xde, g kbm..so..?
smalam, sapu smpah, sdai bjU, lpat baju, msak nsik+lauk, kmas umah-ayah y bwat..!
waAuU..!evEn nsik gorEng pg td n gulai tghari td ayah pnya ayaQ tgn..

lGpun sakEt ne kn kE mnGhapus dosE2 kEcik..?
mknEny lamE sgt nk baEk ne, bnyaklaaaaa dosE2 kcik y blE d dOublE-standardkn akn mnJd dosE bsaW..uhUks3..

thEn, walOmacamanEpon..
kenEla reDha nGn sgla prncngn prjlanAn y tiada dkEtahUi rhsiany..
mSt adE trsElit hkmah2 y lnsUng x seda..
stakat batUk jer, nk kEcoh, ape ne tiQ..?
sedAre2 ngkO slUruh dunia lG hEbat dEritany, iNsaf3...

C=...

nothin mUch intEreStin..uNlesS usrah laz nitE was cOunt..

usRah 1st smpEna cUti..haha(da nk abEh cUti, brU tinGat nk bwAt uSrah..)

nYwaY, makcEklela a.k.a nQibah usRah tRdhUlu ajaK bWat, ktany ada anak angkt kt umah, bdk kariSma tmpng umah ntuk Prktikal dkt2 utara ne...

ingtkn sapE, rupE2ny kak aS(UM)..

kak mUs plak trketEmu sama kwn skOla aBim duLu-kak umMu..haha

pusing2 kOtnu kOtne, oRg y smE jgk, balEk tang tU gak..

afifah sayuti, afiFah sallEh, n dR. Rohani pn jOin gak, krE mEriah a..

daKwah n taRbiah menYatu n mEneMukn kmE sEmula..

uKhuWah itU indah bla brtEmu n bRpsah krn ALLAH...

SumaiYah n Ehsan-misS bOth of yU, cpatla balEk mlYsia yE, ipah pn da nk fly, tgGl ana soRng..

cEkgU's dAy

KAU bukakn cakerawala
curahkan tulus ilmu
mMbmbing lgkahku
mggapai tggi bntngku
tiada prnh brhenti
dgn sabar cuba buat ku mngerti
tiada hrga y mMpu mMpu mMbls jasamu
terima ksih GURU
KAU abdikn drimu ntuk semua
mNerangi glapny dunia
ikhlas hatimu bcara
KAU lkukn demi cinta
y kn mMbwamu ke syurga
oh GURUku
d hatiku, doaku ntuk mu selalu..
-kini aku krnamu

sK. tunku abd rhmn pUtra, k/n_tiche norliza, ckgu azizah, ustzh salmh, ckgu baha, ckgu tjudin, tiche razna, ustzh che kalsom, ckgu nazriyah, ckgu2 tusyen perdana ABC..
kigS_ckgu zeti, ckgu rahizah, ckgu hasniah, ckgu meriam, ckgu azneyati, ckgu syahril, ckgu che sham, ckgu aza, ckgu ridzuan, ckgu isniyati, tiche salmah, tiche minazura, ustzh hawa, ustzh nadiah, allahyarhamah ustzh maznah, ustzh aizat, ust lah, ust naser, ust hadzir,..er, bnyk lg y x ingt nma da....
cenfOs iiUm_mdm noredah, mdm norakma, mdm hayati, mdm zuraya, mdm hasni, ust hasnizam, ust azam, ust azhar, sir razak, mdm wan narmi, mdm sari nurdamayanti, mdm suraya..
n ntuk sume ckgu2, pendidik n tukang ngajaq scra lngsung or x lngsung...

i sincerely pray 4 all of you in contemplating wonderful iman, long umur, cheap rezeki, sehat olwEz, thanX 4 all de deEd all of yoU had done, n surely to xprEss my greatly gratitude of dis spiritual n physical nourishment-which de almighty Allah had, has, n i believe never stop provide..

