rEceNt~

as i come dis 4 weeks of dis new sem, all im up wit~rupe2nye tader la best mane pn da msuk department ne ha.lg nk nanges ad laaa.ahaha.sapetah dulu ckp bile da msuk dept sgt rileks.tipu.tipuuu.apehal pn besyukur dpt dept y d apply, though syakwasangka still there.uhuhu muga trus thabat n survive.ameeen+++

spesel 4 all classmet dgn ucapan~sayangi lecturer n subjek anda v(^^,)V

YeSteRday n hEre

Akmal:kenduri korban tuk cik jih td apan mkn nasik kuah sup ngan lauk kentang je

Aku:laaa awat?

Akmal:haha tah dy kata kesian tgk lembu kena semelih

Aku:haha

Aku:kenape apan xmaw mkn daging kt kenduri td?abg keman kate apan kesian tgk lembu?

Apan:eh x lah manede

Aku:pastu?

Apan:apan x lalu je

Aku:x lalu?bukan sbb kesian?betol?

Apan:betol

Aku:awat apan x lalu?

Apan:kt tepi tempat kami nk makan tu ad daging bnyk2 lepas tu apan x bole la nk lalu kt situ.ha jd apan pn x lalu la

Aku:oww kt situ ad bnyk daging y x mask lg ke?

Apan:eh x lah kt situ y da mask da sume

Aku:laaa habeh tu awat y x lalunya?

Apan:eish kaklong ne xkn x phm2 lg?apan kn x bole lalu kt situ.pastu apan pn x lalu la nk mkn daging2 tu

Aku:laa tp awat kaklong x phm jgk

Akmal:[gelak n trus ketawa pula]

Ummi:kaklong kate apan x mkn daging sbb kesian tgk lembu?betol?

Apan:eh x x apan cume x lalu je

Ummi:yeke?apan dgr sini lembu y kene semelih tu da ad kt syurga.jd apan x boleh la kesian kt dy.lembu tu mkanan kita.spatutnya kite kene mkn dgn syukur sbb ad org da bg dy jd korban.paham okeh?

Apan:ow yeke okeh2 phm dah

Ummi:dulu umi masak apan mkn sedap je skarang x lalu sbb kesian.x bole taw.x baek.lps ne mkn ye?

Apan:oh okeh2

Apan:kaklong tlg buh kuah.tp nk lauk ikan goreng tu

Aku:daging?

Apan:[sengih je]

Aku:apan x suke kaklong msk eh?

Apan:eh suke2

Aku:apan x suke mkn daging eh?

Apan:eh suke2 jgk

Aku:habeh tu?

Apan:apan cume x lalu mkn daging lembu je

Afif:ek eleh abeh tu selama ni kite ni mkn daging rusa la ye?

Apan:eh?y dulu2 umi masak tu daging lembu jgk ke?

[gelak…]

its late [haha] but Eid~Mubarak ntuk sumeee

p/s=still loving daging.even after The Midnight Meat Train~[sape tgk muvi ne ankat tgn.!!]

frEe n nOt fOund

dia:"our tommorows are not a repetition of the present just as the present itself was not a replay of yesterday"
aku:is dis de cue where i sppose tu say~uuu wut a beautiful encouragement.!
dia:yeah!dats de spirit!
aku:how bout tumorrow not a repetition cos it tends to b more depressin day than de present?[sok paper fie then marketing then fiqh!]
dia:dats de point!no repetition!ahahaha

...............................................................

aku:life is like a piano, the white keys represent happiness n black show sadness, but as you go through life's journey, remember that the black keys make music too..
kamu:pliss dont stop the music
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mereka:Ya Allah sekiranya kegagalanku membawa fitnah pd Islam&perjuangan maka Kau cemerlangkanlah aku dlm setiap perkara, dan sekiranya kejayaanku mbuatku jauh dr Islam&perjuangan maka Kau lebih berhak menentukn segalanya untukku
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just as it was it end.then this sem end.titik.barely enjoying much da nak final.penat2 perah otak mghadam facts n formulas then end oso.thats de law i guess~life's law.it end easily.unexpectedly.unbearably.sementara.senang tu kejap je.wats more of susah?pun sat ja.sbb tu we need tawazun.bila senang x bngga sgt bila susah x sedih sgt.ahahaha.things easier said than practice.once again kita perlu examples.bak kata Prof Aslam~wat makes human's human?becos we forget~

history of fuqara` taught us~setiap hasil dunia itu dinilai pd tujuan.means wat intention things hold to achieve.thats y every single success we seize by the intend of benefit diri n umat Islam, ad keberkatan kt situ.however bila kejayaan itu not intending relation ngn akhirat n niat ikhlas,then itu sementara.in other words~kejayaan y menipu.
someone once told me~bila gagal/kalah kene telusuri sebab2.dats how we put it positive when de failure doesnt lead us to mundurny cenderung kita pd ukhrawi.sbb kegagalan itu bukan hakiki.sementara.absolute failure is when it fail de ukhrawi.

so do not let us b hold by de present, give it hardship or easeness.since if we accord to consequencess, only then will we b free of de present n lead to future.

segala y di dunia ini tdak pernah kurang dr ap y diangankn manusia, maka beruntunglah mereka y sentiasa meletakkn sgala y diperolehny demi akhirat y luas n kekal.

Eid-MubaRak~

never thought it's late

Happy Eid-Mubarak to all the winners
which proudly upholding the messages that living
together we strive till the end

may past Ramadhan launch a new beginning
towards greater goods

lesS is mOre..

genap 6 mnggu 4 hari dan 10 jam blOg ne telah menyampahkan bnyk pihak malah ak sendri turut terganggu ketenteraman dgn "bila nk hapdet blog?" hehehe jgan marah2 bulan pose neh
so skang da x agak bz sume da setel [erk?sbenany curi peluang time discussion ungs pny esaimen neh.haha.sori grupmate] misti kene hapdet. hidup sgt tekontang terumbing tergolek n terlompat sjak akhir2 ne which leads to esaimen n study y sgt2 noktah last ditambah dgn real bad cough plus sore throat y melarat larat smpey 2 mnggu n then presentation need to write down on paper sbb tabley becakap.heh.bru terase seksa nikmat beckp kene tarik.i can't live witout talkin'!.naseb bek idop lg.haha.okeh shut dis crap.there's much more important part on dis segment of post.

mari bicara kisah kdatangan tetamu y dinanti-nanti-honourable-precious-tiada gantinya.
tetamu y hadirnya setaon sekali
tetamu y permulaanny rahmat
pertengahanny keampunan
pengakhiranny pembebasan dr api neraka
tetamu y datangny disambut meriah
n perginy ditangisi para sahabat
tetamu y munculny membelenggu para penggoda durjana
dimana langit terlebar seluasny
mengangkat doa dan harapan
bg mereka y mencari
ampun redha dan permintaan


n let not be our thought be lost tracks of them
never for a minutes
whose might never fail to think of us
in order of the remembrance n pray n love
in every-minutes of day-life

sadness--------anger too n undoubtedly against me myself
who chose to b ruled by her ugliest darkest weaknesses
who let her goodness inside sleep soundlessly
inside a little circle around her *sheesh*
n de weaknesses that rule were born with those big holes on top of it
where anyone cud put any hideous stupidest lousiest junkest
n there's nothing i do to make it stop
n then this happens

eventhough ak tawu sabar n keberanian itu bukan pilihan
tp kdg2 ak memestikan ntuk mengelak
ak jgk tawu
my weakness doesn't merely harm my homeland
but it surely tarnished de image of de peaceful way of life
that Allah blessed us with

LESS is MORE~
Ramadhan y sekejap itu
as there's more than wut meet de eyes
let's make it more
wut we can get...

un-tajUk

yesterday, i've learned 3 more words of "bahasa kedah" from tok ayah.hahaha.umi gelak x sangga2 seraya berkata~"heh nama ja org kedah tp x blajaq bhsa perabih!"tegas beliau sambil meneruskan gelaknya.ye begitulah.da mmg beranak kt kedah xkn nk ngaku anak jati manchester plak kn.tihtihtih.so, here goes:-

sengkak~
maksudny:cekang perut o dlm kata laen kenyang y melampau
contoh penggunaan:"tokyah dah kenyang?"tanyaku.jwb tokyah,"bukan takat kenyang aih, da sengkak dah pon.."

majai~
maksudny:suda menambah nasik hingga at least 3 pinggan makanya suda sgt kenyang tp masih meneruskn suapan scra main-main ntuk menghabiskn nasik ke-4 pinggan seterusnya.
contoh penggunaan:"hang nk nasik lg ka?"tanya maktok n jwb tokyah,"toksah boh dah kt dia, dok majai ja tuh!"

sergum~
maksudny:serabai o serabut
contoh penggunaan:"kaklong, p bg sikat sat kt dia, tgk rambut tu sergum semacam"[identiti jurucakap n character dialog ini adalah dirahsiakn]

renung-renungkan n selamat beramal.bahasa kedah bahasa kebanggaan.

p/s:buat beela n kakya~hangpa jgn dok p ceghita kt sapa2 noh..!!

taG lg..