All praises and thanks be to Allah, Lord of everything that exists.The most Gracious, the Most Merciful.Master of the Day of Judgment You (alone) we worship, and You (alone) we ask for help.Guide us to the Straight Way The Way of of those on whom You have bestowed Your Grace, not (the way) of those who earned Your Anger, nor those who went astray. Ameen

dE wheEls of lifE

funNy how it occur when we never realize..?

hOme-kejE..?

kejE spanjang cUti, xcEpt kejE2 y dnaMakan keje rumah, scra x rsminy jgk join my hand upOn kEjE2 ayahumi y x smpat diabEskn kt Opis..umi-besala, taip2 soklan ntuk xm skola, kdg2 tlg tnda paper(poyo la sat..), pastu tlg sdiakn jwapan ntuk soklan2 y da dsdiakn(ble lg nk tnjuk tere, ye x..?)eh, smalam umi da bg dwit upah jga bdak2 peksa 2 mnggu, hehe besnye dpt pitis..ayah plak, tlg key in data record hospital..hu, brula gue ngerti btapa boringny mnaip mklumat org msuk borang, dr num ic lma n bru, nama, address, agama, bangsa, status dri, status pnyakit, bla bla blaa...wktu ne la sgt2 mnghargai nma2 spt che jah, din or ali, n rse nk hempuk2 je nme puteri siti sharifah nadia zafirah bt ahmad zulkarnain hazrin ismail blabla..pnyele bjela meleret-leret nme, x pike ke nsib aku y kne tlg taip ne..?
tp, bab y best tu, smpay da bley hafal diagnosis pnykit, cntohny kalo kod o80.1 tu ntuk gynae ke, p59.9 ntuk paedytrics ke n many more..disease plak dr sesimple spider byte smpayla kpd kanser dlaman n hypertnsive, huhu..
but, de hard part is when it comes to discharge way..kalo y biase cam balek ke rumah ke, risiko sndri ke, kes polis ke, okeyla jgk, tp bla ade y discharge by MATI..gulp, trkesan n terkesima jua hadir..kdg2 baby bru 7 weEks pn da smpay wktu, inikn plak wrga lnjUt usia y kdg2 dftar kmarin, re ne da noktah..soalny, kite..?
hurm, ape2 pn, tunight, de job will still go on, key in that kind of data...again..

muEt..?

5 mEi_arrived nilai, thanX to maklang(demam2 pn sangGup antO..)
chEck in, 2nd persOn to rgSter..hihi..sbG org melayu, mst serOnok ntuK berkata-padan muka, gatal sgt nk dtg awai-haha, just de only 2 persOn in Blok E..
y laen2 sokny smpay..(fuih..)
7 mEi_spEaking went wEll(really..?), got anOther atiqah(bEn)+2 atirah(law)...
hek, de grOup beEn nicE, be+ pkenalan, hbungan, hopefully bpnjngan-indhny ukhuwah..
8 mEi_jOin iftar karisma, lme kt umah tnpa sbrang projek, bEst sgat..
+ knalan lg, Subhanallah..
10 mEi_wriTing, listEning n rEading-wawawa sit at MPN, sejuk banget...
lps tu, da xde aktviti...stay dlm bilik, g mkn, tgk tv, tido, bc mgzine daten pny..hUuuu
then, kak aya ajak g klcC ntuk cramah ust. Hasrizal bertOpik"aku terima nikahnya"-but, de very bad part is X JADI-which is very very very damn sad...=(
so, brtolak ke seremban ngn tira dat eVening...
shoke us-tyme nk lntas jln ke trminal 1, hmpir2 kmalangan brlaku dpan mata..!
there`s indian woman wit her daughter, i swear de light is red 4 vehicles, still a BUS run high speEd in front of us...
luckily, dat woman smpat tarik anak dy, tp sudahny dy y jatuh..
ktorang pn bgegas, "okay, madam..?"
c anakny x sudah2 "sory ma.." sbB c ibu bderai air mata..
then, suami dy da dtg n sure evrything under cntrl, ktorang pn jlan..
btapa tegar c ibu tarik anakny, x kesah tntg sndri..
gedabakny bus tu, besaw lg nilai nyawa anak tu pd seorang ibu..
Just suit, its MOTHER`S day tuday..!

right then, fleE to homEtOwn~

dE aMpanG pRincEsS

viEw prom roOm 534/535 ampang pUtri...huhU=]
eh, mcm suke plak..stay 4 tokyah n maktOk, alhmdulillah, opertion did well...
tp, still x bley gerak bnyk, almaklumla tulang blakang..
shari lps tu, tokyah da bley solat(duduk) + maktOk bley kuar..
alhmdulillah, skali lg dmudahkan kerja..!
roOm tu plak, waU, ni la kmajuan perUbatan..sglany ada..
bak kata apan;"waA, mcm hotel kn hspitl ne.."
dgn toilet n blik mndi, de foOds, de nurse, doCs, de serVis, bla bla..


wElL, de trUth-x sume org mampu rsa sume ne, y x mampu sdg amat memerlukn, msuk hsptl krajaan y nurseny just be nice when de relative is somehow kakitgan-so, say a syukur...

mohd sirhan hadi b addy hisyam...=)

cUti2..