What you're supposed to do... and please do not spoil the fun.[what fun?]
Create a new note, copy and paste this message, delete my answers and type in yours.
Then tag 21 good friends and family INCLUDING the person who tagged you.[hokh?]
The theory is that you will learn one new thing about each of your friends.

THREE NAMES I GO BY
1. kaklong
2. atiq
3. ticq

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1. housedaughter y berkarisma
2. cikgu ganti sraz
3. peniaga handalan y berjaya
har har har

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
1. langkawi
2. sg petani
3. kola nerang
eh nak 3 ja eh?

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
1. as-salam usa
2. kids say the darndest things
3. grey's anatomy

THREE PLACES HAVE BEEN (with frens)
1. dorm
2. class

3. cafe
[aci kn?]

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. palestine
2. new zealand
3. sume tempat y x penah pegi
[kalo la bnyk dwit~*daydreamin sambey separa nganga*]

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
1. kopok lekO
2. bakso
3. nasik dan lauk

THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO
1. tutup laptop
2. bismillah
3. pastu tido
*double winks*

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
1. never
2. have

3. any

THREE FRIENDS WHO WILL probably REPLY
1. ain't
2. goin
3. to

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS
1. dawud wharnsby ali
2. sami yusuf
3. 3rd eye blind
*senyum suci*

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH
1. volleyball
2. badminton
3. pingpong
sports to watch.diulangi....watch!!

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. ayaq masak
2. coffee
3. asam boy+lime

mak aiyh..!!21 people..?
like i said, ain't goin to make them reply=not goin to tag enibadi.
so long [^^,]V

Bad dEbts=UtaNg jaHat

bosan betol asal hapdet je sbb kene tag asal kene tag mesti kene hapdet.tape x pasni kalo kene tag pn takmo hapdet lg dah?hekhek2 walopun sbenany tdak kutahu kriteria2 y memperolehkan pendapatan anugerah2 ini sbb y pasti sape2 pn cume akan trus tag org lain n org y ditag jg akan trus mentag org laen hinggala tiba tag kpd org y xkn mentag org laen strusny menitikkn akhir tag tsbut [x laen x bukan aku lah org trsebut].

kakya anak kpd maklang n paklang kakak kpd kakti y bg.pkai name najlaa fatin.maktab perguruan pempuan melayu melaka[betoi dak?] duduk kt kajang dulu slalu la p dok menyenggeh kt sana weekends kn kakya kn?ngabehkn boraih ore dok kato

tim o timster o pandster o name manusiatifiknye fatimah y bg.tah hape hok hamazingnye hon haku hak haw lah walocemanapn tngkiyu n mekasih diucapkn ntuk award y amazing tuh.ana taw nt rindu ayaq teh ana kn?sem depan same2 la kita rockin' de usrah roll hak3 [seswai ke ayat ne?]


bila?dan dimana?haha beela ke nobby ke shark ke o hape2 ke name ataih ic nye nabeela shakina anak makteh n pakteh kakak kpd check ah razin n ajiq.teman seperut n sebuku lali [sbb tu ak dpt award friendship ne kot] amboih kazenss ak ne suma menjak2 ada blog ne pakat dok hayun tag kt ak ja noh eiyh menchik mencik tasuke tasuke la yu..!!

y 5 facts+5 hobbies tu da mcm bnyk kali sesangat da taip sampey x larat menjentik mouse da so x pyhla kot.know me just s yu see me.kdg komain bnyk idea nk menaip merapu meraban kdg ilang satu2 camtu jek kdg taip separuh jalan takdan nk brek dy benti mngejut sudahny jd la draft kdg kepala penuh dgn mcm2 bende but ironicly senirik tataw pebenda la y dok penuh tu lantas tanpa kezaliman y meraja dgn kemurah-hatian y sekata ak tdak akan mengepas tag ini kpd sesape maka betrima kasehla anda.sekian.

unr3st of sPirit=cHapt 3

afwan : apan ade idea cara2 nk boikot brg israel
afif : yela mcamana tu..?
afwan : contohnye kan mainan bakugan ni, kalo kene boikot, kite beli pastu kite buang la
afif : laa habih duit kite beli tu rugi la
afwan : ow ye ke..?kalo camtu kite beli pastu kite pijak2 ngan rosakkan dulu, pastu baru kite buang
afif : [dgn muka penuh kebosanan] eiy, beli tu pun guna duit jgkla..!
afwan : alaa kite beli yg murah je dah la
afif : [dgn kebosanan yg bertambah] yg murah tu pun pakai duit jgkla..!

aku : apan, mainan bakugan tu kene boikot ke?
afwan : xlah tp yg dkat 7eleven tu x bole la
aku : aish.!awat pulak kt 7e pny x bole..?
afwan : kaklong ne, kn kite boikot 7eleven tu

ah, hokeh3 salah senirik tareti-reti nk tobat adeh kn da terkena..
short say, i am soO proud of being proud tu all my sis n brO, kamu sume lah sumber alam y slalu menegur seorang kaklong y bak senget2 terlantun ne ha..
bersama kita terus n gandakn renda perjuangan yg tiada simpul akhirnya ini..!!

lastly tengkyu n mekaseh kpd pencalonan lama apan n apif dlm mem-ber-hapdet-kn blog ini.sekian.

toWards maNagE-ing

do not mind me, when I take dis tone..
do you know what it’s like, to be betrayed..?

a) feeling boiled over as if yu want to tear or rip those people apart [myb kinda affected by vampire sequel which I watched lately..ugh]

b) simply want to put them into my mother’s specialty lesung batu, tenyeh2 them whole- heartedly, seasoning or myb some belacan into, tenyeh2 again, a mouthful salt of fail-management-anger, punch it together then serve all de kucings at econ’s department café..[believe me, they’ll eat anything]

c) try hard to keep your chin up, mimic a laugh when yu stands in crowd, xcept there’s a stinging at de back of your eyes, can’t help it tu cry a sea, covering mountains, all behind people, undoubtedly alone.

d) Or myb just lalalalala~nothing happened..i live yu live we know people we got betrayed we live again haha

Ring any bell? does any of those sounds like yu..?
Ow yeah myb I’m just making a fuss but seriously, doesn’t these people realize how deep yu place de trust in?

But myb dis could all go for a reasons
Myb ‘they’ just happen to b de puller string, n end up s a TEST!
Somehow they always did eh..?
So when life’s a mess, just focus to realize it cud b a test!

I hate it, to keep regretting why it didn’t occur to me earlier..
It wouldn’t b dis vain…

We were just souls with one target
This was a course that we both charted
But how did we end broken heart

Can faith pull us through
Don’t know what I should do

Now comes the time, time to mend fences
To remove the mask and stop pretending
Because now the whisper’s winning
And how could this be our ending

Please please please hold the line now,
Just long enough so we can find out
Find out how we work things out

~Hold the Line~

wHat's wOrth it?

--->Pengumuman!~HOREY6 =D suda selamat sampay ke kg halamanku
dgn ucapan slamat mghadapi xm n klas bwat sesape y blom pulang hak3[evil laugh]<---

d antara sms balasan y diterima----:

>ok.find.thanx<
>cheyt!x bley blah!<
>takpe tiq harini hari ekau..<
>ade aku heran ke?<
>x kenal x kenal x kenal<

ha7 my apologies tu all de sahabat handai tolan n kawan
sumtimes i have tu show my-belagak-ness tu b laughed of
bukan slalu nk pree2 balek kg smpey 5 hari

okeh iklan done!
here's story for dis week [or month..?ha3]

+++++

it's hard not to godeh-godeh de mountains of umi's teacher's day presents haha especially at dis crucially times teacher's celebration month.here's one malaysiangreetings displaying :-

"jasamu ku tak akan lupa untuk selama-lamanya

kerana memberiku makanan sewaktu ku tidak bawa duit sekolah"

daripada : mohd sekian sekian....

hurm x tggu lama ntuk terkekek-kekek gelakkan ucapan ne haha4 ummi mmg slalu je dpt kad n surat drpd anak murid x kira samada y da tuka skola o da abes skola o y masih belaja dlm klasny kt skola. it reminds me once being a replacement teachers at her school~sometimes godeh2 bilik umi ade je nk jumpe surat mntak maap sbb x msuk klas or x seap keje umah, surat ucapan timekaseh, surat betanye kaba, gule2 hadiah, ketas biase2 tulih saye sayang mualimah even just dropping by to say 'hai' and etc.

"kenape kaklong gelak?"

"haha mestila sbab kelakar ucapan hari guru tu hehe"

after 4 minutes or two, it gets tu my sense, myb it really don't sound funny seeing me gelak sorang2 n with great difficulties n managing to refrain,.