1 Mei_08.o0am_bertolak,.tolng menyibOk..eh, silap..tolng memeriahkn rihlah pra mualimun smaz/sraz ke penang...follow bUs ngn van..fuh..!

hurm, smpt plak shot anual gathering bburung ne ha..nyway smpay penang dlm pkul 12.o0pm....trus ke pEnang Hill(tp, ptah balek sbb ramaAaai sgt org, tpksa boOk dlu..) so, kona la ke kebun bunga or nma saintfikny Botanical gaRden...untk mrakam aksi2 bnatang kgmaran Darwin(huHuuuU..)

x lupa gmbar sndri..huhu;]..n then, jln2 amek angen+tgk pkok2(mcmla x penah pegi..) ptah la balek ke pEnang hill, sbb dpt pkul 1 pny.._smpay, nak naek tanak..?naek tanak..?mcmla x penah naek, xde pe y best pn dlu..tp, last2 naekla jgk...ayah x, uruskn psal mknan...ust syahir tny,"x rindu kt ayah ke..?"..adoiy..!ktorang gelak je la, adeke plak..?pastu dy kater,"isy, bdak2 zman skarang.."ouch..hihi

donE, msukKan lwatan ke msjid ngeri(sbenarny nk g mkan kt c2..) fuh, msjid dy...agkny ne la untung duk country kaya even mnteri kafir..ruang utama solat tu air-cond lg, mcm ne la khusyuk solat ye x..?hehe..cewek matrek!

pastu, trus ke edu-care cntre sbg tmpt pnginapan..waU, hebat jgk tadika ne, mkn pn sOdap...mlm, progrm tzkirah bsm dR. danial zainal aBidin-xcitEd, x penah brdpan just bc buku n through tv jek b4-memperkasakan dakwah.!+ cket psl isu smsa(11 sEpt, israel n fitna..) dy ckap, kite mmg x bley hlang pe org bwat, pe org kater, just pcya tu suma keja Allah...then, bktiny dr sgla mcm prstwa n adegan, be+ rmai org kafir peluk Islam, ajaib kn..?

n then, sokny ktorang brtolak ke dsun pak syarif...ntuk barbeque..yea, makan..!smntara pra mualim mmbakar ayam, ktorang maen game, y dikelolakn by.....KAME..!(me, ipah, afifah..) hahaha...lwk btoy, de jgk sumbngan penyibOk ne..C= pastu, bsmillah makaaAn..

by waiting org abeh solat jumaat, makcek nora pndnobatkn ntuk mmberi tzkirah slpas zOhOr..

b4 dat, dy tny la ktorang(puak2 teEnagrs kt c2) ;

"kalo kite slah kt org, pe kite bwat.?"

"mstila mntak maaf.."-atiyah.logik.

"tp, mcmna kalo slah kite tu automatik slah jgk kt Allah..?"+ lg soalan.

hurm,.."contoh..?"ye la, nk tawu jgk kn, bkn ke kalo kite da slah tu, mmg dpt dosa, so slah la kt Allah..?

"contohny, kalo kite sukakn seseorng tu, kite slalu tringatkn dy, n kdg2 lupakn Allah..?"

fine, got it..teEnage matter, i guess..

"tp, kalo kite xde pn sukakn seseorng tu, btol ke kite ne slalu tringatkn Allah..?"trpacul soklan tu, x sengaja..xde la, tp i`ve read once, in some book-jgn slahkn perasaan kite pd org laen, kalo da smemangny prasaan kite x tntu suciny ntuk Allah-which does make sense..!

bukakla plak psanan yuSuf Qardhawy-mnusia itu x slamany khusyuk, tp jgn dbiarkn perasaan itu brlarutan hngga mmbuahkn sesuatu y tdk perlu dlm urusan keagamaan...

rihlah end there, lps mnyeberangi teluk dgn feri..huhu

...(-_-)..