"eh?x lawak ke?siyes?"

"baca kad tu bole bwat umi nangis taw.."umi menjawab

selepas mengulangi insiden membaca kad tersebut sekali lagi n berusaha memastikan tiada lansong2 ayat y menyentuh jiwa raga mahupun sensitiviti sedih seseorang, once again displaying a tanda soalan pny muka

"haritu mak dy call telupa bg duit belanja makan kt budak tu tp mmg da lewat sgt2 da.umi mmg x perasan langsung budak tu y mana alih2 bila jumpa bru tingat rupanya baru mnggu lepas g majlis kebumi arwah ayah dy...."

orang melayu suka berkata padan muka but dis time i'm saying dat tu myself

"agaknye haritu mesti dy lapar sgt2 ape umi beli sume dy mkan habis.umi x mengajar klas dy pun tu sebab heran dpt kad guru dr dy, bile baca je jd sebak..."

well what can i say?i'm laughing de sincerity of dat kids, shame on me!!maybe i'm lacking dis kind of appreciation but i wonder how deep i appreciate those who always give anything even dat tiny little thing was de only thing...

bak kata Tuan Sabariah~jgn sesekali memperlekehkn benda remeh y ada pd seseorang bcos dat cud b de only thing they have yet de most precious thing from His side.today, i've learned dat sometimes things hurt, n it might b okay to cry n sometimes things is funny but learn dat it might b hurt to laugh..

uNrEst of sPirit...=3?

I dreamt we sat in the kitchen

like we used to drinking tea

the apparition vanished, as in life’s reality

“We will meet again,” is what I’m sure I felt her say

on the day when veils and secrets of the heart will be torn away

for all the wisdom and tea you gave to me

let me offer something now so warm and comforting and sweet

can you hear me whisper to you as you sleep

“La Ilaha Ill Allah.”

did you always understand, as I let go of your hand

For all the wisdom and tea you gave to me

Let me turn to something now so warm and meaningful and sweet

Allah give us peace in our final sleep

“La Ilaha Ill Allah.”

Give us patience to understand

“Ya Ghafoor , Ya Rahman.”

What is finally in the heart

what is the final choice?

Allah knows, and all that we can claim,

are just memories and our voice.

~wisdom n tea~dawud ali~

currently hit de ears from my mp3

just going to scratch some itchs

huhuhu

nak balik...!!

hello parents

hello siblings

hello home

kaklong is missing ...=]

do wE..?

Dis is not just out-of-interest-matter-question but
comes to think of it---do we really need dis..?
y tu ha tuh gambar kt sebla tuh----->>>

i happen tu realize dat most of my frens [meaning not all] using dis kind-of-stuff SUMTIMES tu achieve those following :--

a] menegur clasmet opposite sex y diminati
b] melihat gambar2 siape2 y mereka minati
c] meneka seseorang itu berawekz or tidak
d] berbicara y berbukan-bukan
e] mencari kenalan baru
f] mengkomen pic n latest fashion o style
g] dan bermcm-mcm lg y berkenaan jg x sewaktu dgnnya

p/s:perhatian..!dis is only a self-talk-inspire-from-surrounding.not tu include any outsider disturbance o support n approve from others.tq.

okeh.hold de phone...!
i'm not saying those stuff just a whole bunch of waste, tp tnyla sape2 je
jwpn y paling biase adalah-just for fun..ha ha ha
not tu forget de fact i'm one of de users oso heh!
but de main reason was tu contact all de old skoOl back there
dgrny ad y da fly merata mesir german n jepun!wauw..!
how times have change us skoOlies
bukanla sebenany hold big issues in dis matter, it just arise when there dis person..well no big deal.it's not like it sumthing dat i dwell wit.no important really.haha.true.no woes.


okeh.dis is exactly wut happen.there's dis person commented my pics in *&%_#_@..
bcos of de respon i gave, he deleted it but it was a comment on de tudung n clothes, says it sumwat rare o other words weird.dowh.erhk.hokh.
pelik btoy.pengkomplen tersebut dilihat seorang lelaki normal.memakai kopiah putih.
tp merujuk kpd pakaian wanita islam.y spatutny dy banggakn.ye x?

MESSAGE HISTORY:
orang tu =
tak kisah pun kalau org kata mcm tu..dh mmg betui pun..
kenapa nak menidakkan benda yang betul...
it's not about melatah...
tapi dalam islam tu sendiri ada ajar cara nak berdiskusi rite?
so,what's d point u want to say like that?
hm.....pernah ckp pasal nafsu marah?
aisey....n ever you heard about other nafsu yg ada kat pompuan?
is it you didn't want to accept that also?

hmm...it's ok..up to you k whatever you want to say...
it's ur rite..cuma dr segi cara awk msj to mmg dh lari...sorry to say lah..
becoz of dat things makes something about u appear..

apa mksd ideolgi msyrkt byk dipengaruhi lak?
is it because the comment i left?so that u conclude that sbb tak penah jumpa tudung labuh?
erk...takde hal..itu hak awak la kan...
sy juz tinggalkan komen dgn doa mudah2an perempuan zaman sekarang byk ikut kehendak agama n bukan nafsu...n i didn't mean that lelaki semua bagus...semua makhluk Allah..kalau atas sebab komen tu awk nk marah, itu hak awk dan saya mintak maaf yer...cuma aritu gatal tgn nk letak komen..n saya dah delete balik..
ok..peace

opss..terbanyak la plak...
sori again dgn komen tu n in fact,what i say is true for me...
n i didn't meant to hurt anyone...
keluarga saya pun pompuan tudung labuh gak n sy suka tgk org tudung labuh...
itu jer..kalo salah,maap skali lagi yer..

ish tah la x phm den..it's not about his grammar was so broken haha no intend to comment dat but tp mmg kebenaran sekarang menyakitkn n sume org lansong x sedih bila tgk umat islam skarang neh bnyk y ROSAK!seap boleh tambah bwat ap nk menidakkn perkara y betul?
adeh..!sakit taw x?panas je rase dlm2 neh.
lastly he conclude dat i was sumone y cepat melatah bila dikomen, x pndai berdiskusi cr Islam ajar, n tdk menerima urusan nafsu y ad dlm diri manusia...wut de...?
takpe lah sokeh itsokeh.marah itu ujian.hidup ini indah.

okeh back tu where we were back then
do we really need dis...? DIS..?

jgn kite slahkn mane2 software y membuatkn kite membuang mase
de more we blame de more it pull heh?it's not like it will vanish just like dat anyhow..
myb we shud try tu apply those things for good..? heh kamon give it a laugh people
mcmla sblum ne slalu apply bende baek je ye x?so bende y dianggap x baek nk diguna ke arah kebaikan..?adeh terase betoiy!

but.still.it's ringing in my head.do we really need dis...?

note=sumhow i'm thankful.wut he said thought me tu think.

me bElajar-iNg

i know dat somewhere in de world

there exist other extrEme lecturers dat others beared

haha

it just dat

myb i dun't meet him yet

haha sOtsEm had begUn so i'm heading back towards my belajar-ing terms ughgh..!

pointer declined haha very unfortunate

luckily not too bad

azam baru~dapatkn semula dean's list tiq...!fighting..!

p/s:still.adoring dis sem lecturer.he write+talk very fast at de very same time.

ughgh..!

tagGed.aGain.

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?

oksigen
2. Apakah benda akhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?

hitam putih cinta~dr 'aidh al-qarni

duit gaji mualimah sraz[duit sendri eh]
3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?

masjid.bersih.ad air-cond.

y dibina dgn wang y btoi2 bersih
4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?

keabadian.wutever it is.

5. Adakah anda sedang di lamun cinta?

Allah gave me love.never will it dies.

~sedang n selamanya
6. Di mana restoran akhir kamu makan malam?

RFC[radix fried chicken]~alternatif kita.boikot israelians.
7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?

thanks for the memories~cecelia ahern
8. Nama penuh anda?

Atiqah bt Wan Muhayudin
9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau emak?

both
10. Namakan seorang yang kamu ingin jumpa dalam hidup kamu?

dawud wharnsby ali
11. Sebutkan nama 8 sahabat yang rapat dengan kamu?

mey.bersih.qila.att.alia.syah.farah

asma.tim.mayah.syidah.ihsan.ipah

pinat.bost.zil.maler.sara.maya.balqis

weh bnyk sape y tader tu it's not dat i 4get heh

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri?

yes

i switch de machine by my own self
13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu ingin pergi?

new zealand

clean-est island on de planet

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu..

alia raihana bt azhari

dy suka pink tp tamo ngaku

she drinks horlicks

dy datang umah semalam

she so loud yet she argue i'm the loudest[ceh..!]

jgn tag ak lg dah weh haha
15. 8 perkara yang saya gilai..

my books

my sketchbooks

my laptop

my mp4

laci meja ku

tabung ku

cartoOns kegemaran ku

my precious snail[haha]