"tokyah da kt icu Hosp Ampng Putri.."says umi+leaking of tearssS..

tyme tu ktorang sume nga ready kt ruang tgah, atas sjadah msing2-tggu ayah-ntuk slat mghrib..
sume senyap..dunno how to pull out a comfort hand or word..

apan pn bsik-
"kaklong, umi mara kt apan ke..?"
"xlah, umi cedih aje.."
"tp, cemalam apan tcucuk mata umi pn ade air jgk kt mate umi.."
"x, umi sedih sbb tokyah msuk spital.."
"oOo, tokyah y tido kt cini hari tu ke..?" senyum je la...

mmg b4 g kl tu, tokyah tido cne dlu,..
ade ngadu x sehat, so kitorang ajak dok cne(ye la, aku cuti+tiyah pon)..
n mmg pon nmpk x sehat, jln bongkok2..nape eh..?
tokyah kater tulang blakang saket, asek kna baring jer..

ha, br+la tugas sbg house-daughter x diiktiraf ne atas batu jemala patik..
bknny ssah, mmg spe lg la kn y kna urus sume ne mmndangkn mmg tdak keje pn(chewWah)...
cme ble ade org veteren ne, cuak jgk kn..
bdak2 kt umah ne ayam msk kicap pn laju je, mne sme ngn gulai ikan kering ntuk tokyah..?
hahaha..C=
but it`s owke, evrything unde cuntrol...

pulak tu lps ayah bwk g spital, doc says xde pe2 plak cma kesan ubat..
haih..xkn kesan ubat smpai sket tulang blakang..?smpey ke punggung pn sengal2..?
dah tu, lps makngah take over ke ampang putri plak, brula trbongkar..!
bkn takat slipdisc, tp tulang tu da bengkok smpey btoy2 hmpir sarf tunjang..
n de only solution is operation..!

hurm, skang cmne la...
lps operation, makngah just in4m ade kt icu..
umi da asek nanges je 2, 3 re ne..
agknye dworang da fhm adeq y sorang ne mmg lmbut sgt2, sbb tu x gtaw lbeh2..

so, ttba je 1 noon tu, umi kater-
"jom kiter g kl long..?x pueh ati, nk tgk sndri, umi taw dworang sume tkut umi rsaw.."
hurm, btoy jgk kn..?
as i long to go there all de same(4 my mu3t), y not heh..?
so, tpksa kensel jnji ngn bbrape tman2, gtg a lil bit early..
"eh, chup2..rehlah penang tu cmne plak..?"
rehlah skola umi(penang), cdngny ktorang sume 1 fmily nk ikut...
mcm best je, org laen nek bus, kiter rmei2 ikut blakng ngn van sndrik..
smbey tido, smbey mimpi, ye..?

well, umi kater rehlah tu mngkin pegi jgk, sbb umi slh sorng pngurusny..
balek tu, trus kite nek bus g kl..owke..?

hurm...xI

p/s-sum du'a 4 tokyah, 4 we still need him around, 4 at least sum lil bit period..

weEkeNds dishEs..

home+made+chicken+chop..!

awWw..delicOus+marvelLous..!

nmpak sEdap..?

mMg sEdap...

sjE2 nak mEncapap srba ckEt..

plUs, it's my madE...C=

KBM 080411 G-03_(smai)

"Sesungguhnya mereka itu fityah(belia2) yang beriman kepada Tuhan mereka, lalu Kami(Allah) tambahkan kepada mereka petunjuk..."

al-Kahfi 18:13

terlahir rasa ingin brfikir...tentang smua nikmat2 n anugerah laksana galaksi jatuh ke riba...
yup, trima smuanya, ambil mna2 y teringin, capai apa2 y melintas, lntas kdg2 terlupa n trlepas pndang..
siapa y memberi...
lalu, dmana trima ksih n pnghargaan..?

hadiah..
kdg2 kotakny besar..bla bkak ada plak kotak kecil..lg n lg..
kdg2 plak isiny kecik jer, tp bekeping-keping pmbalut(tktik2 zmn skola dlu..)
kdg2 plak ada lg mlekat tnda hrga pling lekeh pn rm1.9 kt hadiah tu..=)
tp, besSst..!msih brnama hadiah tnda peringatan kn..?
kecik ke, murah ke, still brharga sgt2..

1 hari, dpt lg 1 kotak hadiah...
inside, 1 'reminder' tntg smua hadiah2 y slama ini trus-trusan dtrima...
ayah+umi+adeqs+family+relatives+friends
ukhuwah sesma mnusia, kaseh syg silaturrahim keluarga, tanggungjwb, kwjipan, n haq2 seorng hamba...
knowingmeknowingyou+inteam+menitianginmalam+hijrah....

hadiah y simple...
xde pn pmbalut putih bercorak kuntum2 merah,
de teddies y dlingkungi reben2 comel,
or grafik2 wishes 4 u...

n hati itu,
y konon-kononnya milik aku sndri...
kalah, gagal dikawal pd emosi y dsentuh...
it's true..
the most beautiful thing in the world..
sometimes cannot b seen, cannot be touched..
but can only b felt in the heart...