16. Pelukan atau ciuman?

both
17. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca?

rooftop rant~hlovate

bidadari dr timur~tuan sabariah

syabab musafir kasih

Allah sayang kamu

he loves lucy but lucy loves cake

the undomestic goddess~sophie kinsela

aku terima nikahnya~hasrizal

where rainbow ends~cecelia ahern

18. 8 lagu yang kamu boleh dengar berulang kali?

what did i do today~dawud ali

broken~lifehouse

rain song~native deen

keep it halal~outlandish

9 crimes~damien rice

heaven-where true love goes~yusuf islam

torn~natalie imbruglia

pieces~sum41

19. mari main TAG 8 orang lain.

tim

syaima

ihsan

kakya

husna

beela

megat

dik iqa

5 wOrds bOut sElf

tu b honest~i am learning bout myself.still.
sumtimes i dun understand me
there were times i thought i did things beyond my brain
n there oso some actions dat denied hearts n instincts
~life is all de matter of learning, isn't it..?

snails=sape penah kene noted by my super-duper-cutie-bestie-snail..?ankat tgn...!
wauw, tgkiyu3 dats my specialty actually, which means fill other's notes wit my contengan initials..haha dis habit started soO long back then sampai sendri pn x ingat bila, myb around de end of primary skool tertengok 1 rncangan kanak2 bwat origami o seni ap tah then terbekenan ngn lukisan siput y sgt cumil tuh hah pastu sume bnde ad betanda menatang tu..
it is so chill small wet n vulnerable yet it has protection part-de cengkerang..!
sumtimes i wish i own dat but everything happens for reasons
dr sekecil siput sampai sebesar paus biru~praise b tu HIM

bOoks=saye suke bc buku hari-hari saye bca buku.haha.
i read all kinds of boOks-mags, novels, fiksyens, instrumentals, ilmiah, comics, sastera, newspaper, fairytales, sajaks, even ensiklopedia but sumtimes i'm sick of text boOks.haha.typical.
dulu mase kecik2 cita2 cume nak keje kt tempat y penuh ngn buku myb lib o bookstore o myb coffee housebooks n disebabkn cita-cita sering berubah seiring perubahan umur maka dats amb stayed there.i can go crazy if i walk in MPH o Popular o bookfair witout money..

muSics=i listen to all genre of musics.yes i do.but.after i learn de lyrics.
music provide impact.music provide calm.music gave senses.music does educate.
we can turn anything into music but music don't turn tu others.
it lives inside n is everywhere.open heart n yu feel it.
sumhow there's limit in everything hence there exist misuse.
music is a weapon.dats y i adore dawud ali very very very most.
sape lg artist y mula dgn penyanyi jalanan ntuk sebarkn Islam..?

s-t-m-l=short-term-memory-lost.haha.my bad my bad.my very bad disease.d ksempatan ini sy ingin memohon maaf kpd sape2 y menegur jika terlihat riak-ak-kenal-ke-ko-? d wajah.
soalnya ak benar2 ngak tipu kok.benar sih.
anda sentiasa benar tetapi bkn diriku y sering terlupa.
kdg2 slalu kene marah jg diancam oleh mereka2 supaya jgn sesekali dilupain namany.
waduh3 maaf ya does it make me a bad person?o fren?
sumtimes i bought thing n de next day i ask others where did it comes from.huhu.
i need treatment..!

moOd=i'm not a moody person.SIYES!bukan.dis is just my other bad.
sbb selalu bwat keje ikut mood tp bukan pd bende y mnjd kewajipan.
stakat ni alhamdulillah sikap ni boleh dikawal.bkn mknanya solat o mandi mengikut mood.
i had been brainwashed back in my skoOl, thought dat ustzh knew me well.haha.
cause she mention my mood-to-do-things so now everytime dis words "tader mood a.." timbul, i'll try tu imagine her lecture.haha.tengkiyu ustzh asma..!

dis are de only 5 things i cud figure out.
now to tagged other 5, i goes for:syaima husna nabila alia n seyha

saKit haTi

angin sepoi2

langit pekat [sebab malam]

bulan terletak

kuliah memnggil

surau bersambut

hati

sakit

berpenyakit

sebab?

akhlak

rosak

ubah?

susah

sebab?

nafsu

marah

tp

perlu

sebab?

tanpanya

jihad

tiada

gettin used over xm notes

haha

pendeknya

bukan ubah manusia tp akhlak~ssah nk diubah kerna nafsu dan amarah x kena pd tempatnya

~namun jgn dibuang totaliti kerna nafsu dan amarah itu perlu~tanpanya manusia tiada jihad~

ak takut

layaknya kira memberi peringatan

sekali berkata

puluhan sendiri diri mengingkar

lantas

perlu ap memberitahu?

kerana

"sebarkan dariku walau sepotong ayat"

banyak mereka yang telah pergi

kalau dikisahkan cerita mereka

menghidupkan hati

banyak mereka yang masih hidup

namun melihat mereka

hati mati

jelas

hati itu

raja diri

kononnya milik sendiri

tErlupa..

Final xm is OVER..!!~alhamdulillah wut a relief..

tu think of it, bZnes math was a mEss uhuk3 [hastily modified dis xprEsSions X(..]

thought i've done wut i could..no regret there [iyeke..?]

plus, moving felt much more bearable than sittin still, isn't it..?

got a holiday to blast..!

KL 09 InternatiOnal BoOk Fair

just to spoil my own self for de previous struggle n dying-ness over de week, so we went to..

overjoyed, 4get tu freeze some moments hence, just de boOks i get..

gettin in for 2nd round..haha cos i'm waitin for Pustaka Salam to deliver their boOk

ummi kate~besaQ pahala ne tulong blikn buku kt umMi n de gang~so hands down

"dik derma ntuk anak yatim.."

"eh taper2 kak kitorang da bg td.."

.........

"eleh yeke..?"

it's really not bout de words she said..but de xpresSions~definitely a scOwled!!

"ye kak, kitorang da msuk da td, buku y akak pgang tu pun kitorang da tgk.."

"alah ntuk anak yatim ne sume org ckp gitu,"

she double de xprEsSions n there, my limit is ONE..!

"akak walopun akak bwat ne ntuk anak yatim, bukan mcm ne caranye..!"

i'm not saying wut i gave b4~dat 2 o 3 cents was highly berharga enough~still dat's not de way

tawu stakat y dibagi tu x ckup pun ntuk sorang budak tu mkn seminggu o bli satu buku teks rangkaian o ntuk tambang dr pwtc tu balek ke gombak i knew dat!

but de sincerity is there..!

ALLAH Tawu

leave it tu dat will ya?

restraining my irritation wit difficulty

"maap.."

"taper weh diorang penat kot tu.."

but then a few more steps

there lifted a realization

there stay a real shocker

astaghfirullah.astaghfirullah.astaghfirullah.

wondering

my intend

on de 1st place

did it remain

still...?

betol kata ummi

nak berniat tu senang

yang susahny istiqamah dlm berniat

mgkin kadang diri terlupa

alpanya diri bila terlupa

help us

make due

yor mercy

bless us

ameen

FiNaL!....XD

it may b late

but it'll never too late..

"hai manusia, sesungguhnya kamu telah bekerja bersungguh-sungguh menuju Tuhanmu,

maka pasti kamu akan menemui-Nya.........."

[84:6]

haha

tiq!yuhuu...!

stay away from dat laptop..!

a bLooD 4 tudaY..

a morning,

while waiting to get into UNGS class, while chatting happily, while opening a bottle of mineral water..
my hand get a scratch, plus it’s bleeding..!
aiyaa, wut on earth..?nk bukak botol pn smpay luka2..?manja btol tgn neh!

Petang tuh, in de bathroom, in a way to turn off de pipe, here comes another scratch..
Hape neh..?darah lg..

It started to piss me off..!
when I get back into de room, just to get my hand terkepit plak kt pintu..!
Weh..!mende neh..?

N there
here comes a feeling dat LIFE is teasing me badly by suka-suki sume bnde x mnjadik…!!
Hjfshhfgsafuiahfjsdgfhs..!

But then, dat hand..reach a book ~Hitam Putih Cinta
n it stop it way right at de story of Darah Perjuangan

++++++++++++++

satu hari, jari Rasulullah terluka.. lalu darahnya y suci mengalir..
baginda seraya bersabda ;

“engkau hanyalah satu jari yang berdarah,
Yang engkau derita di jalan Allah…..”

HR Al-Bukhari (2802) dan Muslim (1796) dari Jundub b. Abdillah.

It shut me up
Shame on me………………………………………..
Malunya ak punya mukjizat~seorang umi y tdk ak cedok teladanny

Today, Allah remind me
Kerdilny diri bila berdepan ujian
Jauhny hati bila terlupa kudrat n peranan

Dat’s my script for today ~which I thank yu
Hope I learn more everyday
As part of my play~in de script of my life